Chapter 2
"hey Tasha, is everything okay?" Rose said while walking up to us.
"yup, just walking mr. drunk guy back to his room." Tasha dumb ass said.
Rose looks straight up to me with a very pissed off expression.
" are you fucking kidding me!" "really Dimitri, this is how you spend your time off?"
I just looked at her and shrugged my shoulders. That seem to piss her off more.
"oh, mr. tuff guy can't say shit now. I guess you should drink more often."
"rose, it's not a big deal, it's not like he does this all the time. Sometimes angels do fall."
Okay I had enough of them. "excuse me" I said as politely as possible.
I started to walk faster then I normally do, I just wanted to get away from them. I was almost
to my room so I slowed down. I was opening my door when I heard someone behind me. Oh
god, tasha didn't know when to stop.
It wasn't Tasha it was Rose. Fuck! I wasn't expecting this. She looked like she wanted to say
something but I just put my pointing figure against my lips. It's the only way for me to ask her
to be quite. Thank goodness she listen. She never does. I kind of smirked at that. I opened my
door and hold it out for her so she can walk in before me.
I closed the door then slowly turned around. She was looking around my room. I looked
around too. I wanted to see what she saw which is not much. I'm kind of an OCD person. So
the only thing out of place is the whiskey and the cup I was using. Then I looked at her and my
heart ache so bad. I wanted to cry in her arms and tell her how sorry I was. NO! don't be
weak! Real men don't show weakness! I tell myself. She wasn't going to say anything so I did.
"Rose, why are you here?" I said flatly
"I just wanted to see if you made it back okay"
"okay, well you see I'm fine, so you can leave"
"Really? Well, to me you're not cuz the Dimitri I know doesn't drink"
" how many times do I have to remind you that I'm not the same" I said it not in a mean way
more like a tired way.
Rose took a deep breath and walked up to me. Not close to me but not far either.
"Dimitri, I know you're going through a hard time and I'm just trying to help out as a friend". "but you can't go around this place drunk, there are a lot of people who still don't trust you"
Oh she was just worried about my safety, that's why she was mad when I was out there with
Tasha. Not that I hope for her to be upset to see me with another women.
"I understand, but really Rose don't worry about me. I need you to stop worrying what I do. I need you to look out for yourself"
"What is that supposed to mean"
Shit, I need to stop talking to her while I'm buzzed because I didn't want to give her the wrong
impression about how I'm worried about her and the darkness.
" just please stop worrying, I'm a grown man who knows how to get his shit together"
"yup you did change, you never curse, well not around me"
"I'm just not thinking right that's all. Drinking is very bad so don't ever do it"
She smiled but not a full one." Okay you really can't tell me what to do anymore, you're not my mentor"
I gave her a hard stare like I always did when I was her mentor
"alright I won't" Rose said very fast
I wanted to laugh but didn't want to break my mentor look.
" soooo… how have you been?. I mean you look good" she said with a blush
What the fuck! She's still attracted to me I guess. Things can get out of hand if she's here longer. Because I want to gather her up my arms and take her to my bed. Dammit! she has a boyfriend dude!
"Rose I've been getting better every day. I just need time to get things back to normal. How are you and Adrian?"
She flinch once I said his name." we're ok, he is happy"
"that's nice." I said because she said he is happy but not her. I shouldn't think too much of it because she did exactly what i told her to do and that was move on. My chest started to hurt and my breathing was coming out fast.
"Rose, um I'm tired"
"oh, well its nice to finally talk to you even though you are drunk."
"I'm not drunk, you kind of took it away"
"What the fuck is that supposed to mean? You hate me that much that when you see me everything goes away. All kinds of emotions and feelings just leave like that!"
She was breathing hard and had her hands in fist. Her eyes were black and had dark veins
popping in and out of her skin around her eyes. She was pissed. I didn't even mean it like that.
She always thinks the worst.
"rose calm down….it's not what you think"
She was pacing back and forth like a lion trap in its cage. This is not rose this is the darkness
taking over. As soon as I realized this I grab her but she started to fight me off. She started to
punch my arms but I pinned her to the wall before she knocks me on my ass. It wouldn't be
the first time she has done that. She was moving her body crazy like a snake against my
hands.
"rose, please stop this" I said gently
She just growled at me and tried to move her head to the side. I grab her head with one hand
and forced her to look at me. Ok being gentle didn't work maybe my mentor side would
"Rose, I'm not going to ask you again to calm down, you're too old to be throwing tantrums." I
stared at her with my pissed of mentor face and she just stared back with those eyes that are
not hers. The dark veins that are popping in and out around her eyes were the scary part.
Blood was rushing through those veins really fast because they were coming out a little bit
above her skin like in and out..in and out. I wanted to kiss her to make the darkness go away
but what if her reaction to that is to bite me. Ok so that won't happen. So we just stared at
each other until I felt her body relax and slowly her eyes went back to normal. I still had her
pinned against the wall and my body was trapping hers. The hand I had on her chin I let loose.
She had marks of my finger prints on her face. I saw that I had marked her so I let her
completely go really fast.
She just looked at me as if I hurt her which I did but it was the only way to get her to calm down.
"sorry" she said she looked like she was going to cry
"how long has this been happening?"
She was heading to the door to leave so i went to the door before she got to it.
"how long Rose?" with my new mentor stare
"ever since you came back, please let me leave" I just should there looking at her..since I came back? Why is everything my fault…"Dimitri" she said my name so softly so I opened the door and let her out.
Once she was gone I actually can breathe again. I took out my cell phone and called the only person that loved Rose as much as I did.
"Dimitri?" the princess said in a worried voice. I never call her so she guess I was in trouble.
"everything is fine princess, look rose just left my room and I'm worried about her she had an episode of darkness and its worst then ever" I was talking fast
"did she hurt you?"
"no she tired to but I stopped her"
"oh my god Dimitri I'm sorry, I'll make sure she won't go to your room again"
"it's fine princess, just make sure you see her before she goes to bed"
"I will and thanks for still looking out for her Dimitri"
"it's always going to be my job to look after the two runaways"
Princess laugh at that "goodnight Dimitri"
"goodnight princess"
The princess always puts me into a good mood especially when she said she will look after Rose. God Rose what has happened to you? I wasn't going to Christians party but Rose is going to be there and I need to see if she is alright with my own eyes. Well the party is in two days so I'm just going to stay in the whole time.
I can't wait for Christians party!
