Before Jen had chance to speak Hayley came behind her ...
Good idea Tilly .. She smiled kissing Jens cheek ..
Laters ... She called out as she hurried out of the flat ..
You better come in" Jen said opening the door allowing Tilly to walk past ...
I know I'm the last person you expected to see ...
Jen folded her arms as if to guard herself .. I'm a little surprised..
Tilly faced Jen fully ... Ok look .. Yesterday I was out of order .. I shouldn't have said the things I did ..
You were angry " Jen butted in ..
Yeah I was ... Tilly agreed.. Still am .. But still ..
Tilly ... I am so .. Sorry .. From the bottom of my heart I'm sorry... If I could explain why .. I ... I
I thought about it lot .. Tilly interrupted .. And I know .. You tried .. You just didn't try hard enough .. You should of told me
I wanted to but ... But well I was scared .. Jen sulked... Everytime I tried and failed the next time became harder and harder .. Then Before I knew it I had known to long ..
Tilly .. She sighed .. I would never intensionally hurt you ..
I know Jen .. Now.. Now I know .. I get it.. It just doesn't make it any easier ..
Jen looked to the floor .. " I'll do what ever it takes Tilly ..
What ever you need .. I'll do it .. If it's space you want .. I..I.. I can give you that .. I can ..
Jen .. Jen stop .. Tilly sighed .. I came here to tell you I'm leaving .. Going home for bit.. But now I'm here .. And I'm looking at you I ... She swallowed ..
I don't know what I want .. No I mean what I .. I know what I want .. Tilly began to ramble ..
I just .. I just feel.
Jen cupped Tilly's face .. Your scared .. I am too ..
I'm afraid that I'll mess this up .. I'm afraid that I'm not good enough for you .. That I'll hurt you .. That your hurt me ? ..
But what scares me the most is not having you .. Not trying ..
Tilly ... I love you . And I'm begging you .. Please don't leave .. Don't go away .. Stay ? Let's work this out ..
If you need time ... I can give you that .. I'll leave you be .. But be here .. Please ?
Tilly closed her eyes . Feeling Jen so close sent shock waves through her body ...
I love you too Jen .. And your right .. I am scared .. But it's a good scared.. I think ..
I just don't want to make any more mistakes ..
We won't " Jen smiled .. We can go slow .. Like really slow .. We can go all old fashioned .. Date? ..
Just please don't go anywhere ..
Tilly stroked Jens hand that was still on her face ...
I've miss you ...
Jen laughed .. I miss you Every-time you leave until you come back ..
Tilly smiled ... I don't want to go through this again ..
Jen shook her head .. We won't have too.. I know we won't .. No more secrets .. No lies .. Total honesty.. I promise ..
Can we just try?
Tilly sniffed her tears away .. Yeah .. She smiled .. I'd really like that !
Jen but her lip... Can I kiss you now?
You better had .. Tilly grinned pushing her lips into Jens ..
This is for keeps Jen whispered under their kiss..
I love you ...
I love you too ...
THE END..
IM SO SORRY FOR THE DELAY GUYS .. I'VE TRIED WRITING THE REST OF THIS STORY FOR SO LONG AND ITS BEEN DIFFICULT lol.. I GUESS IM ALL "JELLIED" OUT SO IVE ENDED THIS ONE SHORT
.. AS MUCH AS I SHIPPED THIS ONSCREEN COUPLE THERES ONLY SO LONG WE CAN KEEP THEM ALIVE .. SADLY MY JELLY DAYS ARE OVER ..
I WANT TO THANK YOU ALL AGAIN FOR SHOWING ME SO MUCH LOVE THROUGH OUT ALL MY FANFICS ... YOU REALLY ARE A GREAT BUNCH OF PEOPLE AND IM SURE LUCY AND AMY APPRECIATE JUST HOW DIE HARD FANS YOU ALL ARE ...
AGAIN THANKS FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT XXXX