Tilly pulled up outside Jens apartment block...

Her car was in its space and the lights were on in the flat..

Tilly sat wondering if she had made the right choice .. Her head was full of confusion..

Was walking out on jane the right thing to do? Should she have stayed ?

Was being at Jens a good idea?

What would she say to Jen?

How could she explain what happened when she didn't really understand it all herself!?

How would Jen feel when she finds out it was cara?

Tilly shook her head .. All those questions running around in her head had wore her out...

Leaning back on to her head rest she closed her eyes... Inhaling deeply..

Her phone rang constantly since she had walked out of her flat... Jane wasn't giving up so easily ..

Text messages were coming thick and. Fast...

Tilly please... I love u

...

We can work this out ! I'm sorry

...

You have no idea how much I hate myself

...

Please let's just talk...

Tilly shook her head... Her anger still alight in her stomach...

This should be the worst time of her life and yet underneath all the anger Tilly felt a little relieved ...

The last few months had been hard for her...the battle between her head and her heart was taking its toll...

Wanting Jen so badly knowing she can't have her..

Trying to stay faithful ... Making her relationship with jane work...

It was finally over... She had no reason to feel guilty now..

She could give in to her temptation ... Give in to her desires .. Be with Jen...

It wasn't wrong was it?

Jane had done wrong as well... More so then Tilly .. Didn't she?

Maybe it wasn't the right time...maybe Tilly needed to get her head around what had happened ?

As Tilly looked up at Jens flat the light from the bedroom went off and the living room lit went on...

Tilly got out of the car...

Telling herself she just needed a friend .. Jen could keep her company... She could rant to Jen about what happened..

Have someone to talk to...

The next thing Tilly knew she was stood at Jens door... She could hear music playing...

What if she isn't alone?

Tilly placed her hand on the door as if to steady herself ..

Her head telling her to turn around .. But her heart begging her to knock the door..

Giving in to her heart she knocked ...

Jen frowned as she heard the door ... It was late for her to have visitors .. When she wasn't expecting anyone anyways ...

Looking through the peep whole she panics ...

Shit...'she gasps looking down at her attire ..

Fluffy socks... A pair of shorts and a university t shirt .. Her hair thrown up on top of her head..

Tilly couldn't see her like that' she thought...

The door knocked again..

Jen looked in the mirror trying to make her hair at least look presentable ..

She couldn't quickly get changed .. Tilly might leave ..

One sec... She calls out...

Jen it's Tilly" came the voice on the other side of the door ...

Fuck

Fuck

Fuck" Jen whispered to herself ...

Taking a deep breath she opened the door ...

Hi... She blushed feeling a little embarrassed ..

Tilly instantly noticed Jens casual look and smiled...

Hi... I'm uh not interrupting anything am I? The red head asked

What? Oh no .. No I was uh... Just uh... Jen shook her head... Come in.. Please

Tilly entered the flat suddenly feeling calmer ...

Sorry it's late"

It's fine...Jen smiled... I was just marking some coarse work..

So I am interrupting ? Tilly frowned

Jen shook her head... No.. I was just getting an early start on it.. Doesn't have to be for 2 weeks...

Are you ok? She asked noticing Tilly looked upset ..

Tilly nodded... Yeah... I just uh... I ... Um...I was uh..

Passing? Jen said with a grin..

Smmmmh" something like that.. Tilly muttered

You don't need a reason to stop by" Jen explained... But ...you do look like you have something on your mind..

Tilly looked at Jen... Butterflies formed in her belly...

She didn't speak she slowly walked over to Jen...taking her hand .. Entwining their fingers..

A smile spread across her face... I like the casual look on you...

Jen looked down at herself ...oh god " she laughed... I wasn't expecting you...

Tilly lifted her hand placing it on Jens face...' You so beautiful .. She whispered...

Jen became nervous... Tilly .. We can't...

Yes ... Yes we can... The red head smiled moving in to kiss Jen...

Tilly... Before Jen could say any more Tilly slammed her lips into Jens ..

Tilly " Jen gasped...

Shhhhhhhh' Tilly hummed kissing the brunette again...

Jen panicked ... Tilly no... She sighed pushing Tilly away slightly ..' What about jane?

Tilly pulled her back In..." Jane and I are over ...so don't worry...

Jen frowned... How? I mean why?

Tilly kissed her again... Doesn't matter... All you need to know is ... It's over...

Jen pulled back a little looking at Tilly..she knew she couldn't move on with Tilly knowing she knew what she knew...

Ok but Tilly... We need to talk...

Tilly shook her head... No... No we don't ...

We do... Tilly I need you to know something... Something I've been wanting to tell you ..

Jen please... Tilly pleaded...I don't want to talk... I don't want to think or discuss the future... I just want to be here... With you... Right now...

Jen was torn... How could she be with Tilly the way she wanted when she was holding something so big inside...

Tilly... She swallowed...

No talking... Tilly whispered kissing Jens neck...

Jen closed her eyes... Tilly felt amazing... Her lips were soft but forceful ..

The rush Jen felt made her dizzy...

Jen was sexually experienced but this was like something she had never felt before...

Her legs trembled like they were about to buckle underneath her... "Tilly wait...she begged needing to take a minute...

Tilly laughed... Don't you think we've waited long enough? ...

Jen worried about what she knew... She wanted to tell Tilly so badly...

If Tilly refused to listen what was she meant to do?

Jen... It's ok... I want this... I want this really badly... I want you...

Jen caught her breath ... And I want you ...

As soon as the words left Jens mouth Tilly pounced . Pushing Jen down on the sofa... Sitting on top of her ... Kissing her deeply ... Entering her tongue into The brunettes mouth ...

Jen tasted good... Her lip gloss was fruity... She willing let Tilly tease her tongue ...

As Jen attempted to touch the red heads with her own Tilly became playful... Teasing her .. Making her work for the touch...

Jen played along... Sucking Tilly's bottom lip in between her own... Running her hands underneath the redheads top and up her back...

Her skin was silky soft... Jen laughed under their kiss as Tilly shuddered...

Tilly slowed the kiss done by cupping Jens face in her hands...

She wanted to savour every second ...

Jen pulled her closer so that their bodies were touching .. She could feel Tilly's chest pounding... As was her own...

Can we go to the bedroom? Tilly asked as she caught her breath..

Jen swallowed... Are you sure?

Tilly held her chin kissing her deeply...' I'm sure ...

Cmon... She smiled as she rose to her feet holding her hand out ..

Jen took her hand slowly following behind as Tilly led the way..

Jen was nervous... She suddenly remembered her first time... It felt exactly like that...

She worried she would disappoint Tilly...

That she wouldn't live up to her expectations...

She didn't have much time to pounder... Tilly took the lead... Kissing the brunette gently ...

Still smiling every time she looked at Jens choice of clothing ...

She decided she actually fancied the casual Jen more..

Undress me' 'me muttered

Jen looked like a dear in head lights... She felt like a duck out of water...

Tilly sensed she was nervous .. Which weirdly made Tilly feel empowered...

She liked that she was in control of this women .. The women she had longed to touch for so long...

Kissing Jen slowly she began undoing her own shirt...

As Tilly's bra became visible something clicked in Jen...

Her hands shaking slightly she took over... Undoing Tilly's buttons slowly... Kissing her passionately...

It felt like a dream... A dream Jen didn't want to wake up from... As much as she was into what was happening she couldn't shake off the thought at Tilly needed to know about cara and jane...

Suddenly stopping as the thought over took her...

What's wrong? Tilly asked... Why are you stoping...

Tilly... I need... I ...she closed her eyes...

Before she could. Continue Tilly's lips were on hers again.. This time it wasn't slow... It was fast and passionate...

Pulling Jens t shirt over her head... Cupping her breast in her hand... Kissing her chest... Teasing her neck with her tongue..

Jens mind went blank the worry had disappeared... The want and need for Tilly had over taken and fears she had... Pushing Tilly on to the bed.. She climbs on top of her...

Kissing her neck... Her chest... The curve of her Breast ...

Running her tongue down Tilly's stomach dipping into her belly button...which made her groan...

God your beautiful' Jen mutters... Working her way back up to those plumped red lips that were eagerly waiting for her...

Tilly sat upright burring her head into Jens chest ... Kissing and sucking at her skin..

The scent of her perfume engulfing the red heads sense...

She loved the smell of Jen... It wasn't an over powering scent... You had to get close to smell it... Which for Tilly made it more intimate ..

As Tilly kissed her hard... Jens body began to rock ... The motion told Tilly she was ready... She wasn't nervous any more... She wanted Tilly...

Tilly pushed Jen on to her back ... Running her fingers up Jens leg .. Feeling the smoothness...

I almost didn't shave" Jen laughed..

Thank god you did.. Tilly winked as she pulled Jens shorts off... Her underwear was see through which made Tilly raise her eyebrows...

That's just ruined my illusion that teachers are stuffy and boring ..

Jen blushed..." Shut up...she laughed pulling Tilly down on to her...

Tilly wasted no time in getting what she wanted ... She slowly stroked Jen over her underwear...

Jen gasped at her touch then instantly relaxed allowing Tilly to continue you..

Tilly could feel Jens excitement through her underwear..

The heat from Jen turned Tilly on...As she kissed Jen teasing her with her tongue she enters Jens underwear...

Sliding her fingers through the warm liquid ... Studying every piece of the Women laying underneath her...

Jens body shook... Her breathing was slightly erratic ... The feel of Tilly touching her most intimate part of her body was mind blowing ..

Her mind empty ..with Only the thoughts of how intoxicating this red head was

Jen pulled Tilly's top off undoing her bra... Her Breast pert and the colour of porcelain ..

Jen took one in her mouth .. Teasing the nipple with her tongue .. Making Tilly giggle..

I'm ticklish ...

Bad move Evans ' Jen grinned pushing her off her...

That's given me the advantage.."She Teased as she pulled Tilly's trousers off throwing them on the floor...

Tilly pulled the almost naked brunette on top of her... As they kiss Tilly undoes Jens bra.. Pulling at the straps for Jen to remove...

Tilly was amazed at how good Jens body was... Why she hide it underneath stuffy teacher type clothing she didn't know...

The air was hot with the sent if sexual tension ... The 2 women used their hands to explore each other's bodies ... Jens curves drove Tilly wild... She couldn't stop staring at her... Which made Jen blush..

As much as Tilly wanted the moment to last forever she couldn't hold out any longer..

Dipping her fingers back into Jen.. Slowly sliding them in and out... Entering her deeper each time..

Jen cried out ...

As she became more moist Tilly felt the urge to taste her... Seductively removing the brunettes underwear...

Positioning herself in between her legs... Kissing her stomach .. Still teasing Jen with her fingers... And she reaches her warmth she gently laces small kisses..

Jen breathes in deeply... She almost explodes...

Tilly relishes in her scent... She tastes amazing... She's warm and sweet... Tilly slides her tongue down Jens folds.. Sucking her in...

Jen grips the headboard her legs curl around Tilly ...

Tilly's pace fastens as she dip her tongue into Jens opening... .. Holding her hips to stop her from moving...

Jens body is out of her control .. The deeper Tilly goes the hard is it to hold her composer

Tilly... Jen cries out..

My god... Tilly..

Jens body becomes tense.. She's almost sensitive to Tilly's touch...

Her legs closing in around Tilly head... Jen cries out

Let it go... Tilly whispered ... Sucking her in once again..

God... Oh god... Jen pants ... her knuckles now white from how hard she was gripping the head board..

Tilly applies more pressure to Jens hip.. Forcing her legs open wider...

Come for me.. She whispers..

Jen exhales heavily closing her eyes as her body giving in ..

The warm liquid flows in to Tilly's mouth as Jen releases... Her body trembling ... Her release is explosive...

She comes fast... Her breathing becomes shallow... Her eyes closed tightly...

As Jens orgasm takes over .. Pulling Tilly away as a pleasurable pain washes over .. Tilly's kisses her deeply helping her close the deal... As Jens body becomes limp Tilly rolls on to her side.. Holding Jen as she recovers...

Once Jen comes to her sense she begins to laugh... " my god my neighbours must think I'm being killed..

Tilly laughed loudly... Kissing the brunette ...

A while later they lie staring at each other .. Holding hands.. No words have been spoken for quite sometime...

I feel bad.. Jen smiles biting her lip..

For? Tilly asks..

Well" I didn't return the favour..

Tilly giggles.. So,you owe me..

Jen suddenly remembered the secret she's been keeping to herself..

Tilly listen um... I need to tell you something ..

Jane cheated on me... Tilly blurted out..

Jens heart sunk..." She knew?

What?

Tilly nodded... Yeah... With cara..

Jen sighed.. She suddenly felt sick... Tilly I ... I um... I'm sorry I..

Tilly kissed Jen... I don't want to ruin tonight... Let's not talk about it now..

We need to... Jen urged..

No... No we don't... Tilly cuddled into Jen... Tonight we just stay like this... I don't want to think about anything else...

As Tilly fell asleep Jen lay awake... Holding her tightly .. Feeling her breathing in and out..

She had to tell her...