CAMMIE POV:
I sat down on the couch quietly, rubbing my eyes. I was exhausted. It had been 3 weeks since I gave birth to Zach and I's little girls, they are adorable, cute, funny, happy and restless. I was just lucky to have gotten them to sleep, so I can have a rest of my own, since Zach is at work.
I lay down on the couch, putting my feet up and held a cushion lightly on my face, allowing myself the sleep I needed. I don't know how long I slept for, but I woke up to the sound of one of the girls cooing, Mia.
I sat up on the couch leaning on my fists which were at my sides, and leaning forward. "Hey" I looked up to see Zach holding Mia, cradling her in his arms. It made me smile. He returned the smile. "Hey." I say, "Only Mia woke up? Has she been fed yet?" I ask him.
He shakes his head to both, and I stand up, starting to reach for Mia. "Here I'll do it"
"Cam, you look exhausted, you should go back to sleep. Didn't you feed her before you put her to sleep?"
"Yeah." I nod, "But she needs to be fed again"
"Okay I'll do it" He said. I didn't always breastfeed the twins, sometimes I feed them formula, so it's a bit of both, well since two weeks ago.
"No it's fine. I will" I shake my head, lifting Mia out of his arms and into mine, then start walking to the kitchen. Zach followed me though.
"Cam, I thought we're going to do this?"
"What?"
"Being parents."
"We are"
"Then your going to except that you need a rest, and let me take of one of the girls, if they wake up or need to be fed" He explained, and I felt immediately guilty. Am I really like that?
"Okay." I nod.
"Huh?"
"Okay, you can feed her" I hand her to him, gently. A grin spread across his face, it was so sweet whenever he would be like that.
"Now you" He said nodding to me, "Go to bed, rest"
I laughed, "Fine." And I did.
*Next day*
So it is now saturday, and the weekend is generally when all our friends come over. I lay in bed, Zach's arm around me, like it is every morning, and my head on his chest. I just lay there quietly, as the girls would probably wake up, like they did at 3am.
"Mmm," I heard Zach murmur, below me. "Morning babe" He said sleepily, kissing the top of my head.
"Morning" I replied quietly, "You not going to work today?" I asked.
"No."
"Good" I nodded.
"You okay?" He asked after a moment or two, he must have sensed there might have been something up.
"Yeah. Why?"
"Cam"
"What?"
"Whats wrong?" He pressed, lifting my chin, for me to look at him.
"Fine." I breathed out in defeat. "It's just that, since the girls were born, we haven't actually had much time together as us, you know?" I explained, as I sat up, his arm still slung around me, now around my waist.
"Oh." He nodded, "Why didn't you tell me before?"
"Well I didn't really feel this way that long, I just miss you now. Because even when you come home from work, I'm just so tired and stuff"
He sits up also, placing two fingers under my chin and turning my head to him, "I miss you as well, but everything will be fine and I'm not going to be working as many hours next week because me and Grant are switching, so he will be going on a mission soon, so we can see eachother a lot then" He reassures me, then leans in and places a kiss on my lips, which then lasted longer than probably intended. His arms had snaked around my waist, his hands interlocked at my back, and my hand laced at the back of his neck.
We were then interupted by wailing, as per usual since these past few weeks. I sighed pulling away, and standing up, making my way to the girls room. "Hey Angels." I cooed as I walked into their room, once I spoke their crying died down luckily. I scooped up Hazel into my arms, rocking her gently.
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When Zach came in, both girls were fed and had both seemed to doze off again. Well atleast I get more peace and quiet with Zach until the gang come round later.
This was not my best chapter! Please excuse the sudden crapness of it.
Now I've decided, and it may already seem obvious to the direction of the story now, that it is coming to a close, it may be in the next chapter or the one after, it depends really. but yeah EXPECT A BETTER CHAPTER NEXT TIME.
