Tilly woke to the sound of the radio ..
As she headed down stairs Sarah greeted her with a coffee ..
Hey you "
Tilly smiled .. Morning .. Where's Simon ?
He's already gone to work " Sarah told her ... It is 10.30 she laughed
What ? Really ? Tilly gasped .. I never sleep this late..
Well you must of needed it babe..
So ? What's the plan?
Tilly shrugged breathing in the smell of her coffee .. I don't know"
Well you know you can't leave things the way they are with Jen don't you ? .. Not if you have feelings for her.. Sarah smiled..
My heads just all over the place right now " Tilly explained .. I just need some breathing space .
Well you know you can stay here as long as you like ..
Tilly smiled at her friend.. I was actually thinking of going home for a while ..
Why? Sarah frowned .. Why would you want to be stuck in your flat on your own?
Not my flat ... I was actually thinking going back to hollyoaks..
Running away you mean ? Sarah said bluntly ..
No! Tilly said firmly.. Just a week or so .. See my family.. My friends .. Get away .. Work out what I want ... Need to do ..
Mmmm" maybe your Right.. Sarah agreed.. Look I know things are tough right now and you feel like everything's fucked up .. But it isn't Tilly...
I've been thinking about the whole Jen thing ..
And well .. I can see why she struggled to tell you ..
The girls obviously in love with you ..
She should of told me.. Tilly butted in ..
She did try tills... C'mon it wasn't like she just ignored it... And she warned that cara girl she would tell you of jane didn't right?
You would of told me"
Yes I would .. But it's different .. We have a long friendship .. I'm not in love with you .. Sarah said
Thanks " Tilly smiled ..
Sarah laughed .. Hey you know if I was one of your lot .. You'd be my dream girl " she winked ..
Tilly laughed as she sipped her coffee..
Tilly .. Sarah said seriously .. I just want you to be happy.. And I really believe this Jen can make that happen .. And I haven't even met her ... Yet
Tilly nodded .. I know she can .. I'm just working on some anger issues right now ...
Anyways .. Can we not talk about this .. I wanna know all about my future godchild .. So do we have names ?
Sarah rolled her eyes .. God no .. I'm still coming to terms with the fact some poor souls gonna have me as a mother .. She laughed..
Nonsense .. Tilly frowned ..your make an amazing mum..
Hope so.. Sarah smiled
You know if your stuck for girls names .. I wouldn't mind you using mine .. Tilly joked ..
No thanks .. Sarah laughed .. I don't want my kid running around the house using magic .. Throwing their teacher out of windows ..
Tilly burst out laughing .. Not Matilda you fool .. Tilly .. Tilly's a cute name..
Mmm I'll think about it .. Sarah winked .. So will you ?
Will I what?
Be the fairy god mother ? Sarah asked .. It's probably gonna be cool to have a lesbian god mother by the time this ones grown..
Tilly pushed Sarah gently .. Piss off .. And yeah .. Yeah I will .. I'd be honoured ..
Cool.. Well then you got 6 months to sort your shit out and bring Jen as your plus 1 .. Sarah grinned ..
Uh just so you know .. Your my friend .. Your meant to stick up for me "
Sarah nodded .. Yeah I know ..
Hayley watched as Jen sat deep in thought biting her nails
You know my mum always said your get worms doing that "
Mmmmm" Jen muttered ..
Jen.? .. Hayley banged the table ..
Stop biting your nails .. She laughed ..
Talk to me"
Jen brushed the remains of her nail of her lap ... Nothing to talk about .. She hates me
Hardly .. Hayley said rolling her eyes
She's pissed off ..
Jen shook her head ..
Argggggh " she moaned placing her hands over her face ..
Why the fuck didn't I tell her?
Hayley sighed .. Because your a twat .. Now what you need to do is think of what you're gonna do to sort it out ?
What can I do? Jen asked " she was so hurt ..
So fix it.. Hayley groaned .. Why do you lesbians make every thing such hard work ..?
Go to her place ... Make her hear you out ... Beg her to get over it...
Jen slumped in the chair next to Hayley pouring herself a glass of wine ..
" I don't think I can take the rejection "
At least you can say you tried Gilmore... C'mon .. Where's that fighting spirit ?
Jen sat silently thinking over her options...
Weighing up the pros n cons
Maybe I should call first ? Test the waters ?
Hayley shrugged ..
Jen held her phone to her ear.. Her heart racing .. She was nervous ..
Welcome to the 02 voice mail service ...
Jen closed her eyes ... It's off.
Go round there for fuck sake .. Hayley moaned ..
If she tells you to piss off .. Well then .. Your have your answer won't you ?
She told me she wishes she never met me " Jen sulked ..
Hayley placed her arm around her friends neck .. " so remind her why she fell for you in the first place ?
Jen shook her head ... What have I done?
Tut .. Hayley signed .. Nothing yet .. Look babe.. If you want this red head go fucking get her ...
Jen jumped when the door banged ..
Hayley frowned.. Expecting anyone ?
Jen shook her head .. Getting up to open the door ..
Tilly ? She gasped ..
Tilly looked nervous ...
Can we talk ? ..