Ok, so first off I'm sorry but this is only an authors note/update from me. Next I apologise for being so slack with my updates but right now I'm so deep in a black hole that I'm finding it difficult to do a lot of things and as a result my writing as suffered. When I write new chapters I get to the end of them and have to delete them because I just hate what I've written, I hate the way the characters have turned out and I hate the direction I took things, none of it fits with what I want for that chapter and for the direction I want to take the storyline.
To elaborate a little about what's going on in my personal life; a few weeks back I had to have Athena (aka Little Miss) put down, she became ill and putting her under to see what was wrong was just too risky, she had a high chance of not waking up at all. My partner and I broke up although we've gotten back together and we're slowly working through our crap and trying to repair everything between us. My depression and social anxiety have really done a number on me and I'm taking pills/getting professional help to hopefully get my shit together.
I feel as if I owe you an apology or at least an explanation as to what's happening and why I haven't updated in a while. It's not that I haven't wanted to or have been too busy to it's just that I can't find the energy (mentally, emotionally or physically) to do much and if I write in the state that I am I will regret it and I will end up hating the direction I take the story lines for each character. Plus since breaking up with my partner I've lost the computer I had everything stored on so I'm in the market for a new one to replace the crappy laptop I'm working off (Thankfully I managed to save all my files and written work).
So to illiterate I'm extremely sorry for my lack of progress/updates and please don't hate me for it, I need to step back and work slowly otherwise I will just stop working all together and the last thing I want to do is just chuck in the towel on these stories because I love all of them very much and honestly, sometimes writing my characters in heinous situations helps me (and as an FYI I will never post the one shots I've written with scenarios like that, mostly because I purge everything in my mind at that time and characters wind up dead). So yes, please don't hate me and hopefully I'll have chapters for everyone soon.