"There is a high place in the heart of our planet
overlooking a large freshwater lake like a sea
in those hills, there is ore, and ore is demanded
for building, for warships, for technology
This place is not very high when compared to
our mountains, our buildings in the jeweled cities
but when you must walk every day up and down it
it is very high, so high, so impossibly
cold in the winter, mud in the spring,
hot in the summer, cold again too quickly
the only thing walking that holds you together
is that blue, blue expanse stretching far like the sea.
Every day, we must wake and eat crusts for black breakfast
then we trudge from the camp to the base of the hill
carrying with us great boxes and picks for extracting
ore from the rock and rock from the hill
another troop carries heavy shovels and axes
it is their job to scout out new sites
for mining more ore, then they must cut down the
sor and the brush and build a path to the height.
Every day, we walk up the serpentine path
which slithers through the hill with empty box on our backs
we fill the box up with rocks and then head down
single file once again on that serpentine track
we must walk down slowly for the boxes they bend us
over with their weight and footing can't be slack
lest we fall, bodies tumble, rocks spilt like water
and miss our quota for that day in the rack
we are forced to walk quickly back up the serpent
the pIn'a' beating the sweat off our backs
we are forced to do this over and over
no matter the season, our hunger or wrack-
ing cough that takes our whole bodies aback.
You may wonder why a great civilization like tlhIngan
uses manual labor instead of ship-kind
for this is how we used to mine mountains
and build cities and bridges, instead of heave high
but the answer is simple, two reasons deny.
The first is: people are cheaper
than ships, ship building, all technology
The second: only warriors may outfit
a vessel which flies, only warriors may leave.
I have seen too many die on the hillside
hands trembling, arms straining, legs weak in the knee
their eyes hollowed out by the unending labor
of walking up, going down, ore crushing their being
I have hauled rocks down the hill
when ice froze on my eyelids
when my skin was red oozing with bites from the fleas
I have walked up thirsting desperately for water
mind numb, not feeling any sense or degree
I have walked with my brothers who loudly were singing
of longing for home, for a place to be free
I have walked with indifference up this small mountain
indifferent to living, indifferent to be
But there were rare moments, in all my walking
when I looked up from my feet bent with ore
I saw the wide lake and the sun on it glitt'ring
I saw the sky and the beauty once more
such a desolate place, so quiet and lonely
but old, so much older than my suffering
the waters so still and serene and so lovely
reminding me that after death she would be
there, standing witness with her deep and cold water
not a promise, but something that you must know to see
how my heart took solace in seeing that water
still, quiet, calm, and serene.
I am alive today. Do I call this living?
I do not know what living might mean.
I only know the face of the water
keeping my heart deep under her streams.
I only know the song of the mountain
longing for her to weep for their dreams."
