Jen woke with a creek in her neck ... She rubbed her eyes to wake herald up a bit more before remembering Tilly had spent the night ..
Tilly ? She called out ... Tilly?
Jen checked the kitchen and bathroom seeing no sign of the red head ..
Slumping back down on the sofa she picked up her phone .
No message ...
Why had she left without saying anything ?
Jen started to feel uneasy .. What if Tilly had woken up and regretted staying over ?
What if she freaked out and ran for the hills ..
What if she changed her mind about ending things with Jane ?
Jen felt sad .. She loved having Tilly in her arms all night .. Now she was sat alone wondering what Tilly was thinking ?
Jen knew her day would be consumed with thoughts of Tilly so she bit the bullet and texted her instead ..
Hey..
You're not here ... Did I do something wrong ? J
Her phone beeped instantly ..
I'm so sorry ..
You did nothing wrong at all .. I just had to leave for work and didn't want to wake you . X T
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I thought maybe you panicked x J
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No :) .. You just looked peacefully beautiful ...T x
Jen smiled .. As another text came through ..
I'm not feeling good about speaking to Jane though .. I think I need a few days..
Jen sighed .. She hated how Tilly felt so bad when there was no need .. Jane is the one who done wrong ..
Jen wasn't going to allow her and cara to get away with treating Tilly so badly ...
Of coarse ! I understand no pressure xxx J
Jen had something's packed belonging to cara .. She had been meaning to drop it off to her .. Today seemed like a good day ..
Showering quick she headed out to the estate agents where cara worked ..
Jen " cara grinned ..
I have some belongings of yours " Jen said sternly placing the box on the desk ...
Oh" cara nodded looking through the box ..
Thanks .. But I could of come over for it " cara winked ..
Saved you the trip " Jen said matter of fact ..
Jen " can we talk? Please ..
There's nothing to talk about .. Jen said heading to the door before stopping ..
Actually there is one thing ..
And that is ? Cara smirked a ring cock sure of herself ..
You and Jane "
Cara frowned . What about it .. ?
I hate the fact you told me " Jen said .. I hate that Tilly doesn't know ..
Jane appeared from another room ..
Hi Jen " she smiled ..
Her smiled soon turning into a frowned when she sensed the tension ...
What's up ?
I know about you and her .. Jen nodded in cara's direction ..
What? Jane gasped .. Caaaaraaaa"
What ? Cara sulked .. I didn't mean to tell her ..
You idiot .. Jen look .. Jane said trying to keep calm .. I know what we did was stupid ..
And I promise it was a complete one off.. Wasn't it cara ?
Cara nodded ..
Please Jen .. I'm begging you .. Don't tell Tilly .. I'll lose her .. I love her .. Please ..
You love her ? Jen asked ... Yet you cheat on her ..
I was a one off .. We were drunk . Really drunk ... Please don't tell her ..
I won't .. Jen said ...
Jane closed her eyes relieved ..
But you will .. Jen added ..
You tell Tilly what happened .. Or I will ...
Jane looked at cara for help ...
Cara?
What ? What can I do !
Jen you can't do this .. Please you don't understand what this would do to her ..
Jen walked closer to Jane ... Well it not me who's hurting her .. It's you .. She has a right to know .. And I'm not comfortable keeping your secret ...
So you tell her ... Or I do ..
As Jen left Jane slumped into her chair ...
What have I done ? She muttered to herself ... How could I have been so stupid ! ?
What ever possessed me ?
Uh hello " cara waved .. I'm sat here ..
Cara for fuck sake .. Jane shouted .. This isn't time off joking around .. Don't you know what this is gonna do ..
Tut Jen won't tell her " cara said .. She's full of shit..
How can you be so sure? Jane moaned .. What if she does .. ? How am I going to talk my way out of it?
Cara shrugged .. We'll lie .. If she tells her ., we say she's lying ..To .. I dunno .. Get back at me ..
Jane shook her head .. I can't do that .. If she asks me I can't lie ...
Shit ... Shit ...
Jane .. You can't tell her .. She'll dump you "
Ok .. Ok maybe she won't .. I'll explain that it was nothing .. Just me and you being idiots .. Drunk idiots ..
We might have to work on things but... I don't know .. Maybe it will be ok ..
If I'm honest .. It's been eating away at me ever since ...
Cara held her hands in the air " it's your funeral ...
Tilly's day was better then the one before ... Her smile had returned ..
Mmmmmml some one looks like they got laid last night .. And I don't mean by the wife" Ben whispered in his campest voice ...
Shhhhh" Tilly urged .. and no actually your wrong ..
What is was the wife ! ? Ben frowned ..
No .. Tilly said slapping him .. I didn't get laid .but .
Yesssss" Ben flicked flicked his fingers .. I love a but ... More ways then one " he winked ..
Tilly shook her head " gay people " she jested ..
Takes one to know no honey .. She teased .. So ? What's the but?
Well let's just say I think I've realised that there are something's in my life that are going to change ..
Mmmmhhhmmmmmm" Ben laughed ..
For know I need to keep it to myself though ..
Ben tutted " women .. He smiled .. Ok but when your up for sharing .. I'm your man ...
Your be the first to know ..
Liar .. He grinned as he nudged her ..
Jane sat quiet all day .. Which annoyed cara ..
Jane for fuck sake .. Jen won't tell her ...
Oh shut up cara" Jane spat .. She wouldn't have said it other wise .. Her and Tilly have got all friendly lately .. Of coarse she's going to tell her ..
I'm just gonna have to be honest ..
Can you really see her forgiving you ?
Jane grabbed her bag .. It's a chance I have no choice but to take .. She sulked waking out of the building ...
Fuck" cara moaned throwing her pen down ... Picking her phone up ..
Jen ... Listen .. You can't tell Tilly ..
Jen: and why not?
Cara: because it was a stupid mistake .. It ain't like Jane and I are having an affair is it?
Jen : cara you may think it's ok but I don't .. Tilly doesn't deserve this
Cara: oh so this is all for Tilly's benefit ? Nothing to do with the fact you want her for yourself ..
Jen: don't you dare turn this around on me ..
Cara: your not denying it ?
Jen: what I feel for Tilly had nothing to do with this ... She is a nice girl and deserves to know ..
Cara laughed " oh please .. This is all about you and what you want" you don't care Jane cheated on her .. You just want them to break up ..
Jen : I'm not the one that cheated .. Jane doesn't deserve her ..
Cara: and you do ? C'mon .. How long do you think it's gonna take for you to get bored of her ?
I know you ..
Jen : no .. No you don't .. I'm not the one that went with anything that paid me attention .. I'm not the one making out with girls in clubs .. That was you .. You don't care ..
You knew Jane was with Tilly and you still slept with her ..
Cara: your right . I don't care .. If they break up so what ? Don't effect my life .. But it will yours "
Jen : mine ?
Cara : yeah .. You think Tilly's gonna take kindly towards you when she finds out you knew ?
Jen shook her head .. So be it .. She can hate me .. But she stil needs to know .. Jane tells her or I do ..
Cara: she is gonna tell her .. But don't expect the red head to come running to you .. I'll make sure she knows you knew and that you've known for ages ...
Jen put the phone down .. Closing her eyes .. Oh god ..
Cara was right .. If Tilly finds out she knew it would all be over before it began ..
Tilly ..
I really need to see you ?what time do you finish ? X J
Sounds ominous .. :)
Everything ok ? X T
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Can you come over ? X J
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I can't tonight .. Something's come up .. Jane wants us to talk"
I think tonight's the night x T
Shit shit shit .. Jen groaned to herself...
After Tilly finished work she headed home to get changed .. All day she had been playing out the scene in her head .. What she was going to say to Jane ...
As she entered her flat she jumped out of her skin..
Shit Jane .., you scared me "
What you doing here ? I thought I was coming to yours ?
Jane didn't say a word she just sat starting at Tilly ..
You ok ? Tilly frowned.. You don't look so good ...
Tilly " Jane swallowed .. Sit down ...
We need to talk ...