i trust my self 1

by RobinWright

it's about a girl who failed to be beautiful,kept comparing herself to others and uncertain of herself,she is good at writing but she began to be uncertain of her talent as well,all she got to to is a decision of changing her life upside down but will she do?

2. Chapter 2

i tried to forget all about our previous days.i began to think in a positive way.i was not Quinn and what was worth-knowing Rachel is beautiful in her way.

''womanizer u're a womanizer baby u drive me crazy i got u crazy.''That was For Will, but can i reach Will?

13 reasons why i couldn't be as Quinn or be loved by Will,here they are that i was unconfident,not super hottie,biting my nails,love aiming water at my vagina in the bathroom for a long time,fat,sensitive, thinking a lot about public reviews about me,dealing with good comments about me carelessly as if they were always said,wearing glasses,gaining knowledge about out of people,mocked by Quinn and Tina my best friends for what they call''unsuitable bad outfits'',on crying i felt insecure and gained more weakness and finally the never-told reason i didn't like at all is my gapped-front teeth.i didn't fix them, as it was expensive and i was not a billionaire's daughter. what i really liked about that is that people say about the front-gapped- teeth ones that they are lucky.i'm sounded like a loser but i was not,in fact all people in my school respected me.i read english novels fluently and i wrote poems in the school magazine .All the english teachers i've ever seen i got close to them and we became best friends except one honestly.i really wrote phrases for demonstrations of human rights at school. But all my reputation was only in one field.i really wanted to join some dancing club,i didn't want to be exaggerating,they were ridiculous clubs. Knowing all your bad things is the key to covert them into good things.i wouldn't do all this to impress Will.i'm not his doll. But i decided to do to prove to the whole world how lucky he would be with me and how i could change him from a womanizer to Rachelizer .

Quinn always said''he doesn't love,he's a womanizer,i can't ever look at him back''

my question is''did he really look at her?''

i wanted to attract attention like i've never done before.i decided to tell him about my crush and to look very elegant and catchy. please look at me ,stare at me and i'll stare back.