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Give Me Love
35
EPOV
I had no idea how to tell Bella the truth—that I'd been lying to her for the last two years. I had never been interested in Tanya. It had always been her.
Was it wrong of me to use her sweet nature to get close to her? I'd waited to lose my virginity for a reason. I knew it wasn't the kind of thing a guy did, but Bella had been worth the wait. To connect with someone you loved in such an intimate manner…well, I couldn't even explain it. Those few months had meant everything to me.
Now I was here having dinner with the woman I had been in love with for years, finally realizing that I was never going to be that man. Bella had done all of this out of friendship, not love.
Where did I go from here? I didn't even want to ask Tanya out. I'd rejected her advances two years ago, when I first started working at the company.
"Edward!" Bella's voice snapped me out of my thoughts. "Are you even listening to me?" I tried to force a smile, nodding back at her. "You need to move on. You can do this. You're ready." Bella was wrong. I would never be ready to move on. Why couldn't she see it?
"Please don't rush me," I pleaded, running my hands through my hair.
"What is the point of waiting?" she asked, sipping her drink. I became mesmerized by her lips, drowning in the memories of her lips touching every inch of my body.
"I guess you're right," I sighed as the waitress came over to tell us that our table was ready.
"So, that's what all of this is about?" Bella mused as we took our seats. I frowned, tilting my head at her. "Dinner tonight is a thank you."
No, Bella, tonight was about me finally telling you I loved you. It was clear that wasn't going to happen anymore, though.
A/N: Well, now Eddie has answered your question. I had some of you fooled, huh, but yes Edward was just a natural.
I think he was that good because he was doing it with the girl he loves. Awwww.
Anyway, remember this is a drabble, don't shoot me for the short chapter.
You'll get more tomorrow.
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