I decided to tell Will that i liked it was a crush ,But anyways he could have been a motivation for changing me.I met Quinn at Fox. (our favorite cafeteria where we could meet a lot of our school friends there)It's saturday night,the cafeteria was always full house at saturday nights.I got late ,but i apologized.

she said smilingly''no problem''.

her eyes weren't on me.

i said''no regrets live with u long'',

she interrupted''God knows how bad i felt but i can't spend my life time crying over dumb thing like him''.

i nodded and she added''Will is the most elegant today''.

I shivered ,turned around and said''as usual''.

she said'' u know last night i dreamt that i achieved all of my dreams and when i am about to smile and laugh out loud,i fall down between my lover's arms,guess who?''

I said''i've no idea''

The waiter interrupted''what would u like to have?''

after i ordered,i saw her smile.

I said''why are spreading joyful smiles from ur seat all over the globe?''

She said''to toilet''

I said''don't be late beautiful''.

After she went,i took a deep breathe.

I said to myself''no way to let him be will break my heart''

i turned around and checked where he was was talking to ,our english teacher,a few centimetres away from him his two best friends were laughing and they were standing all on the balcony.i made my way through the crowds,the balcony was crowded too,they only enjoyed the fresh air.i walked walked walked and Quinn called me out

I didn't look back and I kept walking till i reached my destination.I pretended that i wanted to talk to .he turned back and joined his friends.

I said''u know i feel so much anxious about joining college i i''

He interrupted and said''bye we have to go''

he offered a hand to be shaken by .I felt panic,it was my final chance and i had decided to shake back fastly before did. When i offered my hand for the shake,it was second of glory,confidence,deep close look in his eyes and suddenly It was hard to didn't even meet my eyes.I withdrew my hands at noticed except his two friends who laughed at that.I don't blame them, shaked hands with him.I didn't know what happened then because i stood on a frozen i remembered that they disappeared.

Russo told me''i'm sorry''.i got to Quinn.

i said with frown''what do u want?''

and she said''what's up?''

when i went home,i remembered what had happened and i kept laughing,it was ridiculous,funny and bold only thing i adore about that the deep close look in his lasted so long in my mind.I felt good as i'll never see him again in my 're not to be in the very college or in the very life forever,so nice what i had with u Will even if it's only in my mind.