So… I've decided to write a new story. Don't hate this one will still be rolling. I'm not even half way done with this story but sometimes I just get writers block so I started another one. And guess what.. It's a teacher-student relationship (: I've only seen a couple but I want to give it a shot to see if I can be just as creative. I hope it's not as typical but it's more of good thing. I guess. It's going to be called "learning experience" so just look for it sooner or later. Give it a chance and see if it's worth reading if it's not tell me it sucks and I will delete it and keep on with my ding goes the bell story (: Sorry for wasting so many words without a story.

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Spencer's POV

"Spencer what's wrong?" Ashley asked for the last time.

"Nothing" I tried to cover up my tears but they are dead obvious.

"Spencer we didn't mean to upset you." Chelsea said

"I know. I know." I said clinging onto Ashley.

"Hey guys can I take Spencer away for a second." Ashley asked

They nodded then let Ashley take me upstairs. She knelt in-between my knees and kissed my checks.

She brushed my hair to the sides and swept away my tears and smiled lightly. She hugged my waist and tightened the grip every time I would move to let me know she was still here. I fell asleep to Ashley's touch and woke up later without it. I felt empty, I needed to see her.

I heard voices downstairs and I saw Chelsea, Kyla, and Maddy watching something on MTV laughing and talking. Ashley was no where to be seen. As I approached the bottom step I saw
Ashley sitting in a window ceil reading her script and saying it out loud. I smiled at her practicing and walked up behind her. I kissed her neck and wrapped my hands around her as I sat behind her.

"Hey baby." She said turning around with a sad look on her face.

"I don't know what happened. I just walked in and heard them interrogating you like it was your fault when really it should be me. I felt like I caused everyone to blame you Ash. You don't owe anyone any answers. Plus Aiden brought you to Ohio to convince me to get married in LA was kind of a dick move. I thought if I walked in and said something they'd stop but when they said they knew it was so much more I don't know real. I just couldn't take it anymore. I wanted all it to end." I admitted feeling Ashley move in-between in my legs.

"Baby if you felt pressure from me you should of just told me. I would never want to make you feel like that ever. I promise." Ashley said lifting my chin.

"Its not you Ash, its all me. I'm the one engaged. I should break it off but every day I just feel like I might be able to stop falling for you and its hard when I'm around you but I can't not be around you. I feel like I need you." I said enterlocking my fingers with Ashley's.

"Spencer. I cant let you brake your engagement Aiden's my best friend and maybe your nervous and everyone knows I'm a straight girl magnet. You should marry him. I don't deserve you." Ashley said taking her hand out of mine.

I could feel my heart break and I stood up from Ashley.

"Are you telling me you don't feel the same? That I meant nothing to you?" I asked her fighting the urge to cry.

"Yes." Ashley said looking straight at me.

I didn't let her say anything else. I saw the girls looking at us in awe. I didn't really care what they thought. I stormed out of Ashley's house and went to the hallway. I could feel my tears streaming down my check. I sat in the elevator and just sat in a ball and cried. Ashley didn't even know me that long before I jumped into bed with her and cheated on my fiancé who I have been with for years.

The elevator dinged and a guy looked at me and didn't climb in. I wanted to leave so bad but I couldn't I just sat in the elevator all day hearing the dinging hoping that one would give me the strength to get up. I don't know how long I laid there crying but I fell asleep. I didn't care what happened to me. I wanted Ashley and I was admitting it and she was just rejecting me.

I knew she felt something for me. I just didn't know why she was lying about it. Every time we kissed it was better than the last time we did. Every time we looked at each other there is more want than the last time. Every time I think of her name I fall harder for her. Why cant she just admit it? Am I really something to be ashamed of? Am I part of team ugly? Am I not good enough for her?

Or is she just trying to protect Aiden? Sweet loveable Aiden? I missed him. I missed his strong arms around me. I missed sleeping next to him and him waking me up before he left. How he would bow to me whenever I needed him. Ashley was right. I should marry Aiden and I intended on doing so.

I woke up in Ashley's room again. Why am I here? I just stormed out and left but I don't remember actually leaving.

"Spence?" Ashley said sounding like she was about to break down.

"What?" I spat at her sitting at the edge of her bed.

"I love you." She said crying crawling up to me.

"I love you too." I said before holding Ashley in my arms.

She kissed my mouth and I kissed her back. We both needed to feel each other. I stuck my tongue in her mouth and felt hers wrap around me. I moaned into her as I grinded against her causing a moan to escape her mouth. I held on to her tighter as she pulled me into her mouth.

"Kiss me Ashley." I croaked out feeling her tears against my face. Her body was hot and I wanted her . There was so much passion at this moment right now I was about to explode as Ashley kissed me back.

I grabbed her wrist and decided I was finally going to take her. I kissed her breasts through her shirt and grabbed the bottom of her shirt and lifted it over her head as I began to kiss and lick her stomach pulling her shirt completely off. I threw mine off following hers. I pulled her pajamas off and unbuttoned my jeans. I grabbed her breasts in my hands as I found her mouth kissing her and touching her. She moaned into my mouth and her breath hint my throat causing me to loose myself in her. I trailed kisses down her neck and on her stomach. Going lower. I looked up at her as I inserted my fingers inside her folds. Her moan was low and husky pulsing blood through my veins faster.

She was so wet for me and so ready I inserted my fingers inside of her slow at first letting herself adjust to my touch. She was looking down at me so hungry and licked her lips watching me smile at her body jerk at me. I began to thrust faster inside her walls. Hearing her croak out my name louder and louder every thrust. I was so turned on by her wanting for me. Her walls closed around my fingers and she came on them. I smiled at her as I licked my fingers. I could hear her heart sped up again. I kissed her thigh from her knee going down to her niña. I could smell her scent driving me insane. I dipped my tongue inside tasting her insides. I moaned feeling myself inside of her. She felt so good. I licked all the way up to her clit and sucked gently and nibbled rolling it around in my mouth.

"Fucking shit." Ashley said gripping the bed sheets.

I went back to dipping my tongue back inside her hole licking her walls to sucking her clit. She was moaning and groaning and cussing as I picked up the pace. She stopped breathing as I pressed my thumb down on her clit causing her to climax.

"Spennnccerrr." Ashley finished as she laid quiet underneath me.

I left my fingers inside of her waiting for her to come down of her high. I lapped out her insides avoiding any sensitive parts. I crawled back up to her mouth and rolled into her neck kissing her softly.

Ashley grabbed my face pulling me on top of her kissing me deep and hard. Extending the kiss until we were both out of breath. I smiled into her as she began to crawl on top of me.

"What are you doing Ash?" I asked feeling her marks on my neck.

"Marking my territory." She smiled into my neck then crawled down to my jeans sucking on my hipbone.

"Mhm Ash." I said feeling her hand go into my jeans.

I could feel the familiar fingers have their way with me pushing me through multiple orgasms each one bigger than the last. Ashley eventually crawled back up to me and fell asleep in my arms. She kissed my forehead before the darkness washed over us both.