Attn: Sorry about the long wait and no I am not ready for this story to be finished but it shouldn't go above fifty chapters I believe. I will be posting another chapter later today or sooner whenever I get back to my computer to upload it.
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"Baby you ready to go?" Santana called from the bottom of the stairs. Hearing some scrambling she was speechless as Brittany appeared on the top of the stairway looking like a queen. "Beautiful Britt" San commented once she could talk again. Brittany had let her hair down over her shoulders but curled the long blonde locks that bounced as she moved. Brittany's blue dress fit her perfectly. Brittany shook her head." My hair won't do anything." She whined holding up an end piece." Baby your gorgeous." Santana argued." Thank you" Brittany shyly said before wrapping her arms over her wife's neck.
"We should be going before were late." Santana kissed the pout that instantly formed on her wife's lips." I won't be able to be with you all night." Santana was now pouting." You will be right next to me, what are you talking about?" Santana asked confused." No I got a text while I was upstairs saying they switched my seat with some pop star named Collie." Santana narrowed her eyebrows never receiving that text." I will find out what Is going on and fix it because my wife is defiantly going to be my side all night." Brittany felt better knowing Santana would fix everything.
Once they got to the music awards everything started to get very chaotic and fast. She had people calling her name from left to right wanting pictures. Holding her wife's hand she just focused on the Latina for the most part to get through the snapping of pictures." Come talk to us real fast please." A woman from one of Santana's favorite magazines called her over catching Santana's attention." Let's go talk to her baby." Brittany nodded before following her wife over to the woman with a purple microphone she really liked." Hello Santana and Brittany Lopez." The woman excitedly exclaimed." How are you two tonight?" Brittany smiled at her wife as Santana answered for the both of them." Real excited to be here and see everyone tonight." The woman asked a few more questions before turning to Brittany." You ready for your gorgeous wife to win lots of awards tonight?" Brittany giggled a little." She is going to win them all." Brittany said confidently.
Brittany couldn't believe how close she was with certain stars and she kept secretly taken pictures and sending them to Rachel and Puck. Rachel was here with Quinn but they were sat further back and Puck wanted under the skirt photos that Brittany rolled her eyes at that request." Baby, what are you doing?" Santana asked looking over the blonde's shoulder seeing that she was sending a picture to someone." Sending Rachel some pictures of stars around us." Brittany whispered hoping no one heard her." You guys are silly." Santana shook her head then turned to talk to the woman on her other side who was commenting on her style tonight." Thanks." Santana smiled looking down at her feet then her wife's heels.
Throughout the music awards Santana felt Brittany's hand on her thigh, in her hand and sometimes rubbing her arm. Santana would glance over at the blonde here and there and instantly awe how adorable her wife was as she was star struck with all the people on the stage right in front of them.
"Santana Lopez." The announcer called out and the whole audience went crazy clapping and cheering for the singer. Brittany could feel tears run down her face as she leaned over and gave her wife a quick peck on the lips. Brittany stood and watched as her wife made it up on stage and over to the microphone.
"Thank you so much for everything. I really do have the best fans in the world I love each and every one of you. I guess I should thank my managers and assistants and everyone that has helped me get up here over and over but most of all I would like to thank one special woman in my life that means the world to me my beautiful wife Brittany."
Brittany blushed as she looked up at her wife who was staring back at her.' I love you' Brittany mouthed before the starlet disappeared into the back. "I love you wife." A woman whispered to her as she passed by." Thank you." Brittany said then mentally slapped herself for thanking a woman that just said she loved her wife. Brittany laughed to herself a little before she heard her wife's voice echoing through the building. Looking up Santana and Marley another singer came out on stage with microphones. Brittany didn't know Santana was going to sing so this was a surprise. She couldn't help her heartbeat starting to race as Santana started to dance in front of her. She couldn't wait to get the Latina home to herself.
After the awards was an after party that Rachel and Quinn were attending as well so of course Brittany agreed to attend as well." Can I get a na na na na" a woman Brittany didn't know started to sing and the whole party started to sing including her wife." Here Britt try this." Brittany smelled the drink before she gave it a try and instantly chugged down the rest of the drink without problem." This is good I want some more." Brittany announced making her wife nod and go get some more." There is my other half." Rachel wrapped her arms around the blonde's waist already tipsy." Hey guys" Brittany kissed the brunette on the cheek before waving to Quinn who held up her almost empty drink cup to the blonde" Your wife was on fire tonight." Brittany nodded." She deserved it all." Brittany exclaimed. "Yes she did." Quinn agreed before chugging the rest of the drink." Come on Rachel let's dance." Brittany asked hoping her friend was in the mood." Hell yeah let's go."
Santana made her way back through the crowd without being stopped too many times and was taken back when she didn't see the blonde she had just left but then her eyes spotted another blonde and walked up from behind." Q?" Quinn turned smiling at her friend." Hey S, what do you have?" she asked looking at the drink." This is for Brittany but she is gone." Quinn pointed to her right and Santana looked over in that direction to see her wife and Rachel dancing with a little circle of audience formed around them." Of course" Santana sat down and handed the glass to Quinn who looked down at the drink for a second before chugging it down." Wow that is good." Quinn declared wishing she had more.
Santana had to practically drag her wife out of the club tonight when she was ready to go." Ok enough dancing for you." Santana firmly said as she pulled the blonde to the limo waiting for them outside." But I am not done." Brittany whined." Yes you are. We need to get you home we have a very important appointment tomorrow." Santana announced." But my feet don't want to stop." Santana laughed how drunk the blonde was." You're going to have a big headache in the morning my angel." Brittany started to fall asleep once they were in the limo.
"Sweetheart time to get up" Santana whispered not wanting to hurt the blonde's head anymore that it's going to be when she opens her eyes but they had to get up and start getting ready if they were going to make it.
Brittany sat up too fast and found herself fallen back on the bed with her hands over her eyes growling." I am never drinking again." Brittany cried." A lie we all tell ourselves." Santana announced as she sat down on the edge of the bed with a bottle of water and two aspirins." Here take these." Brittany removed her hands to look and see what Santana had. Seeing the medication she felt a little better. Taken the little white pills and the bottle of water that Santana had already taken the cap off for her, she swallowed the pills fast and sat back thankful for a good wife." Thank you so much." Santana smiled." Anytime baby but let's get you a shower so we can make this appointment." Brittany's eyes widened realizing what today was.
"Do you understand what I am saying?" the doctor asked the blonde who looked deep in thought. Brittany who didn't know what to say nodded." So Santana could not carry our babies." Brittany said out loud even though it sounded so foreign to her." That is correct her condition makes it nearly impossible for her to carry a full term baby without risks to both her and the baby." Brittany tried to process that. Santana knew this was a possibility but didn't want to discourage her wife so had not mentioned it before." I will carry our babies." Brittany declared firmly. Looking over at Santana" If that is what you want?" Santana shook her head a little." Of course Britt" Santana answered without any doubts." Then can I use her eggs?" Santana's eyes widened." Britt my eggs are probably not the best." Santana admitted quietly.
"Santana that might actually work" The doctor said ready to help these women no matter how." If not we can always just use the anonymous sperm donor if that doesn't take next time." Brittany pleaded with her eyes." I really want to have your babies." Brittany stressed." Let's just try." Santana looked away for a moment nervous about this whole process now for the first time since they walked into this fertile clinic. She really wanted a baby with her wife and it would be nice to have one that looked like her or Brittany but she was scared of disappointing her wife." Baby, were in this together." Brittany reminded her on the other side of her not caring that the doctor was in the room." This will work I have a good feeling." Brittany continued placing her hand on the Latina's shoulder." Let's try that is all we can do." Santana closed her eyes and took a deep breath in and let it out before turning back to the doctor and nodded." Let's try."
Brittany had to start taken hormone shots and getting ready for her upcoming cycle for them to insert both Santana's egg and the sperm in her uterus to start to make a tiny human. Santana didn't talk much about the process or what kind of journey they were about to take even though Brittany really wanted to talk to her wife about it, it was killing her not to be able to talk to Santana about what was going on with her. Santana had to do many interviews and would be flying to LA soon to do a few more which Brittany wouldn't be able to go with because of her work and it was really killing her inside the thought she wouldn't have Santana with her for a few days. They had tried this before and it didn't work for them which brought of the question why were they trying it again? Brittany tried to put on a brave face and be the supporting wife Santana deserved but the hormone shots were really starting to affect her. She found herself crying over the weirdest stuff.
"Britt it's just for two days." Rachel said trying to make her best friend feel better." I know but I won't be able to cuddle with her at night or kiss her for two days." Rachel could feel the waterworks coming and started fanning the blonde with both of her hands." Calm down Britt." Rachel cooed." Your class is coming in." Brittany turned to see her students start to pile in the dance room.
"Hey Mrs. Lopez saw you and your wifey on TV both looked hot." Carissa one of her best dancers announced as she walked into the dance studio." Thank you." Brittany blushed trying to collect herself still." Are you going to be alright?" Rachel asked concerned. Brittany nodded." Let's get into dance mode." Brittany declared.
Rachel kept an eye out for the blonde all evening but Brittany was really good at hiding her feelings and was able to get through the class just fine. Carissa stayed to help put the mats away." I can't believe I know someone that knows Santana Lopez its crazy." Brittany kept smiling at the woman." How did you two meet?" Brittany didn't want to get into the whole story with the woman." Fate I guess." Rachel liked that answer and shared a knowing smile with the blonde telling her she approved with the answer." Whatever it was it is amazing you're my dance teacher." Brittany giggled." I am beyond stoked you believe that." Brittany held her hand on her chest." I will see you tomorrow." Carissa bounced out of the studio leaving Rachel and Brittany alone." I will never get use to that." Rachel admitted." Me either." Brittany agreed.
Home that night evening was very quiet for the two Lopez's. Brittany worked on her dance routine in the living room while Santana sat at the kitchen table on the phone going over arrangements for her upcoming trip. Brittany felt herself getting overwhelmed and had to step out of the house a couple of times to get some fresh air.
"Brittany, Are you out here?" Santana asked as she stepped out on the porch." Yes, sorry just needed some air." Santana tilted her head." What's wrong?" Brittany shook her head ready to shake it off." No, tell me." Santana pleaded with her eyes as she sat down beside her wife on the stairs." Ok, I am just feeling a little anxious and it might be the extra dose of hormones I am injecting into my body but it seems like a lot is happening way too fast at once. your trip that Santana I am so happy you are going on because your happy but I am scared at the same time and then you not talking about the baby process and I don't know if were still on the same page with everything." Brittany informed in one breathe.
"Calm down baby you're going to have a stroke one thing at a time." Santana rubbed the blonde's back." We are on the same page with the baby Britt, I just didn't know if you wanted to talk about it because you hadn't I was just waiting for you to start the conversation on that one. Sorry that I made you feel like we weren't on the same page with everything. Baby this trip is hard for me too, remember when I left you last time alone." Brittany nodded." That is why I asked Rachel to stay here with you while Quinn and I are gone." Brittany looked down embarrassed." Honey, there is no worries he is gone babe and can't hurt you." Santana exclaimed hoping the blonde felt safe here." That isn't why I am worried San, I don't like knowing I won't have you for two days with me." Brittany confessed sadly." Honey don't think of it like that, think of it as a break away from your crazy wife." Santana tried to make the blonde laugh but Brittany started to burst into tears freaking Santana out." Oh my god Britt I am sorry." Santana apologized not knowing what was going on." Sorry, I am not crying because of that joke San." Brittany tried to explain but Santana was already pulling her into her arms." I don't want you to go." Brittany admitted knowing she was sounded needing." Baby I won't then." Santana firmly said not liking how sad her wife was at the moment. Brittany pulled away." You have to go this is your career San and I have to get over this fear of you leaving me." Santana shook her head." No, you come first I told you that." Santana reminded the blonde." I know but you have to go." Brittany declared in her do not argue voice.
At the end Brittany felt better they had this conversation and that Santana held her all through the night that night kissing her every now and then not wanting the blonde to start crying again like she had earlier. Brittany tried to reassure her that she wasn't going to but Santana wasn't confident.
Trip day
"Santana I want another fifty kisses before you leave me." Brittany said from the couch in the living room cuddled up to a sleeping Rachel who had come over this morning at three so Brittany wouldn't be alone after Santana left." I am coming queen." Santana yelled back making sure she had all of her bags as the driver came to the door ready to take them to the car. Brittany heard the driver and her frown deepening knowing her wife was really about to leave.
"Baby it's going to go so fast you won't know I am gone." Santana whispered to the blonde who had rushed to the Latina as soon as she seen her step into the living room." I know you keep saying that please remember me." Brittany joked making Santana laugh." Like I can forget you" Santana started kissing Brittany over and over on her neck and then all over her face before landing on the pouting blonde's lips." I love you with all my boobs." Santana said as Brittany squeezed her tightly." I love you with all my boobs too." Brittany said back before pulling away." Be safe Santana." Santana nodded." You two have a good little break." Brittany rolled her eyes." Call me once you get there." Santana agreed then left the blonde watching her walk down the driveway.
"This sucks." Brittany complained once she was in the house again sitting down beside her sleeping friend. "No it doesn't, I get you too myself." Rachel sleepy said putting her legs on the blonde's lap." That's true." Brittany laid back on the couch." Can we have ice-cream for breakfast?" Brittany asked out of nowhere." Brittany we are grown adults so yes we can have whatever." Rachel answered. "Good because we are having ice cream." Brittany declared before closing her eyes thinking of a bowl of chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream that she would be having once they were ready to move.