Another month had passed by. Sian was getting increasingly excited as maternity leave was just around the corner, Micheal had taken sian away for the weekend but didn't have the guts to propose so that was the next thing on the agenda for micheal.

Sian was teaching a class. This class has Evie and Josh in it.

"you alright babes?" Josh asked

"got a few stomach pains and that"

"you okay Evie?" Sian asked coming over

"ive got a few stomach pains and I feel sick miss"

"Come on lets get you outside for some fresh air" Sian smiled taking her out into the playground where she could still see her class as she held the door open with her back leaning against it just watching Evie

Evie was holding her tummy as the pain increase and she threw up

"Evie you sure your okay"

"it will pass" Evie said "Always does"

"you mean this has happened before?"

Evie nodded "About 5 times before"

Sian looked at her tummy and then at her face. Sian gulped a little.

Evie then double over as water gushed out

"Evie you need to get on the floor sweetheart"

"Miss whats happened?"

"it seems your going into labour" Sian looked stunned grabbing her phone

"Nikki, sorry to disturb"

"sian im in the middle of a class what is it?"

"Evie for some reason has gone into labour"

"What?!" Nikki ran downstairs and out into the playground "you listen to me and you listen to me good, I don't care what you say evie im having a look"

"no mom don't"

Nikki wasn't listening to her and had a look "sian, can you phone an ambulance shes 8cm dilated"

"No way" Sian said

"yupp" Nikki said "Did you know about this Evie?"

"No" Evie cried

"How long ago was since you and josh slept together?"

"4 months"

"well don't expect this baby to survive okay Did you start your periods or not tell me?"

Evie shook her head "I didn't know anything"

"you must have been just starting then when you and josh slept together"

"Mom whats gonna happen?"

Nikki looked at her daughters vunerable face…she couldn't be mad not anymore. She moved to hold her hand.

"it will hurt a lot darling…your gonna have to push a baby out regardless if its dead or alive sweetheart"

"I want josh mom"

"he will go mad darling"

"I know but I want him here with me"

"Sian if you get josh ill get her to hospital"

Sian nodded and ran and got josh from her classroom, Josh came outside.

"go into nikkis car" Sian said

Josh did so as nikki drove off.

"Whats happening?" Josh asked

"Evie's going into labour"

"What!?"

"She didn't know she was pregnant, but she is so you need to man up and help her, its unlikely the baby will survive but you need to be there"

Josh nodded staring out the window. Nikki pulled up at the hospital and got josh's help to help Evie into the door.

She was put on a bed and told to push almost immediately.

Evie cried she couldn't anymore.

"Baby's breach, emergency c-section" A doctor said rushing her into theatre.

At hospital…Evie's gone into labour don't ask I had no idea NO ONE did not eve herself, baby may not make it shes in theatre, ive got josh. Xx she texted tom and amy

"You okay?" Nikki asked Josh

"yeah just didn't expect this"

"no one did mate…its alright she'll get better" Nikki said

Josh went and hugged nikki. Nikki put an arm around him. "its shocking I know a 14 year old boy doesn't want this"

Josh shook his head as tears came down his cheeks and he held nikki more. Nikki rocked him slowly.

Soon enough Evie was brought out of theatre still out cold.

Nikki stood up and went over to the doctor "The baby?"

"Nope, couldnt get her breathing or her heart started which is what we thought would happen, im sorry about that but she needs you now more than ever, we think its best she doesn't see the baby as shes too young and would freak her out as its very deformed and covered in a lot of blood"

Nikki nodded and went into the room and sat by Evie and Josh. Evie had just woken from the operation.

"how you feeling darling?" Nikki asked

Evie just nodded "in a little pain"

"Listen to me baby both of you, they couldnt get the breathing or heart started on the baby, but you had a little girl. Because of your age they don't want you to see her…ive seen the baby its not plesent to say the least"

Evie nodded "can she still have a funeral"

"cause she can baby" Nikki squeezed her daughters hand

"Don't try and act like you know…you have no frigging idea how I feel" Evie shouted at her mom

"don't shout at me!" Nikki said raising her voice a little

"Well you don't you've never lost a child, you've never had to put all the effort in to giving birth to find out his dead"

"you didn't do any hardwork!" Nikki shouted her down

"Yeah and my baby's dead, it came out of me dead think how I feel for once in your entire life mom"

Nikki smacked her round the face "I know exactly how your feeling you stupid cow" Nikki said as tears filled her face. Her mom walked outside the room for a minute.

Evie held her face, she'd never seen her mom get upset like that. "Josh go and get her"

Nikki was outside shaking and crying she was pacing the quiet corridor just thinking.

"miss she wants you back in"

Nikki looked at josh and walked back into the room with him. She stood at the end of the bed holding onto the bed "im sorry…its just you don't know what ive been through" she whispered

"I know…im sorry what happened if you don't mind me asking?"

"twins…full term you was one amy was three, before your dad left he didn't realise that he actually made me pregnant again by mistake…39 weeks my waters broke, mom had you two and I made my way to the hospital I gave birth to two beautiful boys they were so gorgeous…one was smaller than the other, kind of a blue colour aswell, he didn't make it and the other one I had for a few hours when his lungs collapsed…I didn't just lose one baby Evie I lost two beautiful boys in 24 hours"

"but you've never said anything"

"I go to there graves every year on the birthday, they share a grave with a big headstone, they would be 13 now"

"Can my baby go next to them?"

"im sure we can sort it somehow, would you like to visit your brothers?"

Evie nodded "when im discharged"

The doctor walked in "Were letting you go today, we don't want you sitting around here, go home and relax Evie"

Evie nodded getting out of the bed and changing with nikki's help.

"Come on sweetheart lets go"

"can we see them?"

Nikki nodded. Josh came along too. Nikki brought some flowers on the way out. She drove to the graveyard where the grave was situated not far from the entrance.

"josh if you want to stay here that's okay"

Josh nodded staying

Nikki went with Evie over to the grave with the flowers

"James and Matthew Boston" Nikki said welling up a little

Evie looked down and smiled a little "my two brothers"

"Evie you okay to sit on the bench give mom some time?"

"cause mom"

Nikki kneeled down replacing the old flowers with the new ones. She stroked the grave and just fully burst into tears. "mommy loves you very much" she cried