Tilly's day was going better then she had thought it would
. . Jen done her best to entertain her.. Making small talk .
. Laughing at the fact they actually had no clue who any of these people were .
. So you've been with Jane all this time and you've never met her work colleagues?Jen laughed
.. Tilly shook her head "well I've met David.. And even that was by accident .
. It's a plus side of working ridiculous hours at the hospital
Jen laughed ..
How many of these social gatherings have you been to? Tilly asked ..
This one .. And uh .. this one " Jen grinned ..
, and if I'm honest I only came because I knew those two would leave you on your own
.. Tilly smiled looking down at her drink ..
Jen licked her bottom lip
"you look really nice .. She muttered .. Wait ?
I've already said that haven't I ? She blushed .
. Yeah " yeah you did! Tilly smiled"
but i'll take the compliment .. Again "
Shell we sit? Jen asked pointing to an empty table ..
Tilly nodded .
. Best thing about these tables?
The bottles of wine!Jen joked.
Get pouring then" Tilly giggled passing her some clean glasses..
Where's Tilly ? Jane worried as she looked around .
. Cara done the same before spotting her and Jen .
. Sat over there"
Oh.. " Jane frowned as she looked over
.. Tilly and Jen were sat alone .. Jen was obviously telling Tilly some thing funny ..
Because she was laughing historically ..
Who would of thought Jen was so funny " Jane moaned .
. She has her moments" cara answered ..
Maybe we should go over " Jane suggested
What? Why? Cara frowned .. They're probably talking about some boring crap..
Jane laughed " yeh Art.. Or some hospital stories .
. Exactly.. Leave em to it I say.. Cara sipped her drink ..
Watching the brunette and red head a little closer ..
Jen placed her hand on Tilly's shoulder .. Instantly causing Tilly to react .. Looking down at Jens hand then to her face
.. This moment hadn't gone unnoticed by Cara.
.. Cara? Jane waved her hand in front of her
You ok ?
Uh yeah .. Cara smiled .. Let's give this free booze a good kicking ..
So the guy actually walked the whole ward naked? Jen laughed
Yup"In all his glory .. Proud as you like" Tilly smiled .. Wow.. Well at least it's not all sickness and death ..
Tilly grinned looking around ..To see Jane and cara whispering away ..
Do you want to go over ? Jen asked
Tilly shook her head ..
Not really.. I'm uh.. Actually having a nice time with out them!
Jen nodded .. Look Jen .. I uh .
. Tilly closed her eyes rubbing her forehead ..
I just wanna say that um..
There you are " cara smiled sitting next to Jen .. Sorry i buggered off..
Jen shook her head .. It's fine .. Tilly and I were just enjoying the wine ..
So I see " cara said raising her eyebrows .. Wanna dance?
Uh no .. Jen laughed under her breath ..
C'mon" ?
Cara I don't dance .. Jen informed her ..
Especially not at weddings
.. Cara.. Jane called out .. Beckoning her over .
. Cara leant into Jen .. I'll piss off then shell I ?
Before Jen could react cara walked away
.. She ok? Tilly asked
Who cares " Jen shrugged
.. What was you gonna say before?
Tilly wanted to clear the air but now she wasn't so sure she had the guts to bring it up ..
Doesn't matter
" You sure ? Jen asked .
. She had an idea what Tilly was thinking but wasn't going to push her..
Tilly began to bite her nail .. I dunno .. She swallowed .
. I just .. I . I feel like . Like I'm.. Sipping her drink for a little courage ..
Ok ., I just .. I don't know why .. But Um... I feel like I'm doing something wrong here
.. Jen looked around playing dumb .. Everyone's pretty much taking full advantage of the free booze .. You Don't have to feel bad " she joked .
Tilly's face was full of seriousness
Jen shifted in her seat realising Tilly didn't want to joke ..
We're not doing anything wrong Tilly .
No?
Jen shook her head " so we get on" ?
that's all it is
Tilly sipped her wine.. Get on?
She sighed .. So why do I feel so bad?
Jen cleared her throat ..
Your not doing anything bad"
your allowed to be attracted to other people ..
There's no law that says you're never allowed to look at another once you are in a relationship
And the kiss? Tilly asked .
. We didn't kiss .
. Because Jane called interrupting "Tilly reminded her .
. If she didn't then ..
. But we didn't " Jen said sharply
.. Tilly .. It's like you said .. It was a nice evening .. Those moment kinda gets you .. You really shouldn't beat yourself up over it
.. But I really wanted to kiss you .. Tilly blurted out feeling the effects of the wine ...
And I can't quite work out if I'm angry about that .. Or about the fact I actually didn't get too!
And that is wrong of me..
Jen raised her eye brows shocked at Tilly's honest .. Butterflies fluttered in her stomach
.. Well it wasn't one sided .. So it's not all your fault
Tilly shook her head .. It's different Jen .. You and cara.. It's .. It's what you do ..
Who you are ..
Jen frowned .. I mean.. Like the relationship you have .. You don't owe her anything .. Your not serious
.. She kisses other people and you couldn't care less...
Your having secret meetings with an ex .. I just
What? Jen laughed
. Woaaaah hold on a sec .. She kisses other people ?
I'm having it away with an ex?
Tilly cringed .. Sorry .. I uh I'm rambling ..
The difference is .. You're allowed.
. I'm not ..
Jen turned her body into Tilly's
.. Listen .. Firstly .. your right .
. Cara and I don't have the kind of relationship you and Jane do ..
And your right .. Cara kissing someone else doesn't bother me ..
Because I'm not in love with her
Tilly You love Jane.. Your going through a rough patch .. Thats All it is .. isn't it?
As for an ex?
I have no idea what your talking about" She laughed ..
Tilly turned red rolling her eyes.. Cara told Jane she thinks you're .. Oh god .. just .. Just Forget about it " she laughed .
. Jen nodded " already have .. Right let's stop worryin about this ..
Let's just enjoy ourselves .. And get some food.. I'm starving
. Tilly smiled following Jen into the food tent.
. Babbbbby" Jane called out wrapping her arms kissing her cheek
. I've missed you .
. Tilly pulled jane's arms off her neck ..
" well I haven't been anywhere .
I know " Jane kissed her again ..
And I'm sorry I've been mingling without you
.. It's ok Jane .. I really don't mind .. Mingle away
. Tilly said watching Jen and cara
Nope.. I'm all yours now .. Me and you " the rest of the day"
Tilly forced a smile .. As Jane hugged her .
. This isn't want she wanted "
she wanted to talk to Jen some more .
. She didn't want to hear Cara talking her usual crap ..
As she looked over at Jen a sudden rush of jealously washed over her .
. Cara had leant in placing a small kiss on Jens neck ... Then on her cheek .. Trailing her hand across Jens backside ...
Let's get some food" Tilly suggested
Cara ya pig " Jane laughed seeing the size of the plate cara was holding .
. What? I'm hungry .. Need to soak up the booze"
Jen shook her head handing Tilly a plate
.. Thanks" Tilly smiled
.. As they sit back at their table cara purposely sits in the chair Tilly was sat on ..
Ushering Jen to sit next to here .
. Cara look" there's big bird again" Jane laughed ..
Jen looked round spotting the women in yellow.
. Oh my god are you serious? She frowned .
. What? It's funny " cara chuckled
.. Jen shook her head .. You two seriously need to grow up ..
I think she looks lovely " Tilly added
So do I " Jen agreed..
Oh for god sake " Jane moaned putting her fork down ..
It's a joke .. You two need a serious humour implant ..
Cara laughed .. C'mon Jane let's go be immature else where ..
Jane got up .. " if you feel like you want to have a good time .. We'll be over there .. She pointed to the dance floor .. ..
Jen watched as they left .." Shaking her head ..
Tilly raised her eyebrows .. Bet they're wishing they didn't bring us now .. She smiled
.. Jen shrugged looking straight init Tilly's eyes .. I don't care
Like I said .. I only came for you ..