Tris started screaming and I tried to get in but couldn't. Chris ran to call the doctors. Meanwhile I was pounding on the door screaming for Tris to hear me and calm down. I don't know what's wrong, but she better be okay. After a moment Zeke was pulling me away. I would have fought him for real, but I couldn't do that to him. The doctors ran in to help her thank The Lord. However I still need to see her. I need to be by her side. The doctors went in and after a few minutes Tris was fine. I looked through the window and we made we contact. After a moment she glared at the doctors and said something to them. I'm not sure what I'm a horrible lip reader. Two of the doctors stayed in the room while the third came out. "Are you Tobias," asked the doctor. I nodded and he pulled me on the side. I looked back at Chris and Zeke. They gave me confused looks and I shrugged. "My name is Dr. Jones, you said her name is Beatrice Prior," asked Jones and I nodded again. "Well there is a lot of paper work that needs to be done since our records say a Beatrice Prior was killed a few years ago. As for now we need her brother and someone else of her choice to sort through this. Right now she wants that other person to be you." Jones paused to see if I had questions but I didn't. Right now I was impatient. All I want is to be by Tris's side. "That is all you may see her now," Jones says and I give him a thank you. He brings me back to Tris, but Chris and Zeke have to wait outside. I tried to get them in with me, but it wasn't working. Jones let me into the room where Tris laid waiting. Her eyes were bright and a smile graced her face. How I have waited to see that smile again. That smile that makes me feel alive. It feels as though the old Tobias and Four are here. After all they had been missing their Tris and here she was. I kneel by her bed and stare at her and she does the same. We don't talk. I think we both know that this could end at any moment. We lost each other once. We can't afford to do it again. "Tris," I say as I cup her face in my hand, "I still cannot believe your here." She puts her hand on mine, "me niether. After all this time and everything we've been through." I want to break down. I want to do so many things right now, but I can't. Whatever happened a minute ago could happen again. I won't risk that. It looked like she was in a lot of pain. I could never put her through that. I will never put her through that. "Rest now Tris you'll need your strength," I say softly and as always she counters, "No I'm fine really." I shake my head with a smile, "No rest and we can talk later." Before she has a chance to protest I pull her into a kiss. It wasn't like te one in the chasm or the many other kisses we shared in the chaos. This one was filled with more longing and love. It was as though we were younger and just falling in love all over again. I have to say I like the idea of falling in love with her again, but how can I when I never stopped. When we stop kissing time freezes. To think I haven't seen her in 3 years and I never stopped loving her. Tris was and is my everything. "I love you," I say softly and she nods. "I love you too," Tris said quietly and I leave her to rest. I shut the door slowly behind me making sure it's unlocked. Chris looks at me with a questioning face. "Well what happened why did Tris freak out in there," Chris asked nervously. I shrugged, "I don't really know, I just hope it doesn't happen again."
Tris
I saw Tobias talk with Christina and Zeke outside. At first I really wanted them to come in, but now I felt self conscious after whatever happened to me. Jones said it was a panic attack, but it didn't feel like one and at the same time it did. Personally I don't care what it was as long as it downs tha open again. For a few minutes I stare at the ceiling letting myself get lost in thought. What happens now? I wonder how this place has changed. I wonder how I have changed. How has Tobias changed or Chirstina or Zeke? No one ever really changes, but it seems like they do. After a minute the door opens. A man who I don't recognize then I see it. It's Caleb it's my brother. He walks unsure and hesitant then as he approaches me he seems tense. "Beatrice," Caleb says barely above a whisper. I look up at him. I'm not sure how to react. Should I be happy or angry to see him? I can still be angry about what he did years ago, but I chose to go in. Without warning he pulls me into a hug. I'm frozen truth be told I wasn't expecting that. I didn't know what to expect. "Thank God your alive Beatrice, I am so sorry. I should have stopped you. I should never have turned you over to Jeanine." Caleb went on for a minute and I wasn't paying attention. It wasn't that I didn't want to listen or I didn't care. It was just hard. I willed myself to hug him back. When he let go of me he said, "How are you feeling? What did they do to you?" I don't know what to say. Honestly I feel alright but at the same time I feel like crap. This has not been the best few days of my life but far from the worst. "I feel fine and they did... Stuff," I say. I can tell he wants to push it but I don't want to talk about it. I don't want to talk about anything. "Caleb I'm tired can I tell you another time," I say sleepily. The doctors gave me some medicine and now it's taking effect. Caleb nods and kisses my forehead. I am happy about that but at the same time disgusted. Does that make me a horrible sister to not want affection from my brother? Maybe, but I don't care. I am still upset with him. Anyway I have a right to. I have a right to a lot of things.