I know, I hate these just as much as the next person but I wouldn't have posted this had I not thought it was important.

I just want to start off by apologizing for not having posted an update in almost a month.

A lot of things have changed recently and its tough trying to get used to it. Reality sucks.

Anyways, I wanted to make clear that I have NOT given up on this story. I made a promise to you all and I intend to keep it. I hope to hear from you guys either today or by the end of the week when I post A NEW UPDATE (finally)

P.S. I AM NOT A PERFECT PERSON. I CAN NOT promise that this will not happen again. But if it does PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PM me to get my head together and start typing again.

Thank you!

HERE'S A PREVIEW OF CHAPTER 26:


BPOV (The Day Before)

I'm starting to feel like this was a bad idea.

I shouldn't be here.

I know that.

And yet, while thinking all of this, I'm still walking to the door.

'You have it all wrong' I hear my mind telling me.

'You're being delusional' I hear it say again.

Yet at the same time I can still hear Edward's words echo in my head.

I thought i was protecting you.

I'm so sorry.

I love you, please... please don't let this change anything.

Where are you going? Wait! Bella... BELLA!

"Who goes there?"I hear a raspy voice ask, shaking me out of my thoughts.

"Jake?" I call, frightened by the previous voice. "Jacob is that you?"