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Loving You
(Bella's POV)
I sighed in content while I cuddled Renesmee close to me. She was snuggled in my embrace like a baby again. Renesmee was resting her head against my chest with my arms wrapped around her body. Meanwhile her arms were wrapped around my torso. Renesmee's eyes were watching the T.V, but were drifting closed. It wouldn't be long until she would fall asleep.
I plant a kiss on the top of her curls before I begin to run my hand through them. I look over to see Lizzy sprawled out on Edward's chest while she slept sound asleep. You could only see the mass of her bronze curls covering her head. They were just like her sister's.
It was a late December night and Edward and I were spending some quality with our two little angels. It's been a week since Lorenzo attacked and none of the kids go anywhere unescorted. Even when Renesmee goes to school Edward and I discretely hang around the school property with Jacob in case of anything that might happen. We stay in a listening range so we could spring into attack mode in case of anything. Seth normally watches Lizzy with Esme and Carlisle while we're out.
Lily and Aidan were always under the close eye of Rosalie or Emmett. Jasper and Alice were monitoring around the area with the wolves. With Alice's visions and Jasper's military skills they were the best to help patrol the area with the pack. At night though we were the most alert. Everyone was on their toes. Someone was in the room with the kids at all time while the others were patrolling the area.
"Momma?" Renesmee yawned, turning her head to look up at me.
"Yeah, baby?" I asked her gently.
"Is Lorenzo gonna kill us?" She asked. Her big chocolate brown eyes now locking with mine.
"No baby, he won't kill you," I reassured her fiercely, hugging her tightly to me. "He'll have to go through Daddy and I before he even lays another finger on you."
Renesmee nodded, but bit her lip, "I know you guys will protect me and the others...But I'm still worried. I don't want anyone to die."
"Baby everything is going to be fine. I'll make sure it's fine. No matter what, I will fight so that everything will be okay," I vowed to my daughter. I begin to rock her back and forth while her fits grip to the fabric of my shirt. I felt her tears leak onto my shirt and I begin to hush her.
"It still scares me. I just don't want to loose anyone." My daughter sobbed.
"Just don't think about it," I whispered to her soothingly. I look over to Edward. He looks just like how I feel right now. His topaz eyes filled with the same heartbreak. "Don't worry, just don't think about it," I hushed her. Renesmee soon pulled away from my chest to reveal her face was stained with tears.
"Sweetheart it'll be fine," Edward reassured her. Using his free hand, that wasn't supporting Lizzy, he began to brush Renesmee's curls. She just simply nodded and then went to go snuggle in between us.
"I'll never let anyone hurt you," I promised her. She nodded softly while I kissed the top of her head. Edward then places a snoozing Lizzy down by her sister, right in between the both of us. They've both have been sleeping like this together for the past week. It's the only thing that settles them.
I watched carefully as both girls soon fell asleep. I go to pick up Lizzy while Edward goes and takes Renesmee back up the stairs and puts them down to bed.
Renesmee was now snuggled in between the sheets of Edward's old bed hugging Scout the wolf close to her chest. The little stuff lion and lamb stuff animals she also owns were cuddled at her side.
Meanwhile Lizzy was in her little Moses basket sound asleep with Jem the wolf and another stuff animal of hers, a dolphin named Harper. Alice got it for her when she was born.
Their stuff animals are the only things they have from the cottage. I could tell they miss their beds back at the cottage, but it's too risky to go over there with the kids. I know it was only about a mile away from the house, but I didn't want to take the risk of being so far away from the others. It was better if the girls were here surrounded by all their family members. It was the safest and best option for us right now.
"I'm glad you got the bed," I teased with my husband, watching our daughter's sleep. "It came in handy."
Edward chuckling, shaking his head. "That it did."
"I do miss our bed back home," I muttered to him quietly.
Edward sighed in agreement, wrapping his arms around my torso. I proceeded to sit down in my husband's lap. My back resting against his chest. "Me too, love."
"And I really miss having our special time together," I added, a devious smile playing on my lips.
I could feel a playful growl building up in Edward's chest. "I really miss that as well," He admitted, his voice husky.
"We could always ask Jake and Seth to watch the girls while we retrieve some things for the cottage," I mentioned, winking at my husband. Edward chuckled, pressing a kiss to my cheek.
"It's not a bad idea...I'm sure they wouldn't mind watching them for a bit. We would just go until the girls woke up in the morning," Edward added, pressing another kiss to my neck. I gasped in surprise before grinning in pleasure.
"But we can't leave them now," I replied, dejectedly. "As much as I want to...They need us."
"You're right," Edward agreed, now pressing his lips even further down. "I just really miss our time together, beautiful."
I bit back a laugh, turning around on his lap so I could face him in the eye. Both of the girls were still sound asleep. I then pressed my lips firmly to his, "I love you, so much."
"But we'll just have to wait," Edward filled in, sighing as he cupped my cheek. "Boy, I can't wait to get my hands on Lorenzo's neck for not only hurting my daughters, but depriving me of my wife."
"Not if I get him first," I muttered, moving around so I was more comfortable in his arms.
"You know, we're not the only two deprived of sex in the house," Edward mentioned, rubbing his hand up my arm. "I've had to listen to everyone's thoughts the past week and well..."
"Oh god." I bit my lip, trying to hold in my laughter.
"Emmett keeps thinking about Rosalie in ways I'd never want to wish upon anyone," Edward mumbled unhappily. "And Alice keeps day dreaming about Jasper in a cowboy suit. Even Carlisle and Esme are starting to feel it- now that's something I don't want to see again."
Now I was trying to hold my laughter in, "No way."
Edward quietly chuckled, "Not as bad as Jasper though. Since he feels everyone's lust he's getting the brink of it all. At this point he might turn into one of those tiny humping dogs...He got so desperate with Alice the other day I'm pretty sure they did it in the bushes."
I shake my head in silent laughter, burying my face into my husband's chest. He just sighed, "Sometimes, I really hate being able to read minds. Especially since I can't do the same to my wife and I have my own thoughts plus the thoughts of this family."
"Well, that's why you married me," I remarked, pecking his lips. "So you don't have to hear mine and you get a piece of mind."
"True, but I tend to know what you're thinking," Edward added, kissing my lips again.
"Not always," I shot back, chuckling.
Just then, I could see a crooked grin appear on Edward's face. I raised my eyebrows until the order of two well known wolves filled my nose along with the sound of the front door opening.
"Seth and Jacob just entered the house," Edward pointed out. "They're coming up here to check on the could...Ya know..."
"You sure?" I asked, raising my eyebrows. "Make them babysit just so we can have sex."
"It'll be fine. The girls will be with the wolves and we have a few hours until they'll wake up," Edward said, kissing my lips.
"Are you sure the girls will be fine? What if they wake up from a nightmare," I pointed out worriedly.
"Jake and Seth got them. I promise. I wouldn't do this unless I felt the girls were absolutely fine," Edward told me, cupping my face.
"Alright," I agreed, pressing a kiss to his lips. "We'll tell them we have to pick up some stuff at the cottage, for the girls. I mean, we do need to anyway."
"Perfect," Edward replied, causing me to chuckle. We both smiled at one another playfully.
Just then, the two wolves came into the room. Seth smiled tiredly at us. He was dressed in a sweatshirt and a pair of shorts. Meanwhile Jacob looked at me with raised eyebrows as he shoved his hands into his short pockets.
"What?" I asked, noticing the look on his face. Immediately, I felt something was wrong. "What's wrong, Jake?"
"Oh, nothing," Jacob replied, grinning at me. "You know, we could hear you all the way from outside."
"Oh..." I groaned, burying my face into my hands. The embarrassment hitting me like a ton of bricks. If I was human, I'd be a bright red.
"If it makes you feel better, we didn't hear most of it," Seth replied, scratching the back of his head awkwardly. "I mean, we did hear something about a horny puppy."
"Jesus christ," Edward muttered under his breath.
"So..." Jacob drawled out, walking closer. "Want to explain what is this about us watching the girls while you two 'romance the stone'?"
"Jake," I scolded, glaring up at him.
"What Bells? I understand you and Edward have a sex life you know?" Jacob pointed out, raising his eyebrows at me. "And that's why Seth and I are going to stay here for the night."
"You don't have to," I mentioned. "Seriously, look Edward and I can last. We're fine."
"No! We want to," Jacob insisted. "It's our break. Colin and Brady just took over our spots on patrol. We were just going to be hanging around the house for a bit anyway. Get something to eat, check on the girls."
"Are you one hundred percent sure?" I asked again.
Jacob nodded. "Yeah. Plus Bells, you are still my best friend and as your best friend I want you to be happy. So I want you to spend time with your husband over here...As girly and creepy as that sounds."
I chuckled at him, but then bit my lip. "Are you sure? What about you, Seth? Doesn't Sue get worried about where you are?"
"Bella, I'm fine, Jake is fine. Don't worry," Seth told me confidently. "My mom and Charlie know I'm over here. My mom knows what's going on. Your dad, not so much, but don't worry. Everything's fine. Just have a nice time together."
I then exchanged a look with Edward to confirm if he was okay with it. He nodded, giving me a small smile.
"Thanks guys," I whispered, giving each of them a kiss on the cheek.
"Yeah, don't worry," Jacob replied, taking a seat on the couch with Seth. "We'll just chill here. Watch some T.V."
"Thank you," I replied one more time before leaving. I then grab Edward's hand as we rush downstairs. From there, we made our way to the cottage. We'd get the girls things once we were done, but for now I couldn't wait.
We both didn't even wait for the bedroom. I started to unbutton Edward's light blue dress shirt the moment we got into the kitchen. His hands slipped underneath my shirt, flinging it off so it flew across the room.
I chuckled, wrapping my arms around my husband's neck. Our bare bodies making their way over to the bedroom.
"I love you, Edward," I whispered to him, placing a kiss on his lips.
"I love you too," He replied, chuckling.
The two of us smiled at each other once more before we collapsed together on the bed. All I can now say is, I really missed this time with my husband.
A/N: Hey guys! Please make sure to review and you guys rock :) Okay also I was going through my chapters the other day and noticed one of them got deleted somehow but it's fixed now, so if you were wondering why a chapter went missing it's all fixed and now under one chapter. Once again I hope you loved the chapter and please review :)