Tilly sat alone drinking coffee outside the hotel eating area.
The air was warm on her face... Her sunglasses hiding the effects of the wine ...
May I get you a refill ? A young man asked ...
Uh yes... Thank you ... Tilly smiled passing him her empty cup ...
As she sits in a world of her own she hears a familiar laugh ...
Jen and cara had made their way into the restaurant .. Cara was whispering into the brunettes ear making her laugh
Tilly again felt the knot in her stomach again ...
As they order a coffee Jen over hears two waiters talking ...
Take this coffee to the redhead outside then and I'll take breakfast to the newly weds ... One said ." This causing Jen to look out of the huge doors ...
Seeing Tilly sat alone .. She wanted to suggest to cara that they should join Her .. but felt cautious ..
She didn't want cara to bring up the argument that had the previous night
It's warm in here " she moaned .. Shell we go outside ?
Nah" cara shook her head .. My hangover couldn't take it..
Dunno about you but I need something really greasy ... She added looking at the menu..
Tilly watched through her sunglasses as Jen and cara spoke ..
Jen took a seat directly in view of Tilly .. She wanted to see the red head and with cara having her back to the doors it was the prefect opportunity to take in just how beautiful the red head looked in the morning sun ...
So full English ? Cara suggested ..
Not for me " I'm good with just a few hundred coffees.. Jen answered ..
Cara laughed " as she waved the waitress over ...
Jen looked at Tilly at every safe opportunity .. She wanted nothing more then to speak to the redhead ..
Part of her felt sad this maybe the last time for a while she would see Tilly ... She had a feeling cara wasn't going to be offering for couple get togethers any more ...
Although she had Tilly's number and contact was easily reached
she wondered what she would text her about " it's not like she could just see how she was "
Wouldn't that look strange?
As Jen took another glance she was met with Tilly's eyes ...
Checking cara wasn't watching she lifted her hand ... To say hi
Tilly smiled lifting hers back in acknowledgement ..
Tilly unaware of the argument the night before she thought it would be rude not to go and say hello ...
As she made her way to the table Jens heart began to race ... She was praying cara wouldn't be cold towards Tilly ...
Morning" Tilly smiled
Jen smiled .. Morning .
. Cara just nodded from behind her water glass ...
Where's Jane ? She asked
She's uh " hang over .. Tilly explained .. Just before she continued Jane appeared ..
I need a gallon of coffee " she sulked sitting down next to Jen .. I am dying ..
Cara laughed " light weight .
Says you " Jen joked
Yeah says you who puked up half of what you drank last night ... Jane mocked ..
Maybe .. Cara laughed " but at least I don't look like you lot ...
You not eating Jen ? Jane asked ..
Nah " don't have the stomach for it ..
Dunno how .. We worked up a right appetite last night .. I was starving this morning " cara bragged giving Tilly a smug look ...
Jen shifted in her chair " doesn't take much " she muttered ..
Tills sit down babe .. Your making the place look untidy . Jane moaned looking at her girlfriend through squinted eyes ...
Right so anyways I just spoke to David .. His brothers had to leave this morning.. But their rooms were for 2 nights .. So .. Jane winked at Tilly He offered them to us...
Tilly instantly declined ... I can't I have work tomorrow ..
You said you had the bank holiday off? Jane quizzed ..
I know but .. Tilly swallowed " I uh got a call from work this morning they're short staffed sooooo "
Aww babe " Jane sulked .
Oh well " just cause Tilly don't want to stay don't mean we can't " cara smiled .. Let her take her car and we can take you home tomorrow "
No point us all missing out ..
Jen gave her an unimpressed look ..
What you don't want to stay either ?
Cara bitched
Fuck me what is wrong with you people ?
An extra night with you and Jane getting drunk ? Jen moaned .. Brilliant
Ooooh yes... I can imagine you might find it difficult with out The good doctor to keep you company ... Cara tutted...
Here we go " Jen thought ..." Rolling her eyes ..
I'm sure you can try and let your hair down Jen .. Just this once .. Cara added ..
I need to get my stuff together " Tilly said hoping to get away ..
Well Jane ? You stayin ?
Mmmmm I dunno"..
You should " Tilly smiled ... Like cara said .. Why should everyone miss out .. ?
There ya go she's not bothered" cara clapped raising her eyebrows at Jen ..
Sure you don't want to go home as well" she whispered...
Jen was annoyed " excuse me... She fumed getting up walking into the toilets ..
You sure ? Jane asked taking Tilly's hand ...
Mmmmm" Tilly smiled kissing Jane on the top of her head .. Stay and have fun ...
Tilly popped back to her room to pack bed things ... She didn't hAve work but the though have having to endure Cara and Jane drunk for another night wasn't appealing ...
She would much rather a 12 hour shift in A&E on a Saturday night then to stay at the hotel again ..
Beep beep...
Your not really working are you? :) J
Tilly smiled.. .. When Jens name appeared on her screen
Ofcoarse I am .. X T
Jen was taking a moment to calm down ..
Seeing Tilly and feeling unable to talk to her was hard ..
Having cara watching her for signs . Being sarcastic at every available chance had pissed Jen off ..
Mmmmm I believe you " others wouldn't .. I'm sorry about cara"
Hope she didn't offend you .. J...
Cara doesn't bother me lol ..
What's her problem anyways ? T
Long story ... Was hoping we could grab a coffee or something this week?
I'll explain all ! J
Tilly knew alone time with Jen wouldn't be a good idea but her fingers didn't give her chance to think before they typed out the message ..
Love too!
Jen bit her lip feeling warm .
Great, I'll call you then ?
Safe drive home .. Wish I was coming with you :)
Tilly slumped down on to the bed ...
What am I doinnnnnnng" she shouted into the pillow ..
Rolling on to her back looking up at the ceiling ..
It's coffee Tilly ..
Just coffee... Nothing else .. Nothing in it ... Coffee ... Just coffee ... She exhaled heavily ...
I need to get out of here ... She said to herself grabbing her bag leaving the room ...
I don't want you to go " Jane sulked wrapping her arms around Tilly's waist at the car
I kno but I have to go to work " and anyways it's only a day isn't it?
Still " Jane pouted ... Shell I come with you ? I don't mind ..
Tilly shook her head " no don't be silly ... Enjoy the rest of the weekend .. I'll see you after work won't i ?
Kiss me ... Jane pushed her lips into Tilly's...
Jen stood in the hotel window watching as goodbyes...
Bet your wishing she wasn't leaving ... Or you were leaving with her " cara said from behind the brunette ..
Jen folded her arms..ignoring cara's comment ..
Awww look at them kissing don't they Make a cute couple " she teased .. Looking on ...
Laughing under breath .. Your so transparent Jen .. Your thoughts are so read able you might as well paper back em .. Cara added ..
Oh shut up cara" Jen snapped .. She had enough .. I'm sick of this " your snide comments and your sarcasm .
. I told you nothing's going on but you won't let up ..
Cara kept going .. Shell I ask if u can give tills a good bye kiss?
. Grow up will you .. Jen spat as she walked away ..
Cara followed her up to the bedroom ..
What's wrong Jen ? Huh ? The sight of Jane kissing Tilly repulse you that much ...
Or is it that your jealous ? Cara mocked ... Awww does Jen wish it was her ?
I wish I was anywhere but here with you ... Right now ..
Jen began to throw her things into her case ...and I'm not standing here putting up with this .
I love how this is my fault " cara sulked .. Don't tell me ." You got close because Jane I and leave you alone ..
Well I'm soooooo sorry we have a good time
Sadly you two don't know the meaning of the world .
When we first met you were up for anything .. What happened Jen aye? .
You happened .. Jen snapped
And I'm done ..
Done ? Done with what Jen ? Cara demanded to know ...
Done with swooning over someone you can't have ?
I'm down with you " Jen spat
I'm done with your attitude ..
I'm done with the amount of alcohol you drink .
I'm done with what an idiot you make of yourself Every time you drink .
I'm done with the fact you act like a child ..
But most of all cara ... Most of all I'm done with the way you treat people
... You were rude about the woman's dress yesterday ..
You were rude to Tilly ..
Ah there it is .. That name again .. Cara spat ..
Tell me can you go a day with out mentioning her ?
Jen through her bag over her shoulder walking towards the door ..
It's not my fault your obvious intimidated by her ..
She wishes " cara fumed ..
Jen looked cara up and down ... Don't call me .. Because I won't be Calling you ..
Jen slammed the door as she left which was quickly opened by cara ..
And how do you think your getting home ? She called out ..
Jen didn't answer .. She hurried down the stairs and out of the county house ...
Pulling her phone out of her pocket she calls. Hayley...
If rang a few times then went to voicemail ...
H" it's me ...
I'm in the middle of no where " call me a.. Sap I need a lift ..
As she began walking seeing nothing but fields she stopped ...
Holding her phone in her hand for a few seconds ...
Before making the call ..
Hi.. How far away are you ?
Tilly : just got of the county road why ?
Jen : couldn't turn the car around could you ?
Tilly : why? Is everything ok ? Are you ok ?
I am now .. .but uh.. I need a lift ..
