Ciel opened his eyes to find himself alone again. He felt that something was different but he couldn't quite put his finger on it. He felt more relaxed. He lay still for another moment before sittng up and making the decision to return to his work.

The door creaked open and much to Ciel's displeasure, Sebastian stepped in..

"What are you doing in here, I told you I didn't want to see you!" Ciel said sternly, he wanted to avoid becoming ill.

"I am well aware of what you said Ciel, and I have allowed you to have time by and I have had a lot to think about and I have reached a decision." Sebastian said cooly.

"I don't give a damn about your decision or your thoughts. I just want you as far from me as possible. I really don't care" Sebastian sat down next to him, grabbing the boy and forcing him to look into his eyes.

"You will, You no doubt have felt something different, it is because I have come to the conclusion that what you need is not the service of a butler, you are very young to be without parents and what would benefit you most is to have a father." He waited for Ciel to respond.

"What the hell are you on about just go away!" Ciel raised his hand as if to strike the demon. Sebastian grabbed it. Ciel began to kick furiously only to be swept into the demons arms as Sebastian moved into the middle of the bed holding him tightly.

"Ciel, I know that you haven't had an easy life these last few years, you and I have been through so much and you need to trust me." The boy struggled against his grip.

"let me go, I order you"He shouted.

"My dear son, you no longer control me, the contract could not remain, I offered it only because another demon heard you call out and as your father I had to protect you as best I could. I know this is difficult and I must ask you to give me the chance to be the father you deserve."

"No. I don't believe you. You can't-"

"I understand, Ciel, at one time you and I were very close and you were able to feel the love I have for you. We would have no choice to show the outside world our Master and butler cover but I want to give you the opportunity to remember what it feels like to have a loving father, give methis chance precious one and I will prove to you that I can be one hell of a father." Ciel listened careful to what the demon said.

"I don't want you to-"

"You don't want to or you are afraid of being hurt again, I will never leave you Ciel, it takes a lot to kill a demon, and because I have you, my life is worth more than I ever thought it could be. I would die to protect you, but I will also live for you. I meant it when I said you are my world. You and your Mother were more important to me than my own life. You knew that once, you will again, I swear it." Ciel stopped struggling and Sebastian loosened his grasp.

Sebastian was only a little surprised when Ciel buried his face in his chest, sobbing softly.

"I-I hate you!" The words felt like millions of knives thrust into Sebastians heart. His arms remained around the boy gently as he rested his chin on top of the boy's head.

"It is alright Ciel, because I love you. Nothing you could ever do can change that. A father's love is forever." He said soothingly.

"Promise me something"The earl said nestled against sebastian much in the way a baby would be.

"Anything my dear."

"Don't evver use that voice, his voice, It makes my heart hurt. He sniffled.

"Never again Ciel, I swear it"

A/N I feel the need to apologize for this chapter and its sappiness. but thank you to everyone reading, following and reviewing. It really means a lot that you guys are enjoying this. so big thank you to everyone.