And let the smut continue... ;)
Chapter 5:
We lay side my side on the bed, Tobias' hand resting on my lower stomach.
"You know... It still gets better." Tobias says. That can't possibly be true.
"I'm having a hard time believing that." I retort.
"Would you like me to prove it?" He asks. There is nothing in the world that I want more right now. Is it sex... Is that the next step? Am I ready for that, how could I not be. I turn to Tobias and he has a very faint grin on his face, his eyebrows raised.
"Very much so." I admit truthfully, his grin grows wilder and devilish. He sits up, is he going somewhere? He shuffles down and spreads my legs to either side of him. He leans forward, resting on his elbows, in between my legs. He turns to the side and kisses the inside of my thigh sending a surge through me to my centre. He begins to trail kisses up the inside of my thigh, I moan louder the closer he gets to his destination, he is only inches away from my previously forbidden area when it becomes almost painful I need him so badly.
"Tobias." I whine, "Please." I beg.
His tongue touches low and trails up, it hits a nub that causes my entire body to jolt. Once he's found it, he stay there. He flicks it with his tongue a few times before wrapping his lips around it to suck, whilst his tongues continues to collide. This is undoubtedly better; warm, wet and a completely different sensations.
"It can't..." I gasp, through my moans. "Get better... than this..." I struggle between gasps and moans. It is the faintest sound, but I can feel the vibrations through me as Tobias chuckles? He shifts his weight and I feel his hand trail up my thigh. It rests just below his mouth for a moment before he pushes a finger inside me.
"Fuck!" I scream. I have never used that word, I have never used any profanities, that is how incredible that felt. It's hard to think, it's hard to hear and it's impossible to see. I feel the vibrations as Tobias growls after my shocking use of language and he pulls his finger out, which feel almost as good as when he thrust it in again.
"Fu-uck, Tobias!" I scream again. Am I pleading, yes. Does he comply, definitely. He continues to pump his fingers into my, all the while his mouth staying very trained on that ridiculously sensitive bundle of nerves. I can't believe I have held on this long, but that tight feeling has been building for a long time and it has reached its peak. I orgasm more powerfully than any time before. Again, screaming Tobias' name I can feel my muscles clench around his finger as my body shakes vigorously. This is usually the point where he stops... but he doesn't. He starts to pump his finger harder, tease even more skilfully with his mouth. For a moment he completely removes his fingers, I whimper at the loss before he inserts two fingers inside of me.
"Fucking... Oh... Fuck... Tobias!" I'm screaming incoherent praise. I'm a gasping, moaning, screaming mess. It only takes seconds for me to fall over the edge again. I don't even know what the sounds coming from me are, something between a sob, a whimper and a laugh. Removing his fingers and mouth from me, he repositions himself so that he can crawl up my body, we are again face to face.
"You have no idea what you do to me." He whispers into my ear. I think I have an idea though; a long, hard idea. I can feel him, hard as stone against my upper thigh, he is so close to my entrance. "When you curse, I just..." He groans. "And when you scream my name, fuck."
"I want you." I plead, my voice shaky, my breathing heavy.
"I need you." He responds.
"Then take me." I whimper. He pulls back to look into my eyes.
"Are you sure?" He asks, his eyes are crazy with hunger. I nod and grasp the back of his neck and force his lips onto mine. I had forgotten where they had been, but I don't care, he tastes like what I'm guessing is me. It's a bit strange, but not off putting. He continues to kiss me more passionately than ever before as his hand trails in between my breasts, down my stomach and his touch is gone. I feel the his tip aligned with my entrance.
"Tell me if you need me to stop or slow down or anything, okay?" He asks. I nod, I can't wait anymore and I buck my hips. He enters me, he's slow and so careful. He's much more to take than two of his fingers. He is barley halfway in when I feel him hit a barrier, he keeps pushing. All of a sudden he bursts through it and a crippling pain shoots through me and I cry out, I sob and tears form in my eyes. My arms clasp around his large biceps and I squeeze as hard as I can.
"Stop." I sob. He stops pushing, and he starts to pull out. I cry out again at the pain it causes. My hands land on his ass to stop him moving backwards.
"Stop moving!" I scold. My eyes are shut tightly, tears escape them. My breaths are erratic and uneven. Christina lied! That was incredibly painful, that was one of the worst things I have ever felt. I do not like sex right now, I do not like it at all. He stays unmoving for about a minute, his arms are beginning to shake. We can't just stay like this... we have to do something. I reach my hands back up to his ass and ever so slowly, begin to push him in further. I was waiting for the crippling pain to come back, but it doesn't. Here is that 'pinching' feeling Christina was talking about, it's barley painful. I sigh with relief.
"Slowly?" I ask Tobias, I'm finally able to open my eyes to look into his, they are concerned, very concerned.
"Are you sure. You really don't have to." He reassures me.
"Slowly." I repeat. He begins to pull out, it's even less painful. As he begins to thrust forward again I'd almost call it pleasurable. After another few thrusts the pain is completely gone, replaced by pleasure. He's still going incredibly slow. I moan and he stops. He miss understood that, I buck my hips into his.
"Faster." I request, he immediately complies. Somehow the bar is being pushed higher and it begins to feel ever better than his mouth and fingers. I want more.
"Faster." I ask again, my moans are getting louder, my gasps more frequent, my breathing heavier. That feeling is building inside me and it's begging for more, so I do too.
"Fuck... Tobias! Faster!" I scream. He's going as fast as he can possibly push his body. I feel like he's still holding back... I spread my legs wider.
"Harder!" My hands go to his back and my fingers dig in, holding on for dear life. I hope it doesn't hurt him, but when I scrape them down he moans and mutters 'fuck' under his breath. I feel trapped beneath him. I want to move faster than this. It takes all my strength to even make him budge slightly but his arms instantly give out and I roll him onto his back so I'm on top. I do this without him leaving me. My hands go to his chest as I pull him out then thrust him back in, he hadn't gone this deep before I gasp as he groans and his hands move to my hips. He grips tightly as he begins to move me up and down as he thrusts into me, I move in time with him and we seem to be going twice and hard and fast as before. I simply have no words to describe how this feels, it feels better that anything I've ever experienced. I've turned back into that babbling, whimpering mess. Incoherent ramblings piecing together 'oh', 'fuck', 'yes, 'Tobias' escape me. I can't hold on any longer, It's undoubtable that someone hears my cry it's louder than any other, I scream his name as my muscles clench around him and tighten, my entire body is in fits, I feel like liquid, like I could wash away. If Tobias wasn't still pumping hard into me.
"I'm going to..." Tobias grunts. "Fuck, I'm..." He grips my thighs with last thrust he explodes inside me. I feel him twitch. I watch him, his eye closed tight, his breathing as ragged as my own. I stay still until his arms go slack and fall from my thighs and I collapse against his chest.
"That was..." I trail off.
"I know." He replies. He raises his shaky arms, his hands cupping either side of my face, he presses his lips firmly to mine. As he releases my lips he whispers in my ear. 'I love you, Six', I chuckle lowly,
"I love you, Four."
What did you think of their first time? A bit angsty at first... but I really hope you liked it! I'm sorry about all the swearing but I found it necessary, emphasizing. Please, let me know what you thought! There will definitely be more of this to come and I'd love to hear from you how I could improve it!
Thank you so much for reading!
- Kayla.
