Jen stood alone with her thoughts taking a few deep breaths ..

How did this happen ?

What did I do that was so obvious?

How did cara notice ?

Her hands on her hips she looked up to the dark sky .. Exhaling deeply ..

.. She gone to bed ? Jane asked as her and Tilly came round the corner hand in hand making Jen jump

Uh yeah " Jen smiled .. She uh .. Well she puked .. It wasn't pretty .. I'm just taking a few minutes ..

Jane nodded .. Can't handle her drink " she laughed .

Tilly noticed Jen looked strained .. She knew it wasn't the witnessing of cara being sick that had her looking worried.

You ok?

Jen looked at Tilly .. Me? .. I'm fine ..

Her words said she was but her body language told Tilly different ..

Well good luck looking after her .. Jane joked ..

Jen nodded ..

Night Jen .. Tilly said ..

Night Tilly ..

Inside the hotel room cara was stood at the window smoking ..

Do you have to? Jen moaned ..

Yup " was cara's answer ..

This is a non smoking hotel " why you feel the need to smoke when you drink I'll never know ..

Why you feel the need to lie me I'll. never know .. Cara replied ..

Jen rolled her eyes. Your being ridiculous .. You've had to much to drink

No Jen .. I'm not an idiot .. I saw the way you were laughing , the way you casual draped your arm over her chair.. You were far to relaxed around her ..

Jen laughed .. All this because I draped my arm over her chair ? Seriously ?

Don't mock me .., I know you better then you think ,. Cara snapped ..

Question is... Does she feel the same ?

Jen shook her head .. Cara there is nothing going on between Tilly and I ... Why can't you believe that?

Cara watched Jen as she began to fiddle with her hands ..

Nervous are we? She asked ..

What?

Your fiddling " you do that when your nervous ..

I'm not nervous .. Jen shrugged .. I'm annoyed .. I'm pissed off that you have the nerve to stand here and accuse me of...

Accuse you ? Cara interrupted .. No .. I'm not accusing you .. I see it Jen ..

Just because Tilly and I get on doesn't mean I fancy her.. All I was doing was keeping her company while you and Jane mingled ... Jen said matter of fact ..

What do you talk about? Cara asked .. I mean that do you have in common other then you paint and she likes them !?

Jen frowned ... We just talk "

Well it must be hilarious because the two of you are constantly giggling " .. Your not convincing me Jen ..

I don't need to convince you cara" Jen fumed .. I'm telling you nothing is going on ..

You know I wouldn't give a shit if you just wanted to fuck her ... But you don't do you ?

You actually really like her ..

How many more times cara... Tilly and I are just friends .. We keep each other company while you and Jane get off your faces ...

Cara laughed ... And another thing . Every time she's around your different ..it's Like your trying ,

Jen placed her hand on her forehead .. Cara wasn't letting this drop ..

Tell me Jen.. It's not like we're serious .. You can fancy who you like .. Just be honest ...

Honest " Jen snapped .. Like you huh ? Tell me how many girls have you kissed on nights out recently ?

Oh here we go... Tilly be telling tales has she .. Cara said shaking her head .

Jane actually" Jen blurted out without thinking .

Jane was so drunk she wouldn't have remembered telling her or not..

Yeah so what? Cara shrugged.. Ain't like you care .. We do what we want .

Exactly .. Jen fumed as she began to tidy the room ...

So ? Cara asked again ... How long has it been going on?

Nothing is going on " how many times Do I have to tell you ? Jen shouted .. And incase you have forgotten . Tilly has a girlfriend "

And that's the only thing stopping you " cara clapped .. Good old Jane

It's because of her you haven't made your move...

Jen could feel herself boiling up .. Cara's persistence was wearing her down ..

Part of her wanted to shut her up by admitting she had feelings for the doctor ..

The other part of her knew that if she did then there's a possibility she wouldn't see Tilly again

Unlike you cara I can have friends .. I don't feel the need or want to sleep with ...Jen said sarcastically ..

me and Tilly get on " we have things in common things we like to talk about " one mainly being that we both date women who constantly want to get pissed and sit looking down their noses at people ., judging them for who they are . . What they wear..

Oh fuck off Jen " that was called having a laugh " something you only seem to do when Tilly's around .. Cara sulked..

I don't blame you though .. She's good looking " she's a doctor .. She's got money .. She likes art and stuff .. She's a catch ..

Janes catch .. Jen muttered ..

That's not like you Gilmore... Usually you get what you want .. Cara said ..

Remembering Jen telling her once that if she wanted something bad enough she won't stop until she had it..

Jen wasn't sure how much longer she could keep denying the truth ., she knew she had to shut cara up and fast .

Walking over to where cara was sitting she leant over her ..

I said that to get you into bed remember ? She forcefully smiled ..

She began unbutton cara's shirt..

I don't want to fuck Tilly .. You on the other hand " kissing cara's neck ..

I know what your doing " cara told her leaning back allowing Jen access ..

I'm tryin to get laid " what else

Do you think I'm doing" Jen asked..

Cara stopped Jen" .. Look I won't tell Jane .. I mean your allowed to like other people .. And Tilly is more your type .. Me? Well we couldn't be more different

Jen bit her lip .. You know that saying " opposites attracted ? Well I much prefer that ..

Cara scanned Jens eyes for the lie .. She wasn't sure what to think ..

Cara . Let's forget this stupid notion of yours and go to bed ... Jen suggested .. I'll show you who I fancy "

Cara grinned .. Had she got it wrong ?

Had Jen just wanted to be nice ?

Cara wasn't sure .. But she wasn't about to pass up sex with Jen over it

Jen headed into the bathroom to freshen up . Gripping the side of the sink closing her eyes .. She took some deep breaths ..

Taking a good look at herself in the mirror ..

Sex with cara was the last thing she wanted ..

But arguing with her about Tilly all night wasn't appealing either ..

One things for sure she had to be more cautious around Tilly from now on ..

Tilly was pacing the floor biting her nails .

Jane came behind her placing a small kiss on how back of her neck.

Do you think they are ok ? She asked completely ignoring janes attempts to seduce her ...

I dunno " who cares.. Jane shrugged " come over here "?

Jane I think they were arguing.. Jen looked really upset ..

Jane began to laugh " upset ?

Naaah.. Babe .. They don't have that kinda relationship .. If I'm honest they probably don't give a shit about each other . Hence why they don't argue ..

Tilly shook her head .. I think you should check on them " cara's your friend and she was upset ..

Jane sighed .. Ugh babe. . She was pissed. That's all and Jen was probably in a mood because she's left to deal with her .. But

If it makes you feel better " I'll call cara.

Thank you " Tilly smiled biting her nails

As Jen and cara began removing their clothes " cara's bra began to vibrate . Causing Jen to laugh "

I didn't have any pockets" cara smiled. As she checked the called Id before throwing it on the bed

Who is it ? Jen asked

Only Jane "

Answer it " Jen gasped ..

Nah " cara said kissing Jens neck ..

It could be important .. And if you don't she might come banging on the door ..

Cara rolled her eyes picking up her phone " .. What?

Hey " was just checking your ok after you puked you filthy bitch"

Cara laughed " yeah I'm fine .. Or I would be if you didn't interrupt me getting laid ..

Tilly looked of biting her nails as Jane spoke .

Jane began to laugh . Yeah ok ok " we was just checking you two were ok .. Piss off then

Jane shook her head as she cut the call..

Well? Tilly asked .

Well if you call me interrupting them having sex as fine ...well then yeah they are

Tilly's stomach tightened .. Oh" she swallowed.

Talking of which " Jane grinned pushing Tilly on to the bed .

I think we need to take a leaf out of their book ..

Tilly felt a little sick ... The knot in her stomach had again tightened ..

I'm uh .. Not feeling all that great to be honest Jane ... She lied ... I think I just need some sleep "

Jane sighed ...great" Cara gets all the fun .. She moaned under her breath ..

Tilly led down with her back to Jane turning her lamp off ..

I hate this " she thought "

She hated the fact she felt jealous when Jane had mentioned Jen and cara sleeping together ..

But more so she hated the fact she actually cared about it ..

Why was it so easy to ignore the fact she was developing feelings for Jen when Jen wasn't around ? ..

Tilly closed her eyes hoping she would get some sleep ...

With Jen running through her mind that didn't seem likely !