AN: Heres another chapter! i hope you are still interested in the story line because i have a lot more ideas! I had some technical difficulties but i am slowly figuring it out! Bare with me! Also now i am able to reply back to reviews! Yay! I love hearing from my amazing followers.

Chapter 11

Marks POV

They took her. Right from my arms. They thought that I could live without her but I cant. A guy said that she was going to the morgue but they would not let me go with her. All I wanted was to go with her where I knew she would lie peacefully. But the longer I stayed with her the more I got asked that painful question. 'Are you ok?' How do you answer that? I'm alive, not physically harmed. But when you lose someone you love the definition of 'ok' changes. You think you will only be ok if you are with them.

So instead I ran. I went to the stairs to be alone. I have been sitting here, waiting for the pain of losing someone you love to go away. It doesn't. Every time you think you may be able to get up you are crippled with the thought of never getting to see that person again, never getting to share the rest of your life with them. How is that fair?

Callie walks through the door and incases him in a hug. They have both been through so much together. He is her rock and she is his. "I'm here for you Mark." He looks up at her. "I know." His eyes are red from tears. "I love you. I just really want you to know that because Lexie never will. She will never get to know how much she meant to me. Now I know that I should never wait to tell people how I feel about them." Callie hugs him even harder. "Oh course I know that and I know she did too. Just because you never said it does not mean she didn't know." I really hope your right." "Of course I am." They sit in silence for a minute.

"Cal, I think I am out of love to give. I have really loved four people already and I don't think I can love anyone else. Derek was my family when I had no one. Lexie was my one and only soul mate. Sophia gave me a whole new happy life and then I have you. You have been my everything for so long. My best friend, the person I can laugh with, the person I can cry with. You see I have loved so much that I don't think that I can love again."

There are now tears in Callie's eyes too. "Mark Sloan, you have the biggest heart out of anyone I know. I believe that there is someone out there with as much heart as you and I know Lexie would want you to be happy. But if you choose to not love anymore then that's ok because you have all the love you can get for Derek, Sophia and I. Oh and believe it or not Arizona loves you too. She just has a weird way of showing it." The last part makes Mark smile a little. "Now lets go get Sophia for Bailey before she thinks we abandoned her." Callie pulls Mark up and they start to walk hand in hand to the door she came in. Before they can leave the stairs though Mark crushes his best friend in the tightest huge she has ever received lifting her right off of the ground. "I don't know what I would do without you!" Mark says into her hair as he hugs her.

They walk hand in hand looking for Bailey. They find her in the lobby sitting with Sophia in her lap, Zola sitting next to them and Tucker running around in front of them pretending to be a racecar driver. "Hey Bailey, thank you so much for watching our girl." The small but feisty doctor jumps to her feet still holding Sophia. "You could have told me you were going on a secret mission! I would have kept it on the down low." Callie laughs. "We couldn't take any chances. You understand?" "Yah, yah I get it now take your baby." She hands over Sophia and turns back to the other children. "Time to find April so I can go home!" Bailey walks away holding Zola, trying to keep up with her own running child.

Callie leads Mark to Arizona's room. April is sitting in a chair next to Arizona's bed. When she sees them enter she jumps up. "She didn't move the whole time you were gone. Now ill give you guys some privacy." April whispers. "Thank you. Oh and Bailey is looking for you." Callie whispers back. "Oh ill check in. I bet I'm on babysitting duty till Mer and Derek are back on their feet." Callie pulls Mark over to the little bed April had brought. "Lets go to bed." She pats the bed, which is actually more of a thin peace of fabric and spring with wheels with her hand signaling for him to lie down. Once he does she hands Sophia to him and rolls it right up against Arizona's hospital bed. The cot is a lot shorter then the hospital bed but it still works for what Callie was planning to do. The Latina carefully climbs onto her wife's bed and snuggles next to her. Then she reaches down for Marks hand. They fall asleep hand in hand with Sophia in between them.

Richard walks into Arizona's hospital room to find a somewhat surprising scene. Mark Sloan sprawled across a very small cot. Both of his legs hang over the end. He is holding Callie's hand who is asleep on her stomach on Arizona's hospital bed. One of her legs is dangling over the side of her bed and is resting on the small cot touching her best friends back. The arm that is not holding onto Mark is wrapped tightly around Arizona's waist. Arizona sleeps soundly; she is the only one that is sleeping in a relatively graceful manner. Sophia is sitting up fully awake on the edge of Marks tiny bed. Richard has to fight his urge to take a picture and send it to all of their friends.

Right as he is about to leave the room the door opens to revel April. "Good morning Dr. Webber. How is -. She can barley suppress her laughter. "What happened here?" She whispers. "I have no idea, but is was not going to wake them." April grabs her phone out of her pocket and snaps a few pictures. They both turn to go but before they are out the door April's pager beeps loudly. "Damn it!" They both turn to see all of the sleeping doctors jump awake.

Mark sits up fast, looking around. "Hey where you watching us sleep?" He asks in an angry voice. Callie pushes herself up with the hand Mark just let go of to look behind her but then lays right back down, not caring. "That was adorable! Do you guys always sleep like this or were we just lucky to catch that? By the way what was that?" April says. "Sleeping now shut up and leave!" Callie says through her pillow. "Did I miss something?" Arizona asks. "Yes! But don't worry I got some pictures." "Show me!" April runs over to show her the funny pictures that she was already planning to send. "Oh my god! You two are crazy sleepers and I can assure you we do not sleep like this on a regular basis." Arizona thinks back to the time Mark had slept in their bed. She had hated it but Callie seemed to have had the best time. The largest smile she had ever seen on her wife's face was on full display. Mark also felt a little uncomfortable but was happy to have the company of his best friend even if her, at the time girlfriend now wife was there.

"Delete that picture." Mark says but before he can enforce that he puts his heat back on his pillow. "We will just come back later." Richard says to Arizona, who seems to be the only one still awake. She feels Callie wrap her arm around her waist and she puts he own head back on her pillow. "That's probably a good idea." "Ill bring Sophia to daycare so she doesn't disturb you." "Ok" Her eyes are now closing as a wash of drowsiness washes over her.

Mark is the first to wake up the second time that morning. He looks up to see Callie hugging a sleeping blond. His watch says its 10:30. He sees tray holding what must be Arizona's breakfast. That reminds I'm how hungry he is so he sets off in the direction of the cafeteria. He returns to the quite room with two bagels and two steaming cups of coffee. He walks up to Arizona's bed.

"Cal, wake up." He says shaking her hard on the shoulder. "What do you want Mark?" "I want to talk to you, maybe come up with a plan?" She roles over to face him. "I also brought you breakfast." "Fine ill get up!" Before she gets out of bed she kisses Arizona lightly on the lips to wake her up. "Good morning sleeping beauty," Callie says softly. "Hey! That's my line!" Mark accuses. "Oh shut up Mark that's everyone's line!" The brunette says glaring at him. Would you like me to bring over your breakfast, Mark brought mine?" Arizona looks to bed having a hard time coming out of her sleepy fog. "No thanks, I'm not really in the mood to eat right now. You two eat, I'm going to sleep a little more." "Ok that's fine too." Callie turns back to Mark whispering. "Ill page someone to come stay with her while we go eat and talk somewhere else. She looks exhausted I wouldn't want to bother her."

Callie pages April who comes right away and the two take off towards the attendings lounge. They are not surprised that it is empty sense most of the people who would be in there were in the crash. They take seats so they are facing each other. "So what is it you would like to know?" Callie asks. "Well first off how is she, I know she broke her leg and it's infected but how bad?" "Pretty bad, but I'm hoping I can get the infection under control. I think I will bring her to the OR later this afternoon to do an open reduction and internal fixation. But I made the mistake of promising her I would not take the leg. But what if I have too?" "She will understand if it keeps her alive. Maybe not at first but eventually. I was also wondering if you thought if asking Owen next door to Arizona's room was a good idea? I don't really want to be staying at home alone and that room is not fully done so patents don't stay in it."

Callie had never thought about the future. She had been taking it minute by minute lately. "Yes that's a great idea! We could turn the rooms into a little apartment sense they are connected by that door in the wall." Great and I was also thinking I would run home today. Like to grab us some clothe and stuff for Sophia. Just the essentials."

Just then Callie's page goes off from her cubby. "That sounds like a great idea. Callie gets up digging to find it. "I guess it was lucky of us to be here." She reads the pager. "I'm being page to go look at Derek's hand. He hurt it in the crash." "Ok ill go grab stuff from home and bring it here. "Ok I'll text you!" She calls over her shoulder as she leaves the room.

Mark gets in the car and drives home. When he gets there he starts to grab things like cloth, baby toys and movies for Arizona to watch in bed. After an hour or two of collecting he puts it all in the car and starts driving back to the hospital. He hears a pop and the cars usual smooth motion becomes bumpy. He gets out of the car to find a popped tire. "Come on!" Right then his phone rings. "Hello?"

AN: So I hope you liked this chapter! I will try to update again as soon as possible!The drama is going to pick up in the next chapter! Also I think I am home for the school year, which will let me, post WAY more!