2 days i was riding my life on the right path and that day i felt perfect,i began to get whitened again and i really wanted to thank god and myself

''Thank God please God let be intelligent, successful ,beautiful and loved,i know i have made internal sins of jealousy and some curious deeds out of bad thoughts of God forgive me and cleanse my heart completely,i know i'm not an angel but i don't want to be a u are the most merciful,your forgiveness is the most relieving thing the one feel on earth.i can't forgive myself and i'm afraid to be envious person down the road.I'm afraid God too afraid and help her God if she deserves ur me be happy really from the bottom of my heart.I wish her joy and God make me stop comparing me to her and connecting our paths together.I want to make my own luck and steer clear of anyone's fate or concepts,Please God let me be a writer and be shown to the whole me make my name in Hollywood and make all on earth discover how wonderful person i'm.I don't wanna be a envious inside''.

All those feelings because when Quinn called me someday shortly after i decided to tell Will about my emotions,Quinn assured her breakup and felt sad,bad and mad.I tried to comfort her .Her hurt is deep, but nothing affected her strong beliefs in her magical beauty and infinite feminine.

To feminine charm''please come to me ,stay inside of me and show how i could be''

Bad feelings control us when we become happy because someone runs into trouble even if that someone your enemy, frenemy or BFF. I still love u Quinn but i'm sorry ,to err is a human,i really love u.