Disclaimer: I do not own Victorious, just this story plot.
A.N. Sorry, things are getting crazy; this past weekend, there was barely anytime to sleep let alone post. And after reading a couple reviews saying or asking if Tori was a virgin; I decided to do some tweaking to the story. Before I had began posting this story; I had gone back and forth with whether she should be or not, and thought I do not (hence the not clear statement on her being a virgin or not last chapter); but after seeing the interest in her being one, I kind of thought that would make more sense with her character. So, I have finally finished tweaking this chapter and will do some of the other future ones when I have time. Don't worry this won't change the overall story. Just means it may take a little bit longer in-between post. Alright, let's get to some Jori. :)
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Pale blue eyes opened up to beautiful caramel skin, their owner smiling warmly before placing a soft kiss on their lovers chest and sitting up to look down at them while they slept. She leaned down to place a gentle kiss on their lips; loving the moan and slight smile she received in return. Jade crawled out of the bed as carefully and as quietly as possible as to not disturb the other girl too much, and then tip-toed her way to her bathroom that was connected to her bedroom. Moments later the raven haired girl was washing her hands and splashing cooling water on her face. When she finished drying her face off with a hand towel, her attention focused on her reflection in her bathroom mirror. Her hands lightly tracing over the hickeys and love bites that were scattered along various parts of her body; the half-Latina's, who still slept peacefully in her bed, skin looked just as marked up as hers (maybe even more so with the scratches the goth surely left on her back) but since Jade's skin was so fair it showed much more on her. Not that the pale skinned girl minded, of course, with each mark she remembered the loving touch that was behind it. Both girls got a little more acquainted with each other's bodies and various places in Jade's bedroom as the night went on. The raven haired girl closed her eyes as she thought about the night before, how good and right it felt to be with Tori; not only on a physical level, but an emotional one as well. Remembering the feel of her wanting, yet not demanding hands all over her body; the way she filled her so completely, had her becoming wet all over again.
Jade had never felt so good, if anyone saw how happy she was at this moment they'd probably run for cover thinking she was up to the worst.
'Guess it just takes that right person. And who knew that person would be Tori Vega?' thought the goth before she let out a slight laugh and left out of the bathroom with her smile still firmly in place.
She slid stealthily back into bed, or so she thought. As soon as she cuddled back up to her tan skinned companion, said girl quickly rolled on top of the goth and pinned her arms above her head; getting a surprised scream and laugh from the pale girl now beneath her. Tori kissed the giggling girl all over her face and neck, before releasing her arms and delivering a passionate kiss on her lips.
"Well, isn't someone just wide wake this morning." said Jade, kind of in a haze from that wonderful frenzy of kisses.
"You were gone?" asked Tori.
"Nature called." answered the goth.
"Oh yeah." said Tori, kind of as an afterthought, before she rolled over a laughing Jade a quickly made her way to the bathroom herself.
Seconds later the new lovers were back in each other's arms, just enjoying one another's warmth.
"I know this will sound cliché, but…last night was amazing." said Tori, as she held Jade close; lightly running her fingers up and down the raven haired girl's right side.
"Oh, there was nothing cliché about that at all…and that's coming from me." replied Jade, as she rose up to hold her herself up with her left arm. "In fact…" She began with a devilish smile, before she leaning over Tori and giving her a passion filled kiss; leaving the tan girl in a haze, "amazing is not even enough to explain what last night was." She finished softly, as she loving looked over and caressed Tori's face, before her now deep blue eyes met equally darkened brown ones.
So drawn in by the love she saw staring back at her, the next words left Tori's mouth before she even knew they had.
"I'm so glad you were my first."
When Tori realized what she had just said, her eyes became wide and heartbeat increased. Jade seeing this instantly went in and did what she knew would stop the sure to be panic attack, and gave Tori a loving kiss…of course it also helped out her own nerves as well.
"I was your first?" asked Jade softly.
"Yes." answered back Tori. "Are you mad that I didn't tell you?" She asked.
"There were little things that gave me hints. Like you still not really being used to putting on a condom, after last night though you should be an expert…"
"Oh my God." said a blushing Tori, turning away as Jade giggled; only to have said girl turn her face back toward her.
"I am mad…not sure that's what I'm feeling. I guess I just wished you would have felt that I would have respected that. But with our history, I might understand why you may have thought different…" trailed off Jade before she was interrupted by Tori.
"No Jade, I know you would've…I guess…I guess when I think about it. I want last night to just be about us and not my virginity. I'm sorry I didn't tell you." said Tori.
"It's ok. Actually…I'd be lying if I said I wasn't happy to be the one to corrupt you…and may I say Ms. Vega, for a newbie, your stamina is quite impressive." finished Jade with a naughty smile, as she caressed the other girl all the way down from her chest, across her stomach, eventually taking hold of a certain hardening part of anatomy.
"You have no idea Ms. West." said answered Tori; her tone instantly causing a flood between Jade's legs.
Not much was left to be said as the two began to kiss each other hungrily and began to be wrapped in one another once more. Eventually the pair got up from the sinfully comfy confines of the bed, only to end up sharing a shower that didn't involve much showering.
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Tori now sat in sweatpants and a t-shirt staring at the cloudy afternoon sky, while Jade made them a mini brunch. She had been in the kitchen ready to help, but was threatened with a butter knife to go to the raven haired girl's den and relax. But how could she 'relax' when all she could think about was the wonderful night and the very lovely morning she had with the beautiful Jade West. The same girl she had been pining after ever since her first day at HA, the same girl she had given all of herself to and who said that she loved her back.
'Whoo!' she thought happily, accompanied with celebratory fists in the air.
"What are you doing?" asked the girl of her musings, as she carried a tray into the room.
"Nothing." answered Tori 'smoothly', as she tried to act like she was stretching.
Jade just gave a nod and laughed softly, setting the tray down on the table in front of her small couch where Tori sat.
"Mmm...Smells delightful milady, thank for going through such trouble. How may I ever repay you?" said Tori with a British accent, gently taking the pale girl's hand and 'gentlemanly' placing a kiss on knuckles.
Jade smiled and blushed slightly before playing along.
"Why it was no trouble at t'all, but a simple kiss may suffice as payment." answered back the goth with the same accent, as she sat next to the half-Latina.
"Well then I shall pay you gladly." replied Tori softly before her lips met Jade's.
The kiss started out simple, but became anything but as Jade straddled Tori's lap. Pale hands ran through the tan girl's locks as her hands rested on Jade's thighs. A few moans later, the girls remembered the food and began to eat the breakfast. Once they finished, they sat cuddled together on the couch; Jade's back resting against Tori's front, as they looked out the big window in the room.
"So I've been thinking..." started Jade.
"Uh, oh." said Tori, getting herself an elbow to the ribs. "Ow." She said with a smile and then asked seriously, "About what?"
"You." answered Jade; turning in the other girl's arms, so she could face her.
Sighs, "And my 'situation'." finished Tori, having a feeling that was where the goth was headed.
"It's nothing bad, I just feel like we haven't really talked talked about it yet." Jade paused, unsure if Tori wanted to share more about that just yet. "If you don't want to, then I under..."
"No, no. I want to tell you. What do you wanna know?" asked Tori.
"Everything." replied Jade softly.
Tori just nodded and started from the only place she could start, from when she was born. During her younger years her parents could get away with the 'you are special' spiel, which sufficed for awhile as explanation as of why she was not like the other girls; but then as she got older and it became more of a problem of why she could not change with the other girls in the locker room, that's when they finally sat her down and explained everything to her.
"They said that when I was born the doctor pretty much said their options were to remove my male parts or to leave me as I was because, despite having a male sex organs, I perfectly healthy; so pretty much their predicament came down to the cosmetics of the situation. Everyone knows what is supposed to be between a little girls legs and it certainly was not that." Tori said pointing to her crotch area. "But eventually my parents stopped listening to everyone else's input and focused on my health and safety. They decided that they didn't want to risk damaging me down there forever and would ultimately leave the decision up to me when I got older. Some of our family members still don't talk to them for the decision they made that day, but they stood by me regardless. It was weird and sometimes so very frustrating to grow up knowing I was 'different' and to have boundaries other girls don't. I had few friends/acquaintances growing up, but I actually never let anyone get too close until...someone and then I shutdown again; but then I met you and the gang at HA and as dysfunctional of a group as we are, you guys are still the best friends I ever had." finished the half-Latina, getting teary eyed.
Even though Jade was as well, she went to wipe way Tori's tears first. Knowing all she knew now about the girl holding her, made her feel even shittier for treating her as bad as she did before. She couldn't help herself; it was in her nature to attack things that were good for her because she didn't want to be left feeling empty when they were taken away from her; only she always felt empty, until a certain brown eyed girl came into her life.
"Except me, I was terrible to you for so long and I am so sorry for that." said Jade, now it was her turn to get tears wiped away from her face.
"You didn't know." answered the tan skinned girl.
"Not an excuse." said Jade.
Tori knew the blue eyed girl had some issues of her own and over the year she's known the raven haired girl she had been previewed to a few of them, and now that they were together she knew she could fully be there for the other girl as she always wanted to be.
"Anyway though, you said something about someone knowing about you that didn't work out?..." Jade trailed off, not knowing if she just overstepped a major boundary.
Tori shrugged and then began, "It was a couple months into my sophomore year, last year, at my old high school. There was this girl who I had had classes with my freshman year and last year, her name was Mikayla; pretty, popular, etc. We weren't friends or anything, but when we did speak she was always nice and seemed cool. Last year we had a gym class together. I would always change in a stall, but on one particular day I had forgotten my gym shorts in my gym locker. I was always the last out of the locker room, so I waited until everybody left out and then quickly went back to my locker. Turned out I wasn't as alone as I thought, as soon as I turned the corner to my locker, Mikayla ran smack into me and considering I was still only in my underwear there was no hiding my 'friend' down there. Of course she was in shock, but before I could even say anything she had left the locker room. I had waited to look out into the gym, just waiting for the points, the whispers, laughs, harsh words, and looks of disgust but none came. Ever sense that day Mikayla would always give me looks, but never said anything; until one day we were paired up for a project in our history class. We would meet up at her house, and only ever talked about the project. The day we finished it was the day she finally brought up the elephant in the room."
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Flashback...
"So..." said the blonde haired blued eyed girl.
"So?..." replied back Tori, just as awkwardly.
They were sitting in the other girl's living room.
"Are you like transsexual or something?" blurted out Mikayla. "I sorry, that was rude and it's none of my business..." She continued nervously.
"...Uh, no no...I'm just surprised it took you this long to say anything..." said Tori, as she came out of her shock. "Um, no I'm not..."
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"So I just went through all the mechanics. That was the first time I ever told someone myself. My parents always informed need to know adults of my 'specialness', so as nerve wracking as it was; it felt good to tell someone myself. Afterward, she simply nodded and said 'Oh.' and we moved on. A week after we had presented the project Mikayla called my cell saying that I had left something over her house from when I was over. I was pretty sure I hadn't, but I went over anyway..."
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Flashback...
Tori rang the doorbell and moments later she was face to face with Mikayla Hart.
"Hey." said Tori.
"Hey..." said Mikayla, looking nervous.
"So um, you said I left something over here?" asked the half-Latina.
"Uh yeah, r-right in here." answered Mikayla, motioning for Tori to come in.
Tori apprehensively followed the other girl inside her home and up to her bedroom.
"Um, is this yours?" asked Mikayla, as she grabbed a notebook off of her desk and handed it to Tori.
"Uh no, I don't have one like this. Plus there's also the little M.H. written on the back and the inside of the cover…" trailed off Tori, as she looked up at the now guilty looking blonde. "Mikayla why am I really here?" She asked putting the notebook back on the other girl's desk.
Tori could tell the other girl was visibly nervous, she just didn't know why.
"Mikayla, what's wrong?" She asked.
The blonde girl huffed and looked up, "I-I…"
Giving up on words, the other girl simply grabbed Tori's face and kissed her. The kiss was short, but was enough to make a statement. Tori's had gone rigid during the kiss, too in shock to move. When their lips parted, Mikayla removed her hands from her face and stepped back. Both girls took a minute to gather themselves.
"Mikayla…" began Tori, but she was soon cut off by the other teen.
"I'm sorry. I know I shouldn't have tricked you and kissed you. It just…I…I couldn't help myself…I like you Tori. I have for a while, but I just didn't know how to tell you. After running into you in the locker room that day, I realized I still had feelings for you. When we were assigned as partners for the project I was determined to tell you, but I freaked again." After gazing at Tori's still slightly shocked face she continued, "And now I've ruined everything…"
"No, no." said Tori finally finding her voice again. "You didn't ruin anything; it's just once again you've kind of caught me off guard. I mean, you like me?" asked Tori, still in disbelief that Mikayla Hart just basically admitted to having a hardcore crush on HER.
"Yeah of course, I mean…what's not to like? You're smart, funny…cute." replied the blonde haired girl shyly, with a slight blush.
Tori had a blush of her own, as she smiled at the other girl's words. Now Tori would be lying if she said that she hadn't had a thing for the blonde as well. Who would have thought that Mikayla Hart would be her first kiss. Kissing went to making out, making out went to groping and some grinding; before Tori put on the brakes. The tan skinned girl did not want to rush into anything they weren't ready for, but still wanted to see where it could go; but wanted to get to know the blonde better first.
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"So what happened after?" asked Jade; even though it pained her to hear of Tori being so intimate with another girl, it left her questioning why she was being held in the loving tan girl's arms and not the 'oh so perfect' Mikayla.
Tori cleared her throat, "Well the rest of the weekend she didn't return my calls and the Monday after, I went to meet her at her locker only to find her there making out with the star quarterback. I tried to talk to her, but she either avoided me altogether or would shut me down. So eventually I took the hint, put up a stronger layer of guard between me and everyone else, and moved on." She finished.
'HOW DARE THAT BITCH DO THAT TO YOU? !' thought the now thoroughly pissed off goth.
As much as she wanted to find this Ms. Hart and test out her new pair of scissors, part of her also wanted to thank her; just for the fact that if she had not done Tori the way she had, she may have never had the chance to experience being with the angel before her.
"Any ghost feelings of sadness I had about that were completely washed away when I fell in love with you. Mikayla hurt, but the love I have for you…There are no proper words to explain how you make me feel, so I'll show you." said Tori, before bringing her lips to her raven haired companion's in a kiss filled with all she could not say.
When their lips parted, Tori felt something wet on her cheeks; realizing that Jade had begun to cry, she wiped the pale girl's tears once more.
"I love you." whispered Jade softly, Tori's words making her feel even more feelings she had locked away long ago.
Tori kissed her softly once more and returned the words, as her own eyes began to water.
Lets out a deep breath, "So is there more you wish to know Ms. West?" asked Tori with a smile, getting a smile from Jade as well.
"No, not at the moment Ms. Vega." said the raven haired girl, as she once again snuggled her back into to Tori's front.
The two sat in a peaceful silence for a little while before Tori spoke.
"So I've been thinking…" stated Tori, as her head rested on top of Jade's.
Jade tensed slightly, not so ready to talk about herself; but with Tori opening herself so fully to the pale skinned girl, Jade felt an odd security to do the same.
"Oh, no." said the goth, turning in the tan girl's arms once more. "What about?" She asked with a smirk.
"You." answered Tori, with smirk of her own.
"What do you wanna know?"
"Everything…But first…there's been something I've wanted to ask you for a while." said Tori.
"Uh, oh." said Jade, with mock and a little bit of real apprehension.
"Jade West will you be my girlfriend?" asked Tori.
As much as the bad part of Jade wanted to roll her eyes at how sappy Tori could be, there was the other part of her that been waiting for the girl before her to ask her that question for a while; but of course being Jade this is what came out of her mouth...
"I thought that was a given when I gave it up multiple times last night? And this morning…and this morning in the shower…" She laughed at the eye roll she received, before continuing seriously. "Yes, Tori Vega, I would love to be your girlfriend." She answered, receiving the cutest smile in return. "Will you be mine?" She asked expectantly.
"Hmm...I don't know?..." answered Tori, taking time to act like she had to think about it before grinning at the offence on Jade's face.
Laughs, "Ass." said Jade swatting the other girl
After more stories and more tears (both sad and happy), the two young lovers simply enjoyed the rest of their Sunday; settling in to this new territory in their ever growing relationship.
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A.N. So, I hope you guys are still with me. Sorry again on the wait. Drop a review to let me know what you think, pretty pleases. :) Thank you so much for reading. :D