hey readers this is a quick note. Thank you for all the reviews they really make my day to know you guys like the story! Anyway I have a question. What are some things you want to see happen? I'm asking because I have a little writers block. So if there's something you want to see put it in the comments or PM me. That's it enjoy chapter Tris (six).
On the third day I was able to see Christina. We talked for hours laughing and talking about old times when our friendship had no problems. She told me about how she's been meeting some guy. I am happy for her and it did make me think of Will. It made her think of him too but in a different way. "Okay so tell me where are you going to stay after this I mean you can't stay in a hospital forever," Christina asks and I laugh. "No I can't and I don't want to, and I don't know where I'll stay," I replied with a shrug.
Christina's smile grew wider, "well I do have an extra room in my apartment you could stay there." My eyes widened, "Really, but why?" I ask and Christina gives me a dumbfounded look, "oh I don't know I haven't seen my 'sister' in years and I thought she was dead for that time. So you know I thought I might want to catch up with her." I laugh harder and pull her Ito a hug.
"Thank you Christina," I say happy and sad at the same time. Happy because I'll be with my friend, but I was sad. What would happen when I left? I already know about some stupid paperwork I have to go through because of my supposed death. "Your welcome now when do you get out of this place," Christina asked and I paused. I think I get out tomorrow. "If not tomorrow than in two days," I say unsure and Christina nods. "Alright well I better get the place ready for you, besides I think visiting hours are over, see you Tris." "See you Christina," I say sadly and she is hesitant to leave. It's been hard for my friends and I can tell.
Although it has been hard for me they were the ones who thought I was dead. I lay back down as Christina leaves and stare at the ceiling. Lately I've started to hate ceilings, but I can't stare at walls all day. Even though that's what I've been doing. I decided to get up and walk around a little bit. My side still burns and the bullet wound still hurts just not as much. The bullet wound was healing better than the burn. The doctors said that the burn was similar to an electrical burn. That made sense because Nita activated it as Matthew and I left. I wonder how he's doing. As I walk to the door I think of the first experiment they did on me.
*flash*
I sit in a metal chair my arms and legs bound to it. I've been struggling for the past five minutes but it's no use. I'm ready to give up, but I can't. I'm afraid of what they'll do to me. What will they do to me? The doctor came in with a smug grin. He was talking but I didn't hear what he said. I was to anxious to pay attention. After a minute he gave me a shot in my side and that's when the world turned black. I felt burning all over my body. Every muscle, every bone and every vein burned as though it was on fire. *flash*
I get chills as the memory fades away. That was the first expieriment and the worst. Maybe that was how Nita was able to do this to me. I will probably never know. Or at least I hope I never know. I want to be down with that, but I can't. It's as though I feel their eyes on me. As if I'll never be free from them and it's agonizing. I hear knocking, I look at the door and no one is there. The knocking continues and I look at the window. It's Four.
I watch him for a moment then he opens the window. This is it. We need to talk about what has happened. I just don't think I'm ready for it, but I can't runaway from it. I've waited for this day to really talk to him. To really be with him again. Although I am a afraid I can't be anymore because he's here. After all this time Tobias stands before me. How I waited for the day. This day to see him again. "You were never gone," Tobias says with tears streaming his cheeks. Tears begin to fall as I say, "Yes I'm here, I'm alive." He stares into my eyes and walks forward pulling me into a hug, "I love you Tris," "I love you too." I squeeze him hard knowing the twists and turns have just begun, but we can do it.
It feels so good to be in his arms. For once everything is perfect. It was worth it. Everything we had been through to get here was worth it. Does that mean I was worth to him? I know he was worth it to me. I look up at him and stare into his eyes. They are the same as when I first saw them. The same as when we at the dauntless compound. Without another thought or word we lean into each other. Our lips intertwine and it is amazing.
I missed his kiss more than I thought I did. We continue to kiss passionately and hungry for me. He wraps his arms around my waist and gasps. "I'm sorry forgot about," "it's okay just don't let go of me," I say softly. "Never again," Tobias says into my hair making me smile. It's been a long time since I smiled from him. This is the one smile that's different from the others. That's because this smile belongs to him and so do I. He is mine and I am his.