Hey everyone sorry for the all those months i didn't update, but things have been hectic and the writers block was a pain in the neck, but those problems have faded and the ideas are back. Thank you for being so patient with me and I hope you enjoy the new chapter. Also please forgive any spelling and gramatical errors the will be rectified as soon as possible.

Disclamer - I don't own death note.

Chapter 37 - Weapons and Tools

The entire task force esembled in the hotel room. The room was dimly lit. There was an array of monitors, along with a speaker, infront of an arm chair. Ryuuzaki immediatly sat down in the chair. Chanel stood beside him while the task force stood a foot behind them. "Watari has she said anything yet?" Ryuuzaki said into the speaker. "No she hasn't spoken a word." "Give me a visual of her will you?" Ryuuzaki said. The task force moved in closer. "Are you sure?" "Yes and quickly." The screen immedialty changed to Misa.

The entire task force gasped at the sight of her situation. She was blind folded and in a straight jacket along with leather straps holding her body tightly against a wall. "What the hell," Chanel muttered and sat down on the floor gazing at Amane. "Ryuuzaki what's the meaning of this?" Yagami-san shouted. "I've apprehended her on the suspicion of being second Kira. I'm afraid this is necessary." He really did go all the way with this, Chanel thought. "Chances are Amane is guilty. There seems to be enough evidence to convict her."Yagami-san said. "Yes there can be no mistake. Now all we need is a confension out of her. We need to know how she kills. If she knows Kira. And if so who he is." "So how long do you think she going to handle this." Roki asked. "Not long at all. She'll probably give into the pressure very quickly. Whether she confesses or gives up ownership." Chanel said under her breath.

"Watari take the necessary precautions, but whatever beyond that you're free to do whatever has to be done." "Very well." "Mr. Yagami Light has now become our prime suspect, and we're probably going to have to bring him in for interigation. Please be prepared for that." Yagami-san did not respond but stared at Ryuuzaki and then back at the screen that showed Amane. Chanel watched as Rem stood beside Amane. It seems this case will be coming to close very soon. Chanel thought. Rem I wonder if you know what you look like right now. As though you are Amane's guardian angel, but can you protect her?

Three days had gone by and Amane hadn't said anything yet. The room continued to stay dimly lit. Chanel sighed and fell on her back in exhaustion. She was on the carpet not to far from the monitors. "Ryuuzaki Amane is talking." Came Watari's voice from the speaker. "Quickly give me an visual and an audio." Ryuuzaki jumped out of his chair and rushed over to the monitors and threw himself on the couch. Chanel turned over and sat up, and the rest of the task force came over. "Finally after three days of this." Aizawa said. Then the screen had changed to Amane. "I-I can't take it anymore... kill me." Chanel's eyes widened. Amazing she's already asking to die. I guess a normal person under her circumstances would probably break, but to ask to die?

"Kill me... please just kill me." Amane continued. Chanel looked at Rem and saw her face sad. "I don't know maybe this was all to much for a young girl to take." Aizawa said. "He's right we've pushed her too far." Matsuda said. "Misa Amane can you hear me?" Ryuuzaki said into the speaker. "I hear you. Please just kill me now." "Does this mean you admit to being the second Kira? Is this the reason you wish to die?" "No. I don't know anything about the second Kira. I really can't take this anymore. I'd rather be dead. Now hurry up and kill me! You could kill me right now couldn't you?" Chanel's eyes didn't leave the screen. "Misa do you mean that?" Rem asked. "Yes kill me." "Do you really mean that Misa?" "Yes I do. Ugh I can't take it anymore kill me."

"If I do this then Light Yagami dies too. This is all fault." "You can't. No you can't. Please just kill me." Chanel began to feel sympathy for her. Why? Why do you want to die for him? Do you really love him that much? Or is it that if you confess your afraid of the judgment that would be placed upon you? "Fine if you won't kill me-" "Watari don't let her bite her toung!" Chanel watched as Watari rushed be Amane and gaged her. She struggled at first, but had no choice but to accept. "Is this behavior attributed to Kira controling her actions before death?" L sasid to himself.

Then Chanel watched as Misa gave up owenership of the death note. She felt an overwhelming sadness overcome her. Rem touched Misa's hair and made her departure. Chanel saw a tear trail down Misa's face and then pass out. Diamonds started to form in Chanel's eyes as she stared at the screen. A familiar presence of sadness overcame her. I can't watch this anymore. Chanel thought as she got up and walked out of the room. No one really noticed her as she did. They were too busy watching Amane-san. When she left she closed the door behind her.

Misa and I are similar. We both gave up so much in exchange for someone loving us, but our stories are very different. She is a tool and I am a weapon. We are similar, but so different. I remember... remember everything they ever said to me.

'I love you Sorrow, and no one else.'

The words of Gau.

'You are my sister and I will always love you...'

Oriana's words.

They were all liars. They proved that at the end.

'Love you? I've never loved anyone in my life. You're just my weapon.'

Also the words of Gau. How I hate him, but how I can never escape him. I'm his pet... a simple being to please him in everyway he desires.

'You will kill them! I don't care if you don't want to do this anymore! You think I care about you at all? if you won't do this you're better off dead.'

I hate her so much. Oriana. ... but she is my sister and I love her.

Misa run, run away from Light Yagami. He will only give you pain. Don't be blinded as I was.

Chanel snapped out of her thoughts once she realised that she was no longer in the hotel hall, but in a stair case and was facing the door at the very top of them.

"How did I get here?" She mummbled. Then she saw that it was open just a crack. She could feel the cool breeze seep into the stair case from the other side of the door. She pushed it open and stepped out onto the roof of the hotel building. It was quite windy, but she didn't care. She looked up at the sadened sky, dark and grey. How it looked like it was going to cry and shed those tears on the earth, but was holding it in for some reason.

"It's so sad. This day is a miserable one." She whispered then diamonds fell from her eyes and rolled down her cheeks. "This sadness. I haven't felt this sad since-" Chanel cut herself off as she felt a sharp pain over come her. It was as though someone took a knife and stabbed her repeatedly in her stomach. Then a presence of anger overcame her.

"Light Yagami, Gau, and Oriana. Those disgusting beings need to die! I hate them! They're-" Then Chanel felt a strange feeling in her hands. She looked at them and saw her fingers twist and break. Diamonds fell faster from her eyes as the pain in her hands grew aswell as the sadness in her heart. Then her fingers stretched and her nails grew long like claws. Her skin began to turn a ghostly white.

"But I can't be transforming into my true self. My powers are supposed to be sealed. I can't-" She was cut off by a hot substance that jumped up from her stomach and out of her mouth. It was the same black and prickly goo from that night. She felt a pain all over her body as the transformation continued. Her back stretched by the sides, skin began to rip, as did her clothes,and she screamed and fell face foward onto the roof. She passed out from the pain, her eyes still open, but the transformation continued whether or not she was conscious. Her hair became a pure white and her eyes became a deep purple.

Suddenly her back stopped stretching and started reverting back to it's normal shape. Suddenly wings emanated from her back with a sudden quickness. It was then that she regained consciousness. She stood up and looked at herself.

"Some of the seals have been broken." Roki said from behind her. She turned around to face him.

"Why?"

"It was bound to happen. In time they become weaker and weaker. Gau may be renowned for his sealing techinques, but he is no match for the great power you hold.

"I see. I suppose that is both at good and bad thing. Anyway I must find Rem. Where would she have gone?"

"The only place she could've gone." Roki said. "To that human who's causing all this rucus."

"Of course. Well I better get going then. She walked to the edge of the roof and was about to make her departure when she heard a man scream from behind her. She turned around and saw a custodian standing there in shock.

"IT'S A DEMON! MAY THE GODS BLESS US!" He said shouting.

"He can see me? ...of course, I may be able t switch forms, but I'm still partly human. This body has yet to adjust." Chanel muttered.

The man was about to make a run for it, but she was too quick. She jumped in front of him and he stopped in shock, taking her in.

"P-please don't hurt m-me demon."

"My good man you have made a mistake. I am no demon. I am a shinigami. There is a difference." She politely smiled and then stared him in the eyes. "Look me in the eyes..."

The man could not turn away from her. "Don't be afraid. I'm not going to hurt you..." Then the man became dizzy and fainted, falling to the floor.

"There, he has forgotten everything, and when he wakes he will simply go on about himself. Let's not have this happen again." Then she took the skull earing that was hanging from her ear and turned it upside down.

"That should keep me out of sight for a while. Now enough of this. Let's go Roki." Chanel said and took off, flying to the Yagami household.

Light turned to Ryuk. "Well Ryuk this is good bye." He said causing Ryuk's eyes to widen. Then suddenly Light's sliding door from his balcony flew open and Chanel appeared along with Roki, but Light could only see Chanel.

Light stood shocked as he stared at her. "Ch-chanel..." Was all he managed to say.

"Hmm so you can see me? I guess the camaflogue doesn't hold up too much, I shouldn't expect it to though considering the factors."

What is she doing here. Is this really Chanel? No it can't be. It's Sorrow, but they are one in the same or are they? Light thought. He watched as her wings returned into her back, she whinced as they did. Then she took a seat onto his bed. She tried not to look weary, but being in this state had taken a toll on her body.

"Ryuk, Rem it's a pleasure to see you again. Especailly you Ryuk. I have some choice words for you, but let's save that for another time. I'm here too see you Rem. I can't say I'm happy with you either."

"I'm sure you're not Sorrow. Please forgive me when I say I couldn't care less if you are." Rem said.

Chanel's expression turned hard. "You shouldn't have fallen in love with a human Rem it brings only trouble."

"You've always loved humans. If I remember well you've said that you even wanted to be human. So why can't I?"

"You're situation is very different from mine. Unlike you I cannot die from loving a human."

"On the contrary you-" Rem cut herself off as Chanel gave Rem that 'if you don't shut up I will kill you' look. Rem stared hard at Chanel.

"Anyway," Chanel said turning to Light. "It's a pleasure to see you Light. No actually that's a lie. I can't stand your guts... but I do like your bed. It's cery comfortable." She said lying down on Light's bed and facing him, sitting up on her elbows.

Her powers are supposed to be sealed, but why is she in this form? Ryuk said that she couldn't be in her true form because of the seals. He lied. Well it's obvious he would he is most obviously scared of her, and I wouldn't blame him, if she can really kill anything and anyone as easily as he says. Well I suppose it's better to stay calm. Maybe if I play my cards right she won't kill me.

"Now why would you hate me? I've never done anything to harm or affend you have I?" Light said putting on his charm.

"Don't give me that. You know very well you have affended me by using my father's death note and using it as your own. I despise you for that. Not to mention you plan to kill not only my only friend, but my lover aswell."

Roki's eyes shifted at this, but it went unnoticed.

"You shouldn't mess with Light, you wouldn't like the outcome."

"Maybe you're right, but if you wanted me dead you would've killed me by now. Ryuk told me that you can kill any human by simply thinking of the humans name and face, not only that, but you can kill more that one human at a time. So why haven't you?"

"Oh really. Ryuk told you this? How much did he tell you?"

"Everything."

"How much is everything?" Chanel asked.

"From you're abilities to why you were banished to the human realm."

Chanel's eyes forwarded. "I see. Tell me why was I banished."

"Sick and tired of being everyone's weapon and test subject you started killing everyone in sight. After, when they caught you Gau, your husband, sealed your powers. Then out of fear that you may return they destroyed your body and sent you to live in the human realm for as long as they thought necessary."

"Very good Light. I'm impressed. Well if you would like to know why haven't killed you yet listen and listen well. Not all my powers have been unlocked. Some seals are still intack, but others are not. My body is very weak and I can barely do anything to you as it is, but soon this body will strengthen and my all my powers will return to me. When that happens I will kill you. Make no mistake of that Light, but until then enjoy your time. Soon my powers will come to me and your little game with L will cease to exist."

Light smiled at this. "I wonder what you're husband would say if he knew you loved a human?"

Chanel smirked and stood up. "Nothing he couldn't care less. If you think I'm threatened by a mear human you are way out of proportion. Stop this game and I might spare your life. If not you already know the consequences. Goodbye Light. I hope you make the right decision." Then Chanel turned the skull earing upside down once more and flew out the window. Roki this time did not follow.

She flew for a certain amount of time until her body gave out and started reverting to it's human form. Chanel landed in an alley way and let the transformation take place. She was surprised that turning back into a human didn't hurt as much as she thought, but it made her weak.

The shinigami parts had disappeared and her hair and eyes were back to there shades of white-blond and blue. Chanel's legs felt weak, but she tried to make her way back to the headquarters as quick as possible. On the way there she was asked by a few people if she was alright and whether or not she needed medical attention. She refused their help and contiued to make her way to the hotel.

When she arrived at the hotel, she was more that pleased, and did her best to make it up to the room. When she did some of the task force members stared at her, but none said anything to her. She took her spot on the floor next to Ryuuzaki and stared at the monitor showing Amane-san.

"Where have you been?" Ryuuzaki said.

"No where in particular."

Ryuuzaki glanced at her from his peripheral and went back to staring at Amane-san.

So now my war with Light has been intiated. Let the games begin.

End of Chapter 37 - Weapons and Tools