Attn: Thank you for the reviews, favorites and follows:) I had a little trouble with how i wanted Santana to react to this situation only because who i base Santana off personally in my own life which is my ex girlfriend who would have totally killed someone lol, but i hope you guys like what i chose to do! I am not one for making you all wait...
"Ooh coffee." Rachel exclaimed happily seeing the man behind the Latina holding a cup holder of four coffees." Help yourselves I want to talk to my girlfriend." Quinn grabbed Santana's wrist." Be nice." Santana shrugged her off." I am just peachy Q." Santana answered in a tone of voice Quinn knew all too well before walking over to the bed kicking off her shoes, she climbed up on the bed and scooted herself closer to the covered blonde. She had been woke up by Sam who wanted to show her many disturbing photographs of her beautiful girlfriend in compromising positions with Ashley but watching the video that Tara had sent her she knew the truth and those pictures were just captured at different angles. She had been fuming this morning until she watched the video of the dance again. Though she didn't like the first part of the dance with Brittany taken Ashley's shirt off and that little tease dance, and the rest of it she didn't like because she wasn't there to appreciate it. How the hell did Brittany do those things on that pole? Santana had asked herself over and over.
"How is my beautiful girlfriend doing this morning?" Santana asked right beside the blonde's head. Brittany almost jumped off the bed not expecting Santana to be that close to her and with her pounding head it sounded like she had a speaker beside her head. Tearing the covers from her head Brittany squinted as she held her head and looked over to her girlfriend. She couldn't read Santana's face and that made her uneasy." Head pounding?" Santana asked as she sat on her knees with her hands crossed her chest." Yes." Brittany answered softly." Here let me help you." Santana turned and held out her hand." Rachel please hand me my bag?" Rachel grabbed Santana's bag and brought it to her still working on finishing her coffee that tasted amazing." Here take this." Santana held out two pills that Brittany could tell were aspirin. Santana took out a small bottle of water and waited to the blonde was sitting up to hand her both" Thought you might need these since we didn't have any stashed here." Santana explained as Brittany took the pills." Thank you Santana I really do appreciate it but why are you here?" Brittany already knew half the answer but she would have never imagined Santana coming all the way back because of a dance. Maybe she had done more and that made her instantly tense up.
"Look Santana before you tell me your answer I am sorry about how drunk and stupid I was last night. I really didn't think I had that many drinks." Brittany explained nervously." Brittany hey I am not mad about you going out with your friends but I am concerned how many drinks Kobe and the rest allowed you to drink. I will talk to them later and bet on me talking to Ashley as well." Quinn laughed from behind them sitting at the little table drinking her coffee and looking through her phone." I'll text her and tell her to be prepared." Quinn nonchantenly said." Please don't blame her it was me to but I should have knew better." Brittany wasn't going to allow Santana to put all the blame on everybody else." Anyways I am here to make sure that doesn't happen again and these pictures don't happen again." Brittany was confused." What pictures?" taken her cell out Santana handed the blonde her cellphone." These." Brittany cringed seeing those pictures that the news had. Holding her hand up to her mouth now she was sure she was about to throw up." Oh my god." Brittany gasps.
Santana watched as Brittany jumped off the bed and rushed to the bathroom. She followed knowing where the blonde was heading. Brittany already had her hair up in a ponytail so Santana patted her girlfriend on the back." I am never drinking again." Santana laughed a little. "we all promise ourselves that exact same thing. Baby you're going to be fine just let's not drink that much at once." Brittany laid in Santana's lap loving that her girlfriend was there and she didn't have to go through this alone.
"I am sorry about the pictures, your family probably hates me now." Santana shook her head." Brittany my parents love you. They know how tabloids are, remember I am their daughter. Plus Mami texted me this morning on my way over here and I called her and explained they know the truth. Both said they send their love and that they'll see us soon." Brittany relaxed more in Santana's arms hearing that." So how long do I have you?" Brittany asked weakly." As long as you want me." Brittany looked up at her girlfriend not getting what she meant." How?" Santana bopped Brittany on the nose." I canceled this morning's interview to come here but the next three I have to do I am going to do here from our hotel room." Brittany's eyes widened" Really?" Santana nodded." I couldn't leave you alone during this time and I am not going to let Ashley have another sexy dance from my girl." Brittany could hear the jealously just rolling off her girl.
"I love you so much San. How the hell did I get so lucky?" Santana shrugged." Because I am awesome." Brittany was laughing harder" Dork." Brittany said feeling much better." But I am your dork." Santana said before covering her nose with her hand." What? "Brittany asked." Your breath stinks." Santana answered. Brittany covered her mouth with her hand trying hard not to laugh. "Let me help you into the shower." Santana offered standing up she pulled Brittany up with her. Brittany didn't say anything as Santana started to take her dress off of her. Once naked Santana turned and turned the water on adjusting the temperature she grabbed a rag off the back of the toilet and motioned for Brittany to get in. she knew she looked like a hot mess she had to as she still had her makeup on and she knew her mascara was probably making streaks down her face but she needed to say this to Santana." This morning when I woke up to find someone beside me and I knew it wasn't you." Brittany kept looking directly at her girlfriend but had to take a break to breathe a few times in and out in and out before she could continue." I don't ever want to have anyone else next to me in bed but you." Brittany managed to say." Good, because I would have to murder someone." Santana said leaning over she gave Brittany a kiss on the cheek." Shower with me?" Brittany asked in a small voice not sure if Santana would want to or not" Of course."
The rest of the evening was spent with Quinn and Rachel at the mall after Santana had a talk to a couple of people well four of her dancers and a security guard about what had happened. Ashley didn't' say much and Brittany was thankful as she could feel how hard it was for Santana not to say something out of line to the girl in front of her. It was like they had a day off and Brittany was thrilled that Santana was right beside her holding her hands as they ran through every store trying on clothes and acting silly. People went crazy when they spotted the star and her posse but Brittany didn't even mind the crowds and crazy comments at her girlfriend, she was just still so relieved she still had a girlfriend. Brittany knew if things had been reversed she would have been pissed and people say Santana was the possessive one. Brittany kissed Santana's knuckles as they walked to the food court." What do you want to eat babe?" Santana asked looking over to the blonde." Rice." Brittany answered." Anything else?" Brittany shook her head." Still kind of nauseous but I want rice." Santana nodded and told her girlfriend to go sit with Rachel who was looking through a Barbara Streisand biography Quinn had bought her earlier "Quinn getting you food?" Rachel looked up and smiled." Yep." Brittany laughed a little." What?" Rachel asked.
"Our girls are so whipped." Rachel thought about it for a moment and her smile grew." I guess they are." Brittany arched her eyebrow." You guess? Quinn is head over heels in love with you my dear friend." Brittany said really excited for her friend." Well so is Santana for you and I have to say Britt I was expecting like world war three this morning when we opened the door and she was standing there." Brittany's eyes widened." I was too that is why I stayed under the covers praying she would wait to later to start screaming." Brittany informed cringing at that thought." I will never ever drink like that again without her or you and Puck around." Brittany had made herself promise herself that earlier." Good I like that idea. What gets me is why Tina and Tara didn't stop you?" Brittany shrugged her shoulders." I don't know I texted them earlier and both said they didn't think I had that many drinks and that they were just as drunk as Ashley and I." Rachel shook her head." Here is your food my lady. "Quinn exclaimed sitting Rachel's tray down in front of her beside Rachel's book." Thank you gorgeous." Suddenly Santana was back handing Brittany her rice" Thank you baby." Brittany said as she accepted her rice." That is all you're eating?" Rachel asked looking at the small bowl of rice." All I can eat." Brittany declared looking down at the bowl.
After lunch it was time to get back to the hotel so Santana could do her interview. Brittany decided to lay down hoping she could keep what little bit of rice she did eat down. Rachel had told her to drink lots of water and eat toasts but nothing sounded good to her. Santana, Sam and Tim stood on the other side of the hotel room with a computer screen talking to whomever they were interviewing with Brittany listened for the most part with her eyes closed finding her girlfriend's voice soothing. When they were done and it was just the two of them again Brittany turned around and was taken back to find Santana on the floor sitting across the room" San?" Brittany asked." Yeah." Santana answered in a small voice." Are you alright?" Santana didn't say anything making Brittany climb out of the hotel bed and walk over to her girlfriend. Sitting down beside the Latina Brittany pulled her arm around Santana's shoulder and pulled her towards her." What is it?" Santana shook her head." Nothing just thinking." Brittany was concerned it wasn't like Santana to be this quiet." Tell me San, please?" Brittany pleaded. Santana pulled away from Brittany's grasps." Earlier when I came to the hotel room I was so furious when I saw Ashley in that video with you I was coming here to strangle her but as soon as Rachel and Quinn opened the door something hit me." Santana said quietly. Brittany didn't say anything she just waited until Santana was ready to speak again.
"I know you would never cheat on me Brittany, I know that but last night in that video when you were undressing Ashley it felt like you were and I am sorry I didn't mentioned this to you earlier. Just Rachel and Quinn were here and I wanted to help you with your hangover." Santana you can tell me." Brittany said wanting to hear this." And you're right I would never cheat on you." Brittany just put that out there knowing that for a fact." I know and that's why I felt so bad that I was over reacting but we have fallen fast for each other. we have done what most people take years figuring out in less than months and as exciting as everything has been we haven't really had any problems to see how we deal together." Santana explained hoping Brittany understood. Brittany nodded following what Santana was saying.
"I want you to know that I don't ever want to see you take anything off of anyone like that with that kind of expression on your face but with me." Santana said feeling relieved about finally getting this out of her system." I understand San and I won't ever do that again. I already told myself and Rachel that if I am not with you or her and Puck I am never drinking like that again. I never want to be in that position again and those pictures no matter what you say about angles and such they were horrible and brought up a lot of memories from my past I never want to think about again. Santana I haven't pole danced since I was fifteen and I hated every moment of it. I hate when men look at me like I am a sex toy and not a human being. When I saw that video of myself I was horrified to think I could get that wasted that I would stoop to that. Something I tried to get away from so many years makes me want to hide in the closet and never show my face again." Santana could hear the hurt in her girlfriend's voice. Taken her hand she cupped Brittany's cheek." I would never want you hide your face Brittany the world needs to see those gorgeous eyes and that fucking amazing smile you have." Brittany blushed." Now that I have that out and I feel like I can breathe again let's lay down for a little before we go out to dinner with the group tonight." Brittany didn't move she just looked at Santana." What?" Brittany bit her bottom lip in thought for a moment before she answered.
"Your amazing San I just have to tell you that." Santana's tight lipped expression turned into a grin." Well I am Santana Lopez." Brittany placed her hand over the Latina's chest where she could always feel Santana's heart." I love this sound." Brittany smiled." Well it beats for a tall blonde with ocean blue eyes." Santana said as she placed her hand over Brittany's heart." I love this sound." Santana repeated Brittany's words." Well it beats for the most gorgeous Latina I know with the most delicious red lips and chocolate eyes." Santana could feel her heart start to dance so in love with this woman." Let's go babe before I take you here." Santana informed thinking about a naked Brittany." Really you are thinking about sex at a time like this?" Brittany asked." Of course and what do you mean a time like this?" Santana asked confused." We were having a moment together." Santana smiled." Well we had that moment and now we can have several moments in bed." Santana wiggled her eyebrows at the blonde who rolled her eyes." ok dork." Brittany was up and holding out her hands for her girlfriend who gladly accepted the help up from the floor." Santana Lopez the romantic." Santana smiled as she started to shake her shoulders dancing all the way to the bed. Brittany laughed loving this Santana so damn much.
"So how is the crab?" Puck asked Brittany who hardly touched anything because although she felt muh better she was afraid of throwing up." It's ok but I am still uncertain about eating right now." Puck nodded knowing how the blonde was when she was sick." Do you mind?" he asked already moving his fork closer to her plate." No, have as much as you want." Santana growled on the other side of Brittany." Honey you should eat." Santana said concerned." I will be alright San, it's just when I am sick I am always like this for a couple of days it will pass." Puck agreed as he commented how good the crab was." I should have ordered this." He said surprised how much better Brittany's food was then his." Next time." Brittany said earning enormous nod from the man." How is your food Rach?" Puck asked wondering." Don't even think about it hog." Quinn said nonchantenly." I was talking to Rachel not Quinn." Puck spat back." its good thanks for asking Puck, how was yours?" Rachel asked." Brittany's was better but mine wasn't too bad." Kurt?" Kurt held up his plate that was still full of food." Knock yourself out I am too excited to eat right now." Puck accepted the man's food mentally doing a victory dance when he sees it; it's the same dish as Brittany had." Why are you so excited?" Santana asked taken noticed how happy her friend did look.
"Blaine is coming to visit us soon." Kurt announced clapping his hands together a few times. Quinn looked up her mouth hung open a little." Is that a good idea?" she asked not realizing they were taken another step in their relationship." Yep, why wouldn't it be Q?" Kurt asked back." I just didn't realize you guys were talking so much lately." Quinn was sad she hadn't really caught up with neither of her best friends and that was so not like the three to not know everything in each other's lives." Yeah we have been talking every day since the tour started and he has even said the three word biggie four times to me." Quinn gasps as did Santana. The other three at the table were just confused at the conversation." What is the three word biggie?" Brittany asked curious." I love you." Santana answered." Oh well that is good right?" Brittany asked joining in on the conversation." Yes very good." Kurt smiled at the blonde." How many times have you said it to him?" Quinn asked." Three times I didn't say it the first time because I never do and you know that." Quinn as did Santana both knew Kurt's rules in dating and serious dating" So are you guys together?" Santana asked wondering if they were now defining their relationship." Not yet but I am about to ask him probably when he is visiting." Both girls squealed." That is very exciting we will have to celebrate." Santana said holding up her wine glass." Yes we will." Quinn added." Girls, girls I can't believe this all three of us in relationships it seems like old times." Brittany was interested in what he meant by old times but she kept quiet as the three clicked their glasses together in the middle of the table before Quinn clicked her glass with Rachel and Santana clicked hers with Brittany's." what about me?" Puck said holding his cup up.
"What the heck turn your cup this way." Quinn said clicking the annoying man's cup with hers." There you go." Quinn declared before turning back to her girlfriend." So who's excited about our show tomorrow?" Brittany asked wanting to keep their conversation going." We all are Britt." Quinn said thinking about all she has to do tomorrow." Can I request something?" Brittany asked turning to Santana." Sure, what?" Santana asks looking at her girlfriends lips." Can you dance with Mike and not Seth at the end?" Santana squints her eyes confused." Why?" Brittany's face was red now as she answered." It's just easier to see you with Mike then Seth or any other hottie male." Brittany informs honestly." Ok I can do that. Thanks for telling me that." Santana knew this had to do with their talk earlier and she was glad her girlfriend was opening up and talking to her about what makes her uncomfortable. Taken the blonde's hand under the table Santana squeezed it before taken her thumb and rubbing Brittany's thumb on her lap." I don't want to seem like I am controlling or complaining." Santana shook her head." I don't think that and if we are being honest I rather see you dance with Seth, Artie or Tina." Brittany nodded." That isn't my call but I am sure if I talk to Mike he would allow that." Brittany understood why Santana didn't want her dancing with Tara that was the most obvious one and she was kind of sure why Ashley was now on her list although Ashley was defiantly straight." Thank you sweetheart as well." Brittany leaned over and gave Santana a couple of kisses before turning back to the rest of the group and listened on in their conversation for the rest of dinner.
Back at the hotel Santana turned on her IPOD as they got ready for bed and both danced like they were on stage then some silly moves and some hard moves that Brittany tried to teach Santana who finally gave up and started to stick what she knew." You're the best dancer in the world." Santana commented as she fell onto the bed on her back. Brittany fell beside her." Well you're the best singer in the world." Brittany laughed." Why can't I give you a comment without you giving me one right back?" Santana asked always curious about that "Because you deserve one as well San." Brittany answered instantly not having to think about that at all." We'll work on that." Santana turned her head looking at the side of Brittany's face.
"we go to Utah here in a few weeks are you going to be alright?" Brittany didn't' want to think about the small town she ran away from but she knew she would have to." I am nervous but I know if I am with you I will be alright." Brittany announced confident about that." Damn Skippy." Santana knew the blonde wasn't ready to face it yet but she would be there when Brittany needed her.
