The Good In The Bad 2.0
By
BornThisway201f
Part Nine
"Finn we know about Elizabeth and everything else." Kurt whispered And Finn turned to Rachel as well as everyone else. "I think we should..." Mr. Schuster said and Rachel replied, "No we're a family and we all need to talk to you Finn because this has gone on for a while." Finn heard the seriousness in her voice and it was Mr. Schuster who started it off. "What's going on?" Mr. Schuster asked and Finn paused for a few seconds then said, "I'm not good enough for you Rachel. It isn't about you, it's just that you been like everything to me and the thought about keeping you here. I can't stand it and I worry about getting you pregnant. So I wanted other ways to take out my frustations."
"You could have talked about this." Rachel said and Finn replied, "Yeah I know I could have. You have only seen so much that Kurt doesn't even know." Finn said and Kurt was interested.
"I have really bad mood swings and sometimes I get really happy but then I just want to throw things around. I keep thinking I need things to show me that I need to keep taking my medication." Finn said and Kurt added, "You mean all those times when you were disappear with Carol, you were going..."
"Rachel with you I knew I loved you and I take my medication but I was scared the first time we were together and so that's when I wanted to get with Santana and Brittany. I thought to myself you weren't enough and losing my virginity seem the only thing that were make me happy. Then when we got back together; I hated that my mom was so into Kurt and her marriage that she forgot an appointment so that's why I let you fend for yourself Kurt...Dude I felt like an ass but I needed that routine and I believed you were taking that away from me." Finn said to Kurt.
"When it came about Santana. Then I heard about Puck and you then I kept taking them just to spite you but then I needed something instead and so I were start relieving the pressure. That wasn't enough and so when we got together Quinn I though it were be easy. I'm not saying your easy or anything is that you needed me and I needed you. I wasn't getting what I needed from anyone and so back to the present with you Rachel. You don't belong here and something about Quinn makes you happy so I just acted like we weren't together no more. I just wanted to distance myself so it were hurt less when it was over. Quinn you change and I think it's cool. I think you're good for Rachel and I just know I hold her back so that's where I met Monroe then Elizabeth." Finn said with tears coming down and Mr. Schuster replied, "How long have you been off your meds?"
"Two months I don't have bi-polar more like sereve depression. I never told anyone about this and Quinn you were close to finding out when you were in the bathroom then opened the cabinet." Finn said and Quinn paused then remembered.