EPOV

We gave each other an awkward hug as I whispered in her ear, "It's good to see you."

That was a lie. It wasn't good to see her, it was terrible. This was going to be a disaster if I couldn't keep my shit together.

She nodded slowly taking a step back from me and going to meet and greet my father, I noticed there was no diamond on her finger and grinned inwardly.

He had not proposed yet. And I hoped he didn't plan on doing so on this trip, if so Id make sure it didn't happen.

Immature, yes. But that's how TP made me feel. Desperate and clingy.

She sat beside Jasp on the plane while he read a book about being a vegan and she did a crossword puzzle.

Esme drank champagne and sat in front of the TV next to Carlisle who was on the phone making plans for CNL he had yet to discuss with me.

Emmett tossed a football back and forth as his live in girlfriend sketched something on her Ipad.

And I sat there, drinking a glass of scotch wishing I could have a cigarette and imagining how much more awkward this would have been had Tanya been able to make the trip.

The stewardess served lunch.

Shrimp cocktail, a variety of different cheeses, white wine, and a chicken ceasar salad. No chicken or shrimp for Jasp.

He watched in horror as both Bella and I devoured the ghastly foods.

"You're both sick."

My stomach nodded at the slight truth of his statement.

She giggled holding a shrimp up in the air by his nose. "Poor baby shrimp. In my mouth he goes," she gushed.

He chuckled lightly and kissed the tip of her nose, I looked away and out the blue sky.

Hours later the wine and the boos had us all asleep.

Well most of us.

Jasper slept soundly beside Bella as she stared at me through mesmerizing green eyes, and all I could do was stare back and smile crookedly at her.

"I want to kiss you," I mouthed.

She looked down and shook her head.

Exhausted by the proximity of our bodies and being unable to do anything about it, I stood and headed towards the back of the plane where the bathroom was.

BPOV

He had been gone for what felt like ever. Looking around the sleeping bodies, I wondered if it was obvious to the others how Edward reacted when I was around.

He didn't seem quite in control, and that scared me.

Esme and Carlisle and the rest of their family seemed kind enough, but how would they react if they ever found out about what he and I had done?

It was a mistake to agree to this vacation, I knew that the moment I had said yes. But what excuse did I have...

Sorry Jasper, I cant ever meet your family because I fucked your brother senseless for a week while you were away.

God, I was such a horrible person.

Edward Cullen had changed me for better or worse I didn't really know, all I knew was that Id never forget every single moment we had spent together.

He was the man of my dreams, but wholly untouchable. He belonged to another, and I to his brother. Sickening as it was, I wished we could be together.

Even after he had used me, after he had let me go as if I never mattered. Even after he continued playing his little games.

I wanted to kiss him too, but it'd only lead to trouble...

Impatiently, I stood and went toward the back of the plane in search of Edward. Convincing myself I was preoccupied by his safety, I finally found him.

He sat on a black leather couch beside what looked like to be the door of the bathroom.

It was disgustingly beautiful how the rich could afford such luxuries as a plane that almost looked like the inside of a penthouse suite.

There was a lit cigarette in his mouth, and he inhaled it deeply staring at me through emerald green.

"Thought you quit?"

Shaking his head slowly, he patted the empty spot beside him.

Looking back, I noticed that no one could see us back here and without thinking it through, I sat beside him.

Putting the cigarette out in an ashtray on the cup-holder beside him, he leaned in towards me his lips barely inches from mine.

"Its impossible to quit something you're addicted to for good," he whispered leaning in closer. "It's impossible to forget something that tastes so good."

His lips pressed against mine, and I didn't push him away. I pulled him in closer.

It didn't matter that we were thousands of feet in the air and that his family was merely feet from us, Edward didn't seem to be worried if we got caught.

And at that moment, while he lifted me in his arms our tongues dancing wildly in each other's mouths, neither did I.

This was all worth it.

He opened the door to the bathroom and I was astonished by how large it was compared to other bathrooms I had seen on planes.

Closing the door behind us he placed me on top of the sink and parted my legs open, reaching down to massage me.

My dress was pulled up and I was soaked through my underwear with how wet he made me.

Anyone could wake up and notice we were gone at any moment. Anyone could catch us at any given moment, but he didn't care.

Sucking on my bottom lip, with his left hand he parted my underwear to the side and then I felt him unbutton his pants.

He was inside me within seconds pounding into me as the plane roared. No one would hear us over the engine.

I moaned against him.

"God, Bella. God, fuck," He whispered as he pounded into me slowly. He was so long and so very hard.

My walls tightened around his shaft as he continued to fuck me, hard.

And then I came and he continued to pound into me as the spasms rocked me body and I pulled on his already disheveled hair.

Then I felt his hot seed shooting into me and he groaned against me pulling me closer to him.

"I missed you so much TP..."

Edward brushed the hot tears I hadn't noticed falling down my cheeks and kissed me passionately.

Pulling my dress down for me and fixing my hair, he finally re-buttoned his pants. With one final kiss on my cheek, I watched as he opened the bathroom door and closed it behind him.

Stunned, I sat on the sink my body wincing and hurting from the fact he was no longer inside me.

"What the fuck?" I whispered in the air. Why did I just let that happen?

Edward and I had just joined the mile high club together, and it had not been intentional.

Now how was I supposed to sleep beside Jasper for the next week and a half and not think about his brother sleeping in the next room over, alone...

"Oh god", I cried.