Tris

When we stopped kissing I felt incredibly empty. However his hand intertwined with mine and I really like the feeling. With a nervous grin he says, "alright melady your carriage awaits." I laugh, "melady?" He shrugged as his cheeks turned a light shade of red. It was kind I adorable. As we walk outside the crisp cool hair sends a rush of energy through me. I breathe it in to smell mint and pine cones. Hand in hand we walked outside to the front lot. Tobias told me to wait out front for a minute. I nodded unsurely, but I wasn't worried. A moment later a long black car drives by and the end stops in front of me. For a moment I'm reminded of the first a black car stopped in front of me.

It brings tears to my eyes, but I force myself not to cry. I refuse to shed anymore tears. I can't do it. When Tobias steps out of the car I am filled with relief. "What's all this," I ask with a giddy grin. "Well I figure you deserve the best and this is the best," Tobias said and I laughed. "Honestly I would have been fine with anything," I say, but Tobias shakes his head as he holds the door open. "Come on let me treat you like a princess just for tonight," Tobias begs, reluctantly I nod. A long time ago he said he would treat me like a princess. I remember telling him not to do that, but he still tried. We had moments like that only twice because with the war and the Bureau and everything else wrong...

Well we just never had the chance to act like a real couple. I have no idea how to act with him or how he should act with me. That's if there is a certain way, which I hope not. I'm sick of rules, I've had my life full of them and I cannot take it anymore. Sliding into the car was a little bit of a challenge because my dress would stick to the leather seats. Luckily I didn't have to slide to the other side of the car. Tobias just went around. The car ride wasn't long, but it felt like an eternity. Tobias and I didn't speak much. I wasn't really up for talking and maybe Tobias felt the same way. The car stopped in front of a beautiful restaurant.

Tobias told me the front looks similar to one that used to be very popular. Before the world went crazy. It was called PF Chang's I think. According Tobias it was a Chinese reastaurant and it sounds like it was to. We headed inside behind our hostess and she set us at a booth underneath a small chandelier. The lighting was extremely dim and the whole place was dark. However I could still see Tobias and that was enough. The waiter came and Tobias ordered me a coke. "What's coke," I asked and he smiled, "it's an amazing drink came out a year ago." I nodded. The waiter returned with our drinks.

Staring at the coke I was nervous to try it. Since for the last few years all I've had to drink was water, orange juice and sometimes milk, but that was it. Slowly I take a sip of coke and it's amazing. "Oh my God," I gasp, "this is actually really good." "I knew you'd like it," Tobias says with a grin and I smile. I tell Tobias to order what he thinks I'd enjoy. He nods as he says, "I was planning on doing that, I'm glad your going along it makes this night easier." "Really how much easier," I ask leaning forward and Tobias does the same. Outr faces are only an inch apart. Staring into his eyes makes me feel like I'll burst into flames. It was the feeling I missed most when I wasn't with him.

That feeling of pure energy. Both of us fill the small space between us and kiss. Our lips move together as one as though they are two halls of the same whole. After a moment his tongue tries to enter my mouth. I bite his tongue lightly. "Ow," he breathes, but doesn't break the kiss. I laugh, "not yet." We stop kissing when the waiter comes back. I noticed people were staring at us, I hope they enjoyed the show because their going to see this again. Surprisingly Tobias orders something that sounds easy. Some kind of steak plate, but he only ordered one. "A steak plate," I ask and he nods, "yes since I know on romantic dates spaghetti is cliche I decided with a large steak."

I throw my head back and laugh. "Alright I can't wait to taste it," I say with a grin as Tobias reaches for my hand over the table. Moving my hand forward we touch. It sends electricity through me and I feel ecstatic. He holds my hand in his softly, but still strong. This was us. Making every physical contact important, but also laughing. I had never laughed so much in one night. Honestly I didn't remember whether Tobias was funny or not, but it wasn't that. It wasn't that he was telling jokes, I think it was just the night. It was just perfect. When the steak arrived I became nervous. It was a really big steak.

I'd say 12-14 inches long and 6-7 inches wide. I stare at him and he smiles nervously, "yeah it's pretty big." "It's huge," I gape looking back at this huge steak in front of me. After another minute we start cutting it. Sadly I cannot cut into it. Tobias gets up from his seat and puts his arms around me. His hands hold onto my wrist lightly and he moves them back and forth. Before I knew it we were cutting into the steak. The idea of him staying around me like this fantastic. I know he will let go and I feel empty again. For now I enjoy this moment. I enjoy his chest pressed against my back and his arms hovering over mine.

It takes me a minute to realize he stopped cutting the steak. Turns out we were just sitting there. I lift my head up and kiss him. He returns the kiss. I start scooting back and he starts to come closer until we are sitting. Both of us sit on the same side of the booth. When we break our kiss I feel like I'm glowing. I also don't feel the emptiness I get when we break. Even if I am satisfied I want more. However my growling stomach speaks for me and we eat. I let Tobias cut my food and every now and again he feeds me a bite. I still can't cut into the steak, but eventually I get a small piece to break. With a smile I feed it to him.

It is small, but he just smiled and ate the piece. As the minutes went by and the smiles we shared past more than half the steak was gone. My head rest on his shoulder while his arm holds me close. "Four," I whisper, "yes Tris," he replies softly. I breathe a laugh as I nuzzle closer to him. "If this turns out to be the rest of my life," I start, "I'm happy it's with you." "You and me both Tris, you and me both," he whispers in my ear as he rubs my arm with his firm hand. A little while later Tobias orders us a slice of cake. I'd assume dauntless cake, but he says, "it isn't dauntless cake, sadly they don't have the recipe at least not yet.

However this cake is a close second." That makes me laugh again since I know he loves dauntless cake. For him to say this cake is a close second it must be good. Our waiter sets the cake in front of us and takes the other plates away. The cake is light, fluffy and moist. Inbetween each slice was chocolate icing. Tobias fed me a bite, but something was wrong with it. There was something in my mouth that wasn't cake. I used my tongue to try and feel what it was. It was like a small circle. I pulled it out and wiped the choclate icing off of it. It was a ring. For a minute I'm confused, but the look in Tobias' eyes is making me feel better.

"Well look at that," Tobias says with a huge smile. He takes the ring from me as he stands up. My heart is pounding so hard in my chest I think it might burst. "Beatrice Prior," he starts, "you are the most beautiful girl I have ever met. I love you to the moon and back. Even though it's been ages since I last saw your face and heard your voice, I cannot go through that again." I'm crying now and I don't think I'll ever stop. I love him so much, but can I marry him. I won't say no of course, but I don't think I'm ready. "Will you do the honor and be my wife, marry me Tris," Tobias said holding the ring in front of me. I can't speak, I forgot how.

Instead I nod with a nervous laugh. He smiles and slips the ring on my finger, it was a perfect fit. Christina did that I'm sure. "I love you Tobias," I choke and he smiles. I wrap my arms around him and he lifts me up. When we split I hear an applause, but the sound fades out as our lips connect. I close my eyes as we kiss. This kiss isn't like the others, It is sweet, warm and full of sparks. This night could not get any better. Instead something went wrong.

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