Tilly woke forgetting for a few moments where she was ...

A smile appeared on her face when she saw Jen sound a sleep next to her .. She looked so beautiful

She moved closer Lacing Jens shoulder with a small kiss ..

Jen shifted in her sleep ..

Tilly repeated her move.. This time letting the kiss linger ..

Jen moaned as she rolled on to her front ..

This made Tilly laugh .. Moving the blanket to reveal a very naked Jen ..

She gently kissed the middle of Jens back ..

Working her way to the top of her bum ..

Jen groaned ..

Tilly ran her hand over Jens behind before her lips worked their way up her back to the brunettes neck ..

Jen stirred with a smile

" mmmmm I could get use to waking up like this" she giggled before rolling to face the red head ..

Tilly's eyes widened at the sight of Jens breasts ..

So could I" she blushed leaning down to kiss the brunettes lips

Mmmmmm" Jen groaned as she pulled Tilly on top of her ..

Tilly nestled herself in between Jens legs .. Kissing her gently .. Applying her tongue for added pleasure ..

Jen embraced her .. Using her own tongue to dance around Tilly's ..

The moment began to heat up as Tilly slowly caressed Jens breast .. Trailing her hand down her stomach until she reached her intimate area..

Jen gripped the red heads hand to stop her .. Uh no you don't .. She laughed pushing Tilly off her on to the bed ..

It's my turn " she grinned kissing Tilly hard ...

Tilly laughed as she wrapped her legs around Jen .. Squeezing her tightly ... Feeling her genitals against her own ..

You feel good " she whispered

Jen smiled as she took her breast in her mouth..

Sucking her in.. Teasing the nipple with her tongue..

Causing Tilly to arch her back and groan with pleasure ..

Jen gave Tilly the desire she had craved for so long .. Her and janes sexual relationship had become almost non-existent over the last few months ..

Being with Jen made her feel alive ..

She felt good to touch ..

Jen worked Tilly's body .. Kissing every inch of her ..

Her soft porcelain skin felt like silk in Jens hand ..

Her mouth craved every part of the red head ..

As Jen reached Tilly's sensitive place Tilly gasped .. Her back arched .. Her grip on the bed sheet tightening ..

Wow" she thought ..

Jen felt magical .. Her tongue hot like fire ..

Tilly buried her head into the pillow .. Her breathing becoming erratic .. Jen felt like something she had never experienced before .

The fire is her belly burned through her .. She wanted the moment to last forever ..

Jen was in her element.. Tilly tasted amazing .. Her sweet sent drove Jen wild ..

She teased Tilly until there was no holding back ..

Tilly released into Jens mouth full force ..

Her cries louder then she had hoped ..

Jen made her way back to Tilly kissing her quickly on the lips before lying beside her breathless ..

Tilly took a few moments to regain her self control ..

Your dangerous " she blushed

Jen laughed loudly .. "Well I have a feeling you like a little danger ..

Tilly rolled onto her side kissing Jen ." I like a lot of danger "actually"

Good " Jen grinned getting up ..

Where you going ? Tilly pouted..

Shower .. Jen replied ..

Once Jen had left the room Tilly turned her phone on ..

It beeped instantly ..

More messages from jane

More missed calls ..

More voicemails ..

Tilly knew she couldn't ignore her forever so replied ..

Once Jen returned drying her hair she couldn't wipe the smile off her face ..

So what do you have planned today ?

Tilt bite her lip ... " I um... I need to see jane .. She said as she got dressed

Jen gasped . For a short space of time Jen forget all about jane and what was happening ..

Panic soon returned ..

Look Tilly um... There's a few things we need to talk about ..

Like? Tilly asked ..

Fear rose in Jens throat .. She knew telling Tilly she knew about jane and cara wasn't going to down well ..

Jane .. Jane and cara.. She said slowly ..

Tilly shook her head .. That's nothing for you to concern yourself with ..

It's not your fault ..

No .. I .. I know .. It's um... Jen took a deep breath .. Ok look .. When cara came here .. That night .. Before you did .. She uh .. Well she ..

Tilly took Jen in her arms ..

Forget cara ..she's not important " Tilly smiled as she played with Jens hair ..

What's important is .. Well this .. Us.. What we want.. Right ?

Jen nodded " yeah it is .. But Tilly .. I need you to know ... I wanted to tell you..

Tilly rolled her eyes placing a small kiss on Jens lips ..

Look .. I have to meet up with jane.. I have to sort things out ..

I know Tilly .. I understand that .. But I need you to know .. That ..

I have to close one chapter before I start another .. Tilly interrupted..

Let me do this .. Then we can talk " she smiled..

Tilly ...

Jennnn" look I'm gonna go ... I'll call you soon as I'm done ..

Jen clinched the bridge of her nose ..

Tilly .. Please ..

Stop worrying .. Tilly grinned kissing Jen again ..

I'll call you later ..

As she left she turned back .. Oh and. Uh .. You look hot in that towel " she winked ..

Jen forced a smile..

Once the door slammed she closed her eyes exhaling deeply ..

Shit shit shit...

Tilly arrived at her flat quickly taking a shower.. She arranged for Jane to come over ..

As hard as the next hour or so was gonna be Tilly couldn't help but smile ..

She blushed as she relived the events of the morning ..

Jen was amazing .. Tilly couldn't believe how good she felt .. How hot and sexy their sex was ..

As she thought about it more she felt a little hot ...

" snap out of it Evans" she said to herself as she tied a bow in her hair ..

It was almost 12 .. Jane was due any minute ..

Tilly paced the floor checking the window every few seconds ..

Jane wouldn't dare be late .. Dead on 12 the buzzer went..

Tilly didn't even answer she just pressed the release button for the door to open ..

Jane tapped on the door gently ..

Tilly held her breath for a few seconds before exhaling ..

Hello.. She said sternly as she opened the door ..

I'm so sorry.. Jane mumbled..

Tilly rolled her eyes walking into her front room ..

Jane followed.. Tilly .. I'm so glad you let me come over ..

Well I don't have much of a choice do I ? Tilly said folding her arms ..

It's not exactly like I can pretend it never happened ..

Jane puffed her cheeks out " I know .. I've been up all night .. I feel so bad Tilly .. I'm so so angry at myself ..

I hate myself even ..

Good .. Tilly snapped .. I'm glad you do .. She of all people ?

I would understand if it was someone you had fallen for .. Some one you've spent time with .. But her ? A drunken fumble with her '...

I hope it was worth it..

Jane sat down placing her head in her hands ..

I messed up.. I was an idiot .. I know I've hurt you .. I've hurt myself .. I know I've damaged us..

Tilly shook her head .. No " the damage was already done .. You just finished it off ..

No .. Jane cried .. Don't say that .. We were good .. we were happy

No jane .. We were good when it suited you .. Happy when I didn't go on about your family ..

I'll tell them " jane swallowed .. I meant it last night .. I'll call em .. I'll tell em .. I'll be honest .. I don't care what they say .. Not now

What's changed ? Tilly laughed ..

Me" jane sulked .. I changed .. I realised that you mean the world to me .. And I want the world to know it..

Well " Tilly tutted.. It's a shame you had to sleep with someone to realise that...

Jane wiped away her tears " i can't say sorry enough Tilly .. It wouldn't be enough to show you how much I regret what I did .. Cara does as well ..

Oh .. Well that makes me feel so much better .. Tilly butted in ...

Tilly please .. Please tell me we can work it out ..? Tell me it isn't over .. Pleassssssse..?

Tilly looked jane full in the face .

. Jane... You're not the only one that's guilty of messing up this relationship ..

I am Tilly .. All you ever wanted

Was for me to open up to my family .. And I couldn't do it ..

You never ask me for anything .. And I just push and push ..

I wanted you to move in

I wanted you to drop your hours at work..

I moaned about you wanting space ..

It's me .. Me who fucked this up..

Tilly felt a little guilty .. She wasn't innocent .. She couldn't sit and allow jane to take all the blame ..

Look stop... Jane it wasn't all you ok?

I've been distant.. I stopped trying ..

Maybe I pushed you to cara..

No.. Jane protested .. There's no excuse for what I did .. None what so ever..

Tilly sighed ... Sometimes jane people grow apart .. They start to look at other people .. Feel for other people ..

No .. No I didn't feel anything off cara .. I swear ..

Ok... Ok.. Tilly said calming her down... I just mean in general ..

People change .. Things happen that they can't control ..

Sometimes there's nothing left ..

I need you Tilly "..

No you don't jane " Tilly told her

You think you do .. But you don't ..

Don't say it's over please... Jane cried..

Tilly felt tears form in her eyes ..and a lump form in her throat ...

I'm sorry ...

Tilly ... Please .. Look I know I don't deserve you and I know you hate me ..

I don't hate you jane " Tilly reassured her ... I just think it's time to let go ..

And please don't say you don't deserve me .. I'm no better then you ..

Jane sobbed..I don't deserve you .. I hate myself ..

I hate the fact I was so stupid ..

But look .. You can trust me .. You can ..

Jane please... We can't.. It's done .. We're over..

No.. No look .. I have learnt my lesson .. I know what I did was wrong but.. Well at least you can see I'm trying to be honest ..

I wanted to tell you straight away ..I just had to find the right time .. It was hard you know .. " jane continued to rant...

I was always gonna tell you Tilly.. It was nothing to do with Jen finding out.. Cara would never tell .. So u could of kept it a secret .. I didn't want Jen telling you.. It had to come from me .. I want to be open and tell you the truth ..

Tilly's head was in a whirl wind of confusion .. What? Jen ?

Tilly I swear it meant nothing .. I promise you .. Just give me a chan...

Stop " Tilly screamed .. Just stop ..

Jen knew?

Jane nodded .. "

How long ? ..

Dunno" jane shrugged .. Don't matter what matters is ..

No it does matter .. Tilly snapped .. How long ?

Few days maybe .. Jane sighed ..

Tilly's heart hit her stomach .. She felt hurt .. Worse then what was happening with jane .. How could Jen keep something like this from her?

Tilly felt sick .. Angry... Mad.. Devastated all at once ..

How could her day start out so amazing and end so painfully ?

Suddenly she felt alone .. With no one to trust ..