There are several things that tend to piss me off, like in the first Elder Scrolls game, the game map is so huge it takes like several hours in real time just to get to the nearest town! The fuck were they thinking!? Also, Cartman pisses me off. A few days ago he told everyone at school about our rocks! Apparently, the fat fuck thought that by doing that, he would get his own rock! The only thing he got was me kicking him square in the mouth later that night. It still pisses me off because when I woke up this morning, I found some second grader I didn't know trying to steal my rock. He may or may not have ended up tied to the bottom of the river.
…..You probably want to know why I'm ranting don't you? Well, they're rebuilding West Park Elementary! That news did not go well with ANY of the kids of West or South Park. Plus, according to J, this one's going to be mostly glass. They just want to piss me off don't they? That doesn't work well. Remember what I did to Charlie? Of course you do. Anyway, me and J found out that Gaz had moved to South Park before I turned the school into a giant pile of ash. That explains his disappearance. I can't blame him though, I blame his sister Jessica. I saw that whore in Greeley once. She tried to sell me drugs. I told her to fuck off or I'd rip her eyes out with a spoon. Funny enough, that actually DID intimidate her a little. Well, I heard that she used to torture Gaz and his other siblings when they were little. She's at the top of my list. Don't. Ever. Fuck. With. My. FRIENDS! Cartman's not my friend, so you could skin his face with a rusty knife for all I care. On the way back to my cave, I felt like I was being followed. Sure enough, when I turned around, there was J.
"May I help you?"
"I was coming to see if you were alright." I looked at her oddly.
"Why wouldn't I be?"
"Cause after Gaz told us about his older sister, you seemed…. Off."
"I don't know what you mean."
"Katy, if something's wrong, you know you can tell me."
"Oh yes, I can tell a legally insane girl all of my problems." I responded sarcastically. "Nothing's wrong Julianna."
"It's J."
"And?"
"Tell me what's wrong."
"Nothing's wrong J!" I turned to continue my walk back to my cave. Oh god dammit J's following me!
"Don't girls like to talk about their problems?"
"You know that doesn't apply to either of us very well J!"
"Come on! I'll pay you!"
"With what!? Smiledip!?"
"….Yes."
"Nice try J."
"How about money?"
"No."
"Knives?"
"No."
"Alcohol?"
"Leave me alone J!" I said as we approached the entrance to my cave.
"Please!?"
"NO J!"
"I'll be your best fr-" I turned around and grabbed the front of her coat, pinning her to the cave's rocky wall.
"WHY WON'T YOU LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE! CAN'T YOU SEE I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT THIS!?" I let go of her and fell to the ground. That's when I started crying. I've cried only a few times in my life, but this is the first time I've cried in front of another person. I buried my face in my hands. It's too much for me to explain. I felt a hand on my shoulder, but I jerked away. "Leave me alone J!" I heard a sigh and the sound of J walking away. After minutes, I heard more footsteps. I opened my eyes and saw Karen looking at me. "What are you doing here Karen?"
"Why are you crying?"
"I don't want to talk about it Karen." She came over and sat next to me, her eyes were large and curious.
"If you don't talk about your problems Katy, then they'll always be hurting you." I looked at her for a moment.
"Did I ever tell you I have a twin sister?" Karen shook her head. "I never really told anyone. I guess it was too much for me."
"What happened to her?"
"She was taken away."
"Why?"
"Because….She was a bad person Karen."
"What did she do?"
"She…. She tried to kill me." Karen's eyes grew wide in shock.
"Why did she try to do that!?"
"Because she had a sick mind. She's unstable, she's a sick person." I reached up and pulled down my collar, revealing a deep scar across my throat. "She tried to cut my throat in my sleep."
"M-maybe she did it on accident."
"If it was an accident, she wouldn't have tried to stab me in the stomach afterwards."
"Where is she now?"
"In a mental house."
"What was her name?" I shook my head at her.
"You should go Karen. I really shouldn't talk about this stuff to you. You're too young." Karen looked down and quietly got up. "Karen, what are you doing here anyway?" She looked at me silently.
"Friends look out for each other, don't they?" I smiled at her. I guess the fact that Karen sees me as her friend is helping me try to forget about my sister.