EPOV
"Would you like some coffee Mr. Cullen?" Maria, my housemaid asked from the Patio doors that led to my barely used chef's kitchen.
My head made a short nod as she made her way back inside.
It was a beautiful saturday morning and the city was roaring with tourists and shoppers. Staring out onto the streets, I watched as families and couples walked by staring up at the immense tower that housed my penthouse apartment in awe and wonder.
It was lonely at the top.
All I wanted to be doing at that moment was sharing a cup of coffee with Isabella Swan in her small loft downtown and watching sappy romantic movies.
Maybe it was just that I missed Tanya, or that I hated being alone. Maybe, I could convince myself that all I wanted from Isabella Swan was company...
Maybe, I could deny the fact that I was insanely attracted to her and that she was one of the most beautiful young women I had ever seen.
What would have happened if I would have stayed and watched her wake up and stared into those dark greeen eyes of hers...
I wondered what her morning breath tasted like and moaned.
The patio doors swung open and I heard the clatter of heels pound against the brick patio as I looked up in utter surprise.
"Hey sexy," she cooed lovingly. "I've missed you."
Stretching from the patio chair I was sitting on I stood and made my way towards her, wrapping my arms around her waist and planting a kiss on her large puckered lips.
"When did you get back?"
She shook her strawberry-blonde hair from her face and smiled. "I only came to see you for the weekend, I need to be back by Monday night."
Tanya curled her fingers through my hair and pulled. "Let's get to your bedroom."
**TC**
Fake double d breasts stared up at me as Tanya breathed in and out, deep in sleep. Her naked body was sprawled beside me, spent with the hour's of love-making. The last two times, I had came so hard, my body shook.
It was then I imagined being between Bella's legs and spreading my seed inside of her.
Staring at my phone on the nightstand I contemplated calling or messaging her as Tanya slept soundly beside me, but what would I say?
Annoyed with myself and my wicked thoughts, I stood and ran a hot shower on my back. Maria sung somewhere in the living room in spanish. She was a thirty-six year old Venezuelian woman. Married with two kids.
She wasnt exactly my type but she was quite attractive, and Jasper had thought so too at one point.
He and Maria had an ongoing affair for almost three years. He had even helped her purchase her house in Queens.
The husband never seemed to ask questions.
And so Jasper never came to visit me.
I wondered if Bella knew about Maria. I wondered if Bella really knew Jasper. It wasnt that he was a bad guy, it was just that Jasper never fell in love. Jasper liked to screw anyone and everyone I had ever been with.
See, I had been engaged once, I was twenty-two.
Her name was Elizabeth and she was only twenty at the time, but she had been my everything. She stayed in New York while I had been in Yale. One summer, I decided to stay for extra classes.
My mother and father had been in the Hamptons that weekend, their 15 bedroom penthouse should have been empty, except for Emmett. Jasper should have been studying abroad.
That weekend, I decided to go home and see my Elizabeth.
Her moans could be heard from the foyer...
After finding my fiance and brother sprawled naked on the library floor, I had decided love wasnt for me.
Years went by and I of course forgave my brother, he was my brother, but Elizabeth was out of the picture.
Jasp and I spited each other a lot after that, until he met Maria and I had met Tanya.
**TC**
Esme looked at Tanya with adoring eyes. "How is Germany, my dear?"
She wore a creme colored versace suit with a pastel blouse underneath and sat at the foot of the table across her husband.
Emmett and his girlfriend, Vera of over five years sat across from Tanya and I. He was in a t-shirt and khakis.
Emmett lived in SoHo, smoked a shit ton of pot, and at thirty-one still handled a skateboard pretty well. He was a cool, laid back dude. Upon recieving his trust fund, he got into the real-estate business. Basically he lives off the rent from all of the properties he owns and doesnt really do anything all day besides whatever he wants.
Vera, his girlfriend was a short blonde, her hair was cropped short and she had light brown eyes, not a true beauty but she was very kind. She was a painter.
Em and I looked a lot alike, except for the fact he was a foot taller then me and had curly bronze hair that was slightly darker.
"Germany is great. But I miss being here with Edward," Tanya admitted to my mother as she looked up at me warmly.
Carlisle gestured for one of his housemaids to fetch him a new fork and coughed to get everyone's attention on him as he spoke, "When is the wedding?"
My parent's wanted grand-children as soon as possible, but they believed in tradition and doing things the right way.
Which was why Emmett was sort of the black sheep of the family. He lived with a woman and had no intention of ever getting married to her.
"Next spring," Tanya sighed sadly. "I really wish we could do it sooner, but Ill be traveling a lot this year."
The thought of a wedding and marriage made my stomach twist and flip into a million knots. Was this really what I wanted? Or what my parents expected of me?
My phone buzzed in my trouser pockets as I took it out to see a text message from Jasper. He sent me a picture of a baby cow and said, Would you really eat me?
Looking down at the prime rib steak on my plate, I sighed and shook me head.
Emmett discussed investing in sports stocks with our father as Vera, Tanya, and my mother discussed wedding plans.
Filling my mouth with food, gave me an excue not to chime in on either conversation.
That night, as Tanya slept soundly beside me I crept outside to my patio and dialed TP's number.
She answered on the third ring and sounded like she was very awake.
"Edward, its late..."
"What are you doing TP?" There was music in the background and I couldnt help the curiosity.
She sighed into the phone, "I'm at a lounge uptown with some friends..."
There was a male voice in the background calling Bella's name and my stomach knotted, it wasnt Jasper's voice.
"Which one?"
She told me the name of this so called lounge, and I crept back inside dressed quickly and went out the door.
My limo took too long to round the block as I impatiently hopped in and gave my driver directions.
Tanya would ask where I went, but I didnt care.
TP shouldnt be out alone at one in the morning at some "lounge" in the city. It was dangerous out there for a young woman her age.
Besides, I wanted to see her...
A/N: This story will be ALL canon. Hope you are liking the quick updates, I just cant help but share them with you as soon as possible! So what do you think is going on in Edward's head, jealousy, worry, anxiety? And I wont do lemons unless it's an E/B.