Prompt: Koyaanisqatsi
Fandom: Star Trek: 2009
It was…illogical this feeling of utter sadness and rage. Even now as I stare down at the Cap-Jim in the hospital bed, all I could still feel was sadness and rage.
Sadness due to the scene that wouldn't quit behind my eyes, feeling and seeing the lifeforce of Jim fade away into nothing before my very eyes behind a thin sheet of glass.
Rage due to Kahn, he had caused my Captain's death, he was the cause for all the problems in life at this current moment.
It was illogical that I felt this way, but the part in me, the human part knew it wasn't. I felt out of balance in my mind, torn between the vulcan side of me and the human side.
I' tuskyapqatsiniqw pu' pay sòosoy himu nukusqatsi pay koyaanisqatsit aqw wiwyungwa
The words rang through my mind, yet I don't know why.
"This crazy way of life and all other forms of negative life are related to koyaanisqatsi." My eyes snap to Jim as he stared back up at me through tired eyes, a smirk pulling on his lips as he repeated the saying.