A/N: Hey readers sorry to say I won't be on until next Sunday because of nationals. I will try to post on Saturday, but I probably will be to busy so just expect the post to happen on Sunday. Anyway this chapter is a shorter than others, but hope you enjoy.


Tris

Tobias really made me think about what I had done. I kind if felt guilty, but at the same time I shouldn't have. All I did was step outside. He is just worried and I can't blame him for that. I love him to much and I've been without him for to long to be anger with him over something so small. It doesn't matter anyway, besides as long as no one got hurt everything is fine.

I let go of Tobias first. It hurts to much to think about everything that's happened. Truly I wish to forget this. I wish to forget everything about the last few years. Maybe Tobias does to. His eyes burn into mind and I feel like crying. My head starts pounding really hard and my vision blurs. It takes me a minute to process that I'm crying and blacking out at the same time. Forcing my eyes to stay open I see Tobias his look of panic. "Tobias-" I start but I'm to late the darkness took over.

Tobias

Tris started to tear up then her eyes closed. For a minute I thought she was just trying to calm down. I didn't think I made her mad, but then I see her eyes just close as she says my name. Before I knew it she fell into my arms and I hold her upright. I was panicked, but I did my best to stay calm. Caleb seemed peaceful as well and said, "she's alright it's just the blue pills, the doctor said if she takes more than one in eight hours it will put her to sleep."

I nodded and lifted Tris into my arms bridal style. After all this time she is still as light as ever. A though occurs to me what had they done to her. I hope they didn't starve her. If so I'm going to lose it. With a sigh I walk to the truck behind Caleb. I set her in the middle and get next to her. Her head falls on my shoulder as I buckle her in. Hair falls into her face and I move the fly aways behind her ear. Caleb watches us for a minute. For a minute I think about snapping at him, but I know Tris wouldn't like that. I hold my tongues and look at Tris with sad eyes.

Caleb took a deep breath and said, "Four-Tobias whatever your name is," I glare at him as he goes on, "do you really love Beatrice." I want to pounce on the question, but I can't. The look in his eyes was to I don't know it was so sad and concerned. "I love Tris with all my heart, and I can't lose her. If she dies I will go down with her. Last time I didn't, but now there is no doubt that without her I need to leave. She is my heart and beyond words I love her," I say simply. I grip her hand as sleeps and Caleb smiles. "I know we have our differences, but I want you to know I'm happy Tris has you," the words he said surprised me. Really I wasn't expecting that.

I nod simply because I don't know what to say. Caleb starts the truck and we drive away from the office. Caleb drops us off at my place. "Tobias," Caleb called and I turn around with Tris still in my arms. "Tell Tris I love her and I'm sorry," he says and I give him a light smile. "If I don't forget," I call back jokingly and he laughs, "of course." Caleb drives away and I bring Tris inside. Once I get to my apartment I have to open the door which is kind of tricky. Eventually I get the door open and I bring Tris to my room. I set her down on my bed and pull her shoes off slowly hopeful that she doesn't wake up. Once her shoes are off I debate whether or not I should give her more comfortable clothes. I think she would be pissed so I decide against the idea.

Before I close the door to my room she says in a small voice like a child, "Tobias." I turn around to see her eyes glossy. "Yes Tris," I say softly and walk over to her side, "what do you need?" "Can you give me one of your shirts," is all she says and I nod with a smile on my face. I pull out my grey t-shirt and it should be a dress on her. When I return Tris has her jeans on the floor, but is struggling with her shirt. I chuckle, "do you need help," Tris looks back at me and nods.

I pull her shirt over he head and she is now in underwear and a bra. I do my best not to look at her and I do alright. I put my shirt over her head and her arms go through the sleeves making it easier for me. Once the shirt is one she lays back down and I pull the covers over her. Her eyes stare into mine and I smile and this is how we stay until her eyes close and they flutter lightly. I kiss her forehead and leave her to rest. I love her and need her like I need to breathe.

How survived without her for so long is a mystery, but I'm glad with her now and we have our lives ahead of us.