*Stares at last update time* Good Lord has it really been a year? T.T I am SO SORRY. Time surely flies...I could explain why I haven't written much for this or any of my fics but I don't wanna seem like I'm making excuses...I am deeply sorry for such a lengthy delay :( Im ashamed of myself. I hope I still have my readers T_T I will start updating reguarly now because life has slowed down, thank you Jesus lol. I promise that I will update more often. I know Ive said things in the past but lets start with a clean salate ^_^ Yes, this chapter is short but it is fluffy to an point. The real action will begin next chapter! I love you all :'] Thanks for all the favs, alerts, reviews. I was asked a question by MangaMagic

"When exactly does this take place? At first i assumed it was before the Soul Society arc, but now theres people and stuff from during it..."

I sadly have not made that clear. It takes place during/after that arc. Ichigo has rescued Ruika and discoverd his Hollow and many other events. We are now heading into the Espadas arc. That means Grimmjow and his friends will be arriving very soon. That also means there is only a few chapters left of this story, I have a surprise so don't be sad ^_-

Onward to the Fic!

Chapter 13 I'll Always Be There

Kiki awoke the next day to a gloomy and rainy sky. She popped her joints and rolled out of bed to glance outside. The clear drops of liquid rolled off the blue colored tiles of Company 11's houses. Not a single ray of sunshine looked like it could break through the cloudy barrier. The young new Shinigami walked to the kitchen and noticed that there was newly brewed tea and one lonely cup left. Taking a peek into the living room, Kiki spotted a sleeping Yachiru and their Captain sitting at the window with tea in his large hands. She had never seen the beastly captain with his hair up in his usual odd fashion. It was sleek and dark as the night that trailed down to his broad shoulders. Thunder shook the Soul Society causing Kiki to jump a little.

Of course this did not go unnoticed by the captain. Kenpachi glanced at Kiki making her blush ten shades of red. A loud chuckle erupted from Zaraki's throat.

"Silly girl, such a sound frightens you?" His coal black eyes skimmed over to the sound to sleep Assistant Captain. "It hasn't bothered Yachiru." He smirked. Kiki blushed harder. "It just caught me off guard, that's all." She replied. The man rose and carefully walked over to the fellow Reaper. He studied her flushed features then finally spoke, " Kurosaki will be here later today. He will practice with you in the way of the sword and also will check on your other issue."

Her green eyes grew wide. "Is it possible Ichigo could help me control…the Hollow?" She whispered. Kiki waited nervously for Kenpachi's answer.

"At the moment, he can help in small amounts. Ichigo himself is being taught how to control his inner evil. From what I've heard, they were once Captains of our guard. A long time ago, a handful of Soul Reapers were sent in to investigate disappearances, but we never saw them again. So what truly happened that night is still a mystery. Old Man might know but he sure as hell isn't talkin'."

Wait, there were other like her and Ichigo? Why wasn't she told? How come the Soul Society let them live? Ichigo and I almost… Kiki could not remember the thought. She was also scared. What if she couldn't control the Hollow?

"Kenpachi, I'm afraid…" She whimpered. The taller man looked shocked. "What's the matter?"

"I-I don't think I wish to control that thing's power. I mean, what I even can't handle it's strength? Worse yet, if I embrace this evil then I will take on it's insanity and bloodlust. I fear that if I have command over such abilities, I will lose myself and no longer exist…"

Kenpachi stared at her impassively. He could not understand why Kiki feared this incredible power she harnessed. Sure, it has dark roots and is unpredictable, but to him who cannot reach his own power, it was a confusing matter. Zaraki wanted Kiki to be able to achieve her full potential unlike him. Yet this girl that stood before him, that had the strength to tap into endless powers that can surpass his own.

"Why are you thinking like that?" Her head snapped up to meet his gaze. "You have the chance to grow strong, stronger than I! Though you shy at the opportunity?" He growled. Tears bubbled at the corners of her jade eyes. Inwardly, the 11th Captain cringed. He hated to see her upset but she needed to get the bigger picture.

"Kiki, I want you to understand the chance you have. Yes, your powers are from an evil source but if you are disciplined then you can shape the Hollow's path to one of light. Much like Ichigo, he is training his Hollow and forged it's path to protect his friends."

Kiki stepped toward her towering Captain. "What if I fail?"

He gave her a toothy grin. "How? You have me and my power along side you. Failure is not an option."

He gently placed his thick arms around her petite form.

"Besides, I'll always protect you."

Haha, yes the fluff! That is the first and last time for any soft Kenpachi. I just wanted to have the couple enjoy a lovey dovey moment. I know I am a horrible arthur but please review I need to know you guys still read this. Otherwise my lil' heart might break. Still, I hope you enjoyed the short chappie.