Here is an extra long chapter! hope you enjoy!

He leaned in and whispered in her ear and place and light hand on her back 'Ayuzawa all your stuff is at the station, and you don't have money right now'

'Stop touching me, you knucklehead'

'I thought you liked it'

'You wish'

'You do too'

'What does that mean?'

'It means that you wished that I kissed you before' he whispered in her ear so the girls can't hear

Misaki stared in bewilderment; she was shocked that he would use the information against her. She pushed Takumi away and slowly walked away to the couch. She sat in silence and Misaki took off Takumi's jacket and got up just as Takumi closed the door and walked towards her with the boxes of cookies.

'You are a jerk and I hate you, I am going home' she yelled at him

'Wait, let me drive you' he put the cookies down

'No! You are just like every other man, selfish and obnoxious, and jerks, I hate you all!' she kept yelling

She wobbled around him, and moved closer to the door

'I am sorry I said that earlier, I know it was a low blow, I was just teasing' he tried

'I hate being teased and looked down at by you, you always think I am weak and helpless, well Takumi you are wrong! Now move'

'I don't think you are helpless or weak, I actually think you are the complete opposite, you are strong and brave'

'I hate you, shut up! You always care about me but you always say and do perverted things and tease me' she said

'I do care about you, and I just tease you because-'

'Save it, I don't want to hear, don't ever look at me again or talk to me, I hate you!' she held up a hand to him

Misaki walked to the front door and open it.

'Ayuzawa, it is freezing outside and you don't have a jacket on, please' he tried

'Shut up, Takumi. You always do this you pretend to like me and care about me but in reality you don't'

'No, Ayuzawa, you know that is not true'

She walked out the door and pressed the button for the elevator. She gripped the crutches until her knuckles turned white

'Ayuzawa' he said softly

They got into the elevator together

She turned her face away from him

'Please just listen to what I have to say'

'Nothing you say can change my hatred for you and all other men'

'Ayuzawa' he said again

'Stopping saying my name' she turned to face him and yelled

'Why you love it when I say your name'

She stared at him

'No I don't, I hate it'

'Really, why do eyes soften and your cheeks go the slightest shade of pink, I everytime I cal you'

'Stop! You don't know anything, you just want to have it with me'

'I know that you will be sicker if you walk in the freezing cold with crutches and a t-shirt and no shoes'

'I will deal with it myself'

'Please Ayuzawa; I am sorry about you wanting to be kissed'

I turned around

Takumi took a step closer

'Stay away'

'I know you are hurt, don't take it out on yourself'

'You are only one who makes me happy and joyful but then you make me sad and angry, I don't you ever again in my life!'

She got out of elevator and walked towards the street

It started to snow

'Please, Ayuzawa, it is snowing and not dressed appropriately'

'Would you rather I don't wear clothes at all'

'I don't want to have sex with you, Ayuzawa, I just want you'

'Well you can't anymore'

She walked out of the building into the freezing cold

She walked out slowly, people were staring but she didn't care.

Takumi ran to his car and followed her as she walked. She was one fierce woman; she needn't stop for any brakes and plowed through the falling snow.

Takumi watched at a safe distance but ready to jump out and catch her if she fell.

Misaki slipped one time on the ice but she didn't fall.

After 45 minutes, Misaki reached home. She was freezing.

She wrapped her in three blankets and fell asleep on the couch

She woke up the next morning and went to work

She came in at 6 and went straight in her office and tried to work that she didn't do last night

Takumi walked by her office and looked in to see Misaki working; he dropped his head and went into his office

'Hey Misaki' Sakura squealed

'I heard about your foot, are you okay?'

'Yah, it is getting better'

'Oh, ummm... The doctor called my house and told me to give you these'

'Pills... Tell me the truth... Did Usui give them to you?'

'Yes, he asked me to ask you... Without you knowing that he is the one who wants to know... That you have to eat one today'

'Okay thanks Sakura'

'Don't tell him that I told you that he is the one who sent it'

'Don't worry; I won't be talking to him anymore'

'Okay'

She left

Misaki worked in her office quietly until lunch

She got up and went to the washroom and went to the lounge to talk to the girls and came back to find her boxes of cookies. She was infuriated. She grabbed the boxes and wobbled to Takumi's room

'I don't want have any other connections with you ever again' she drop the boxes on his table and turn around

'Ayuzawa,'

'Don't ever say my name again'

'Then how shall I call you'

'The girl who hates you so much that she would rather die than be stuck with you'

'Ayuzawa, please, I am sorry I know that I crossed the limit'

'No apologies can fix this'

'Please forgive me'

'When I die!'

She wobbled out the room and slammed the door shut

At maid latte, Misaki came in with her crutches and Satsuki saw her

'No, Misaki you can't work tonight, you can't walk'

'Yes I can see'

'No, what will the customers think when you take their orders with crutches, go home'

She opened her mouth

'No buts come back tomorrow'

'Okay'

She walked into the alley with a little hope that she will see Usui. But he wasn't there.

Misaki silently walked home. There was a man smoking in the alley that she had to go through.

'Why hello there, ohh, look you are hurt' he dropped the cigarette butt and walked closer to her

She tightened her grip on the crutches

'I will make you feel better'

'Leave me alone'

'Feisty for a girl'

He backed her up on the wall. He ripped the crutches out of her hands

'What the hell'

'Don't scream and it won't be painful'

'Don't touch me'

Misaki tried to kick him in the groin but he kicked her cast and Misaki screamed.

'Ahhh' a tear escaped her eye

'Don't scream' he pinned her hands on top of her head and brought face closer to hers

'Let go' Misaki tried to wiggle but her leg was killing her

Another tear escaped

'Takumi' she whispered, she wanted him.

Her eyelids dropped and she tried to wriggle free.

'Let her go, she is mine'

'I got my hands on her, son'

Takumi punched his face. And the man let go of Misaki. Misaki fell to the ground on the snow. And wiped her eyes so she can see better

The man ran off.

'Ayuzawa'

Takumi kneeled down and touched her face.

'Come on, let's get you up'

Takumi placed his hands on her arms and gently pulled her up. Misaki's legs gave up and she fell onto to Takumi

'Ughh...'

She snuggled closer to him and grabbed a handful of his jacket.

'Ayuzawa'

'Yah'

He wrapped his arms around her

'Here take my jacket' Takumi while holding on to Misaki slowly took off his jacket

'I am sorry' Misaki said feebly

'We can talk later, Ayuzawa'

'No, I want to talk now Usui'

'Arms up' he tried to switch the topic

Misaki silently lifted her arms. Takumi quickly slid the jacket on her.

'Won't you be cold?'

'I have you' he smiled

Misaki blushed as he ziped up the jacket

'Does your leg hurt?'

'No' she blurted out

'If you lie I will kiss you'

'Fine, a bit'

'Don't scream'

'I am not even-' Takumi slid his arms underneath her knees and hauled her up

'You pervert'

'I know, princess'

'And stop calling me that'

He began to walk

'You call me pervert so, can't I call you princess'

'Why did you come today? Even after all I said to you and lashed at you before'

'Because you had a reason to be angry with me and I couldn't let that stand in the way of me caring about you'

'I am sorry' she looked at her hands

'You are cute when you are sincere'

'Shut up and say that you forgive me you idiot'

He chuckled; Misaki put a hand on his chest and felt the vibrations of his laughter

'I will always'

'Thanks for coming'

He smiled a smile that made Misaki heart sink

'Where are we going?'

'Where do you want to go?'

'Is your house okay?'

'Always'

Takumi walked in silence, always looking down at Misaki every few seconds which made her blush

'Why do you always come back for me?'

A small smile appeared on his face 'I think you know the answer to that one, Ayuzawa.'

I could feel his arm around my waist tighten. Maybe that was because he was getting tired of carrying me.

Why does Takumi come back for me?

He said he liked me. Does he for real? He isn't like other boys.

He kept walking and kept looking at me. We neared the station which meant I had to get down and get a ticket.

'We are nearing the train station'

I released the grip on his shirt

After a couple of minutes he set me down and took out two tickets from his pockets.

'It is okay, I got one'

'Don't worry, here' he handed me the ticket

'Thanks, Taku-' I realized I called him Takumi instead of Usui, shit!

'What... What did you call me?' his eyes widened, he caught my slip up

'Ahhh. Nothing'

'You called me Takumi and when you got angry you also called me Takumi'

'No... I... Uhmm..'

We were standing really close. No I mean so close that our chest were centimeter apart.

I started to blush but why

'It is okay princess, you don't have to answer' he smirked

'Hmmp'

We gave the tickets and got into the train and sat. The train was nearly empty.

I sat beside Takumi.

It was a silent ride to Takumi's house.

The train stopped and it was time for us to get out.

Takumi got up and gave me a hand to get up but I don't why but I didn't take it and instead I used the pole to get up.

'I can walk; my leg doesn't hurt that much anymore, thanks'

He nodded, I can clearly see he was tired and wanted to go to sleep. So did I.

We silently walked to Takumi's house and when we arrived I plopped down on the couch as Takumi made dinner.

'Do you want sleep over Ayuzawa? And tomorrow morning I will drop you off at your house or the station'

He was tired and I didn't want to inconvenience him

'Are you tired?'

'What makes you say that?' I walked to the kitchen where he was making dinner

'Because you have bags' I touched his skin underneath his eyes 'underneath your eyes, Usui'

'I am never too tired to help you' he smiled and held my hand that was near his face.

I stared at his eyes and ' you know you don't have to help me after I yelled at you the other day'

'It was my fault, I know I pushing the teasing, I shouldn't have teased you about that stuff' what kissing?

He let go of my hand

'Why don't you sit down, you don't want to strain you foot even more'

'Why do you this to me...only?' I say in a quiet voice and turn for the couch

After about fifteen minutes he brings two plates. And sets them on the coffee table.

'Do you want a pillow for your leg? Ayuzawa'

'No, thanks, Usui'

'Okay' he gave me my plate, obviously with more food.

'Do you have any games?'

'As a matter of fact, yes I do'

'What kind?'

'I have cards, and monopoly, chess and checkers, game of life, snakes and ladders'

'Do you want to play chess?'

'Yes'

He got and brought the box

'White or black'

'White'

He smiled a smile that made my stomach tingle

He took a minute and set up and the game and I took a bite of food

'What time is it, Usui?'

'It is about 10:30'

'Ready?' he asked me

I nodded

'Prepare to lose Usui Takumi'

'We'll see Misaki Ayuzawa'

We played the game and he let me win, I could tell.

'Tell me the truth did you let me win'

'You know it the truth'

'If you could of won, why didn't you?'

'Because I love the smile that you make when you win'

'Even when you lose'

'Yes'

I didn't have anything to say to that, I wanted to hug him, and hold his cheek. But I can't, I can't start something I don't know how to do.

'I will wash the dishes'

'Thank you Ayuzawa'

I finished the dishes and I saw Takumi on the couch for me.

'Do you want to go to sleep or do something else?'

I am really tired and my leg is sore ' I just want to hit the hay right now'

He nodded and got up and walked into his room.

'I can sleep on the couch' I pointed to it

'I will, you will be sleeping on my bed'

'Better not do anything to me'

'I won't'

'Promise' I said

He smiled a smile I have never seen before, he slide his left around my waist. I was about to walk into his room when I looked up to meet his eyes. They grew soft and a light pink tinted his cheeks. I stopped breathing. He was going to do it. He looked at my lips and then at my eyes. Now I am sure that he will. He moved his face closer to mine and tilted it a bit and slowly moved it on mine. Oh god. It was the best feeling. I could feel his hand on my back pres me closer to him. I didn't deny that I wanted more. He brought his hand up to my cheek. I clearly didn't know what to do. I just stood there like a block. His soft lips were on mine. He slowly moved his face away and smiles. 'I promise Ayuzawa'

I stare at him and process the words and turn around and head into the room. Oh my god. I just kissed Takumi. I just lost my first kiss.