Later that night
Seth and roman were lying in bed after the show thinking about the future Seth's mind on hoping there was a future with roman even if the Samoan one promised he would be around with Seth's past that meant I will be here until I get tired of you then leave without ever looking back or that meant ten times worst beat you until you wish I would just leave and never look back he hoped neither happened but odds were not in his favor with his past. Romans mind was also on the future but his was of a good future where he could actually introduce Seth as his boyfriend because his family was close everyone knew he was gay and most accepted it so he didn't mind he hoped Seth felt the same way he knew earlier that when punk walked in Seth didn't seem to mind but he also knew his family is more intimidating than punk so he would understand if Seth didn't want to he looked down at Seth and saw the younger man deep in thought "penny for your thoughts baby?" roman said Seth looked up and giggled "just thinking about us" Seth said and sighed scooting closer to roman where the Samoan man took him in his arms. Roman looked at him again "is it good thoughts?" roman asked and noted Seth's sigh "not really sorry I have a bad habit of thinking about the negative side of things" Seth said burring his head in romans neck and planting a light kiss "do you umm do you want to talk about it?" roman asked while stroking Seth's two toned hair "that depends would you mind listening? "Seth asked hesitantly "I'm all ears" roman says cuddling closer to Seth running his fingers through Seth's hair in a comforting way a few moments pass until Seth started speaking "well I know you said you would be here for a while but with my past I don't know if I can believe that completely" he looked up and noticed roman looking at him with love so he continued "it's just my dad left when I was five promising that he would be back he never did return so I counted on my mom and my best friend Marek well Marek lasted but my mom started doing heavy drugs and one day I came home from school when I was about 10 she started beating me and about a year later they moved me out and I moved in with Marek and his mom it was wonderful until when we got older and moved out." He looked up again and roman was still looking and listening "also I got a boyfriend at that time well one day he stopped talking to me and I never saw him again except a letter saying he didn't want to be with me anymore then all my work went into wrestling" he knew he left out the part about self-harm but he wasn't sure if he was ready to tell roman yet, a few moments of silence roman spoke up "I'm going to be here for a long time don't worry I'm not going anywhere for a while and I'm never going to hurt you on purpose look at me "he tilts Seth's head up and kissed him lightly "listen will it make you feel any better I was just thinking about our future to" Seth looked up "really?" Seth asked "yeah I want you to meet my family I mean you met some but I uh I want to introduce you as my boyfriend" roman said nervously he knew they just got together and he hoped that Seth would want to do this with him. Seth rolled over so he was on top of roman straddling him slightly with tears of joy in his eyes "I would love that baby "Seth says and kisses roman with all the passion he can muster and then lied down still on top of roman getting comfortable and settling down while roman says "I'm glad because I love you" roman says wrapping his arms around Seth again "I love you too" Seth says and drifts off to sleep with actual good dreams
The next morning
Dean walked into his stable mate's room and saw Seth on top of roman asleep he felt bad because he knew he had to wake them up but they looked so peaceful and happy. He walked over to roman shaking him gently to awake him. Roman woke up and his grip on Seth tighten slightly he looked up to dean and in a raspy voice said "tell anyone and your dead Ambrose" dean held his hands up in the air in mock surrender "okay but why you guys are so cute and I thought you said your family knew you liked guys" dean says sitting on the edge of the bed "they do but I don't know if Seth wants anyone to know" roman says kissing Seth's forehead and gently laid him down he didn't like how Seth twitched and whimpered when he set him down. Roman went into the bathroom and when the door closed Seth woke up looked up at Ambrose panicked a little that's when roman came in saw the slight panic in Seth eyes he remembered about the dreams and the talk last night he went over to the bed and sat down pulling Seth on his lap and kissing his forehead rocking him gently dean lent down and whispered to roman that he would meet the in the lobby in a half hour to go practice with the Uso's for their match on raw. Roman nodded and when dean left Seth spoke "sorry I wasn't expecting to wake up to dean being here I got a little scared "roman lifted his chin and kissed him "its fine baby boy I was kind of scared the first time I roomed with dean because I forgot I was sharing a room" Seth giggled shyly and kissed romans cheek and got up heading to the bathroom. After hearing that small giggle roman smiled he wanted to hear it more he liked how it kind of sounded childlike. When Seth came out of the bathroom in a white long sleeve shirt and a pair of sweat pants with his hair pulled up. Roman smiled kissed Seth's forehead but Seth pulled him closer and kisses roman on the lips. After the kiss roman smiled and said "I'm going to go get ready so we don't have to keep dean waiting too long" Seth just smiles and nods roman goes to the bathroom right when the door closes Seth goes to his bag he twitches a little but takes out a small bag he bought right when they got to this state he opens it and sees the blade shining. He looks at his wrist and for the first time in years he doesn't have to urge to cut. He stares at the blade for a while and he doesn't notice that roman came out the bathroom. Roman sees the blade and rushes over to Seth taking it out of his hand and dropping it to the ground roman looks at Seth face and all Seth sees is raw emotion he gently grabs Seth's wrist "baby before I lift your sleeve I want you to know no matter what I see I never judge you I just want to make sure you are okay right now that's my main priority any cuts or bruises under here they are battle scars nothing more nothing less okay?" roman lifts Seth's chin and sees tears but Seth still nods . roman lifts Seth's sleeve and his breathe hitches Seth try's pulling his arm away but roman pulls him close and kisses his head "baby boy were you about to cut when I was in the bathroom?" roman asks softly as if he was about to cry. "no I promise this was the first time in years that I haven't felt like I wanted to" Seth says burring his face in romans chest roman nods and lifts his head kissing him and says good you don't need those blades anymore I promise if you need to talk come to me even if I don't understand I will listen" Seth nods and notices roman wiping his eyes Seth leans up with his hands on his chest and kisses where he sees tears roman chuckles and smiles sadly put his forehead on Seth's then straightened up again and asks " are okay to go practice or do you want me to tell dean not today " Seth looks into romans eyes and says "I'm okay I promise" he holds out his pinky roman chuckles lightly and wraps his pinky around Seth's smiling and kissing him one more time before grabbing their bags and heading to the lobby to find dean