Surprise! I hope you guys like this update. Lately I feel like I haven't been giving you guys anything good and I feel absolutely terrible for it. I hope this make us for it!
The ascent up the stairs seemed almost endless for Rin, her heart hammering loudly in her chest at the revelation her mind had come too.
It hurt her, this constant turmoil was poisonous for everyone, and it was beginning to take its toll on her.
"Good night," he murmured, gently lowing his lips to meet hers for a quick kiss before he parted gently, the slight smile on his face warming her before he turned his bedroom, the hand on his arm stopping him.
The demon turned to look at her as she seemed to settle on her thoughts. It was impulsive and boarder line stupid but then again, anything rational and thought out contradicted itself and made her even more confused.
"Rin?"
Wordlessly, her hands reached to cup her cheeks before she stood on the balls of her feet to kiss him, her hand sliding to cup his jaw and the skull behind his ear, surprise taking over him before he relaxed into her kiss, pressing back to her gently, his eyes closing softly.
Since their kiss at the party, her heart couldn't ignore the feeling of want she had for him. Her lips moved with his, a small moan slipping from the back of her throat as she felt her chest against the one she desired most, his fingers weaving through her dark locks and pressed against her back, drawing her closer to his body.
The demon managed to press the young woman against her bedroom door, their intimate kisses and touches unceasing, their lips parting to drink in quick breaths of air before returning to their devious antics. Rin's hands moved from his face to his arms and shoulders, the strong arms lifting her to land softly on the bed, her dark hair splayed as she looked up at Sesshomaru.
Wordlessly, Sesshomaru lowered his mouth to hers, her body shifting underneath his, a small moan at the back of her throat when she granted him access, his tongue sliding against hers while his hands moved up her waist and hips, his fingers hooking through the belt loops, the skin of her hips displayed to him.
"Hah, Sesshomaru," Rin sighed when the demon's lips moved from hers to suckle and nip at the flesh of her neck and jaw, the arms around his shoulders as she pressed him closer to her, her body moving against his.
Words were unneeded in their moment, their voices used for nothing more than panting and gasping, her chest swelling as she inhaled deeply from what Sesshomaru was doing. Slowly, her fingers reached to pluck at buttons on his dress shirt, his muscles revealed to her piece by piece, her fingers trailing over the strong chest and abdomen.
It was Sesshomaru's fingers that reached to pull the strings of the corset of her dress, his hand pulling down the beautiful gown to reveal the strapless bra and matching panties, her curves and breasts having grown since their parting thanks to their child.
Drinking in her form the demon kissed her pale flesh, his lips skimming and wandering over her collarbone, kissing and worshiping her flesh with his mouth. Slowly, he moved down her chest, his own torso becoming bare as she gently pulled off his white shirt.
"Sesshomaru," she sighed in content, her hand wrapping around his shoulders once more, her nails digging into the pristine flesh, the demon growling softly at the feeling, the vibrations sending shivers down the young woman's spine, her moans creating pleasure in his.
The black material was unhooked from behind her, her bra sliding off her body to the floor, Sesshomaru's mouth now allowed to suckle and kiss at the mounds of flesh, still more sensitive since her child. Her body arched into his as she moaned at the feeling of his tongue over her nipples, strong hands sliding up and down her body, caressing her smooth flesh before he moved over to the other untouched breast, his lips skimming and trailing across the valley of her chest, Rin's body moving to his as it had so many years ago. Memories flashed through their minds of what they used to be, unexpected elation coursing through Rin's body at the thought that they could still have all that and more.
Soon all her thoughts disappeared as his fingers fluttered over her skin, her mind consumed with whatever the demon was doing to her.
Sesshomaru was swift as he pulled off the remainder of the dark underwear from her body, her form now entirely exposed to him, her chest heaving slightly as his amber eyes gazed down at her, hungry for her and her alone. The young woman shuddered as his lips skimmed her body and his nose inhaled her scent deeply over her flat stomach before reaching the black curls that concealed her sex, the scent of her arousal driving his own further.
Rin whimpered quietly as he teased her, her chest exhaling her breath, her brown eyes closed in bliss. The demon planted a final kiss on her body before he delved into her, Rin trying not to scream in pleasure, her toes curling while the demon teased her. "Se-Sesshomaru!" Rin called, her voice equally as melodic while she tried to restrain herself from screaming at the top of her lungs.
The demon felt excitement claw at him while she moaned and pleaded for him, his hands running up and down his slender thighs, her taste as enticing and tantalizing as his wildest fantasies allowed, perhaps even more so now that she had truly allowed herself to him. He pulled himself away from her with reluctance, Rin whimpering softly before she felt the bed shuffle slightly, her head lifting up to watch him remove his pants and take his place over her, the young woman shivering in anticipation.
His lips met hers as he began to ease himself into her, Rin wincing slightly as she adjusted to his girth after five years of abstinence, her breath trying to steady herself while Sesshomaru groaned at the feeling, his eyelids closing as his amber irises rolled back out of pleasure.
The two remained still as they panted, the demon wishing for nothing but pleasure for her, letting her body adjust to him after all the time apart. Slowly, her trembling fingers reached to cup his cheeks, her mouth open as she swallowed deep breaths of air.
"Rin…"
Saying nothing, she lifted her body to kiss him, her arms wrapping around his shoulders and neck. His hands found her waist, his fingers splayed as he pressed her navel against his, her chest crushed against his muscular one.
The demon parted slowly, his eyes meeting her lust-filled brown orbs, her nose touching his as she tried to close the gap between them. For once since they reunited, Sesshomaru finally saw her look at him with love in his eyes with not even a glimmer of confusion slipping through.
He moved slowly at first, watching her facial expressions change from discomfort to pleasure, her head tilting back as he mouth opened to cry out in the pleasure he was causing her.
"Ah-hah, Se-Sesshomaru-" her sweet voice moaned keenly, "hah-more, please!"
"Anything, my Rin," he sighed, his hands clutching at the sheets, his lips suckling and kissing at her collar bone, Rin moaning loudly at the feeling while a hand ran down the side of her body, his claws careful not to leave a mark on her body that would cause her pain.
The young woman nearly screamed as the demon complied with her begging, his tempo increased as he made her see the heavens repeatedly, his own vision dotted with white as he groaned every time he entered her. Rin didn't last long after her years without him, her walls tightening around him as she climaxed, her voice restrained yet reverberated off the walls, his name echoed as she arched into his body, Sesshomaru following shortly after her.
"Rin," he growled as he released himself inside of her, his body nearly collapsing on hers, his arms steadying himself over her, their chests heaving as they panted after their endeavours, the young woman's arms still around him before they slid down to the tops of his, her lust-filled brown eyes looking into his before she kissed him tenderly, the demon pulling out of her with care.
"Sesshomaru," she breathed, her hands rubbing over his sweat covered body, her eyes drooping slightly, spent from their actions.
The two were silent save for the panting, Sesshomaru moving to pull her form into his arms, his nose buried to her dark locks.
"You've grown," he murmured softly, breaking the quiet, the young woman blushing slightly.
"A baby will do that," Rin told him quietly, her feet gently running over his calf more so out of instinct.
"I hold no objections," the demon whispered, his lips pressing to her cheek, his amber eyes holding a flicker of remorse.
"Sesshomaru?"
"I'm sorry," the Sesshomaru finally confessed, "I-I couldn't hold myself back around you anymore…"
"Sesshomaru…."
"I've longed for you," the demon continued against her flesh, "all these years, I never took another out of my thoughts for you."
"Really?" she asked as her chest heaved, a small glimmer of hope in her eyes despite her selfishness.
"Truly," he whispered, "my thoughts were always consumed by you, your smile, your light, your…" his hand trailed down her body to slip up her shirt, a coy smile playing on his lips, "…body, moving against mine."
The young woman blushed furiously, "since when are you perverted?" she teased lightly.
"Since I haven't had you in five years," Sesshomaru told her, "I was left alone with nothing but my thoughts and memories of you."
"I hope that didn't prove to be any sort of … embarrassment for you," she hummed softly while the demon chuckled above her.
"Almost," he confessed eyeing her mischievously, "there were times when the thoughts were at … inappropriate times I will admit," his lips pressed against hers, "inappropriate, but never unwelcome."
"Really?" she asked, "it's good to know I'm not the only one."
"Are you telling me you had perverse thoughts?" he teased softly, his hands slipping the sweater off her body.
"I've had dreams," she confessed, her body curling up to kiss him, her fingers gently running over his arms, "I'd imagine us, like we'd used to be and then," her dark eyes searching his amber ones, "I'd wake up, and you weren't there."
"I'm sorry," the demon murmured, his lips filling the gap between them, his arms wrapping around her slim waist, "that shouldn't have happened to you, I shouldn't have done that to you."
Rin said nothing as she rested her head on his shoulder, her nose inhaling his scent deeply, his cologne nostalgic.
"You'll be here when I wake tomorrow?"
His amber eyes looked down at her, his long fingers running through her hair.
"And the next day and the day after that and every day for the rest of my life," the demon told her as his head fell into the pillow, "I promise you like I promised my son, I will never leave the two of you again."
"Never?" she questioned quietly, "so this isn't it?"
"It will never be," the demon told her, his finger on her face, "I made two promises to the two of you, promises I will honour to my grave."
"Sesshomaru," she whispered as the demon gently pulled the two of them beneath the covers, "I want to believe that you will, I want it to be true with all my heart but-"
"Trusting me is hard," Sesshomaru murmured, his head on the pillow next to her, "after what I did to you I understand entirely, so please," his body rose to kiss her lips tenderly, "let me rebuild it, piece by piece."
Brown eyes searched his in silence for a moment before she spoke, "I'll give you one more chance, for my son's sake so please," she swallowed thickly, "please don't break my heart a second time."
"Your heart," he told her softly, "is the kindest and largest I have ever encountered, but it is also the most fragile thing; you have given it to me out of your own free will and I damaged it once," his hand covered where her beating muscle resonated, "I will help you fix the damage I have done and protect it from everything else, I will not hurt it a second time, I shouldn't have done it in the first place."
"Thank you," she murmured, her hand covering his, her dark eyes fluttering slowly shut, her head lowering to the pillow, Sesshomaru's arm slipping around her to pull her closer to him, Rin curling up next to his warm body.
"Rin," he called to her softly, the young woman already drifting off to sleep, her body forced to listen to him.
"What is it, Sesshomaru," she asked equally as softly.
"I love you," he told her quietly, her eyes looking up at him, her heart feeling full for the first time in years save for the times she looked at her son.
"Do you?" she dared to ask, "do you really?"
"With everything I can," he whispered, "you and my son."
Her head relaxed onto the pillow as she closed her eyes, a small smile on her lips while Sesshomaru lay next to her, her body still curled tightly into his.
"Sesshomaru," she hummed quietly, the demon giving her a small sound to show that he was listening, her throat swallowing her nervousness before she pressed on, "I… I love you too."
"Even after all I've done to you?"
"Even then," Rin sighed, "like I told you, I have and always will, love you."
"The only other times I have felt so happy from words were the first time you told me you loved me, the first time our son said it to me, and when you claimed our child ours," his hand brushed aside the lock of her hair off her peaceful face, "and I, like you, will always love you."
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