It's been a really long time.. I'm not even going to try and excuse myself. That's just flat out pathetic. So I'm going to start by giving you a two parted update. First part is going to be Ashley.. then it's going to be Spencer's.

Review? If you feel necessary…. I know this has been confusing, but slowly and surely life will come together.

So I think it's time I start to wrap this one up.. this isn't the last chapter but we are getting there…

Ash's POV

"So… Who wants to talk first?" I asked clearly opening up the opportunity to talk.

"I will." Spencer smiled at me, it was soft but it was courageous. " So everyone knows that I was with Aiden. Ashley didn't steal me, she didn't torture me, she didn't make me be with her. She just made me love her. The moment I looked into her eyes I belonged to her. Not even to myself anymore. So that's it. I cheated on Ashley by being with Aiden." Spencer finished and I leaned in and kissed her.

"I guess I'm next," I began slowly rubbing my sweaty palms against my jeans, "Spence set the tone so I have to speak… Ironic I cheated on Aiden too. Well Aiden and I were together for a while and we thought it'd be fun to try and you know have a threesome. So we asked Madison if she would and she did."

Everyone looked at Madison who was just looking at her nails.

"Ew!" Glen said looking between Madison and I.

"Shut it Glen," I continued, "So I kind of gathered that I liked girls more than I thought I did. Aiden sort of realized it too. At first he thought I had an infatuation with Madison. That's when I went to a couple of gay bars and stuff to adventure my likings. That's where I met Stephanie a super friendly bi-sexual. Aiden met her and we decided to try a polyistic relationship. Which for the heterosexuals in the room, that means you are with more than one person. It was great for a little bit, then everything just got really complicated.

Flashback

"Hey Aiden?" I asked as I walked into his room before school. Stephanie was naked in his bed. I wasn't surprised she was there. They had sex without me just as I had sex without Aiden. She just looked happier in his bed than mine. It felt different.

"Hey Ash." He said smiling at me kissing me on the mouth, coming out of the shower with a towel on.

"Oh. Sorry I forgot she was there." He said.

That was Aiden's problem, he only saw me. He never Stephanie more than just a booty call. She just refused to realize that. I had looked at Stephanie as a girlfriend. I took her on dates, told her I loved her and everything. It just was never enough for her. She wanted what she couldn't have, Aiden's heart.

"We need to talk." I told him. He shrugged and slicked his hair back.

"What's up?"

"Alone." I said and he looked around the room.

"She's sleeping Ash."

"I'm pregnant." I said the words low and slowly.

"We're…" Aiden began. "Pregnant." Stephanie said looking at us from the bed.

Flashback end

"That's when I knew. She saw this relationship as her. She felt like she owned both of us. She acted as if she was pregnant and Aiden let her. I got fed up with her and told her I was breaking up with her. She and I got in a huge fight and was pissed. Aiden was persisting on forgiving her. I never understood why, until I miscarried. I told him and he got distant. I went to his house and found Madison in his bed. He missed Stephanie because she gave him something I couldn't. She gave him passionate sex, I being the lesbian I was couldn't be straight for him." I finished.

"Damn… nothing better than lesbian drama." Glen said.

Spencer rolled her eyes at her brother.

"Is that what people of your age do?" Paula looked extremely intrigued.

"Do what?" Spencer asked not catching on.

"Just share each other? Where's the intimacy?" She asked.

"Excuse me Mrs. Intimacy? You stated you had an affair too." Madison whipped back.

The room went dead silent.

"So did I." Kyla said. Madison ignored her and the tension was thick.

"Yeah but it doesn't mean you want to talk about it, or else you would have by now." Madison looked at her and glared.

"Or maybe I do." Kyla spat back.

"Sometimes women state things without thinking of explaining them." Paula said.

"Spencer your mom is cheating on your dad with an employee." I just said without thinking.

"What the fuck Ashley?!" Paula said throwing her hands up.

"Paula, you can hate me now but it's better to just say things instead of keeping them shut. It could hurt you more than you think. I'm sorry, but I refuse to keep my mouth shut with something I didn't even need to know!" I said fed up.

"Fine." Paula said. "Arthur, honey I've been unfaithful. I've been with another man."

"This is seriously the grossest conversation my family has ever had." Glen started.

"It was Ben. I've been stressed with us and the kids. I couldn't be me anymore. I needed to escape. I needed to… You know what? No. I'm going to be honest. I wanted to cheat on you. I was with Ben in college and I never got to explore those feelings because of Glen. I thought I can't stop my feelings so I'll go with them. But it ended because I realized that he would never be you."

The whole room awed as Arthur grabbed his wife in a hug. She had silent tears in her eyes and they expressed a mistake she knew she had to make for herself.

"Baby?" Spencer whispered besides me.

"Yes?" I asked looking at her.

"I don't feel good."

Her face paled and her lips stared to turn purple.

"Clay." I said and he looked at his sister with worry.

I grabbed Spencer and began to try and take the bomb off. What the hell.

"This isn't a bomb Ash." Clay said as Paula began to scoot closer to her daughter.

"It's poison. It's being injected into Spencer." Paula said.

"I need a knife, garage bags, and someone fucking call 911." Paula said laying Spencer on the floor. Her body began to jerk and cock in different directions. She was beginning to seizure, her mouth was open, and her eyes were no longer blue. They were white and her veins were giant.

"Ashley, I need you to talk to her." Paula said beginning to have the 'bomb' pried off of her only daughter's life.

The ambulance came in then out with Spencer. I moved in autopilot as the love of my life was rushed to the closest hospital. I don't remember being moved in or out of the vehicle. I don't remember crying and cursing for her. I remember the feeling of life being over. I remember sitting here now thinking to myself, how did I let it get this far? It could have just been simple but I let all my mistakes take the only thing I've ever wanted whole heartedly. I refused to let it happen again.

"Miss Davies?" A doctor called. I nodded, his face was unmoved. "She's waiting for you."

I ran to the number that was associated with Spencer Carlin.

"Baby?" I asked as I ran to her bed. She smiled.

"It barely touched my blood stream." Spencer smiled.

"What was it?" I asked angered.

"Let's not talk about it. I just want you here next to me." Spencer patted the bed.

I climbed into the bed and snuggled into my girlfriend.

"Ashley?"

"Hmm."

"She won't hurt us ever again. I promise."

Spencer's POV

It's been two and a half weeks since Stephanie had been arrested. I can't say fame has no cost. The show is back on schedule and now I'm fully moved into Ashley's place.

"Spencer?" I heard a husky tone call me down stairs.

"Baby?" I asked as I saw a very naked Ashley with a guitar.

"What the.."

"Can I wear this on Madison's show?" Ashley smiled. I rolled my eyes at my beautiful, very stupid, breath-taking girlfriend.

"No but you can wear it to bed tonight." I smiled kissing her nose.

"Now get ready, it's her opening night."

"I can't believe you got this bitch a talk show." Ashley said walking into the studio. "She deserved it." I stated glaring at Ashley.

"What?"

"Don't call my best friend a bitch."

"She just dumped Glen. He purposed and she said no. Flat out no. Not, I may not be ready for this… just no. She moved her stuff out. Oh, now her and Kyla aren't even friends anymore."

"She's just growing. Let the diva grow." I said turning towards my Rock Princess.

"So are they really kicking me off the show?" Ashley asked and I nodded.

"Ashley, we can't be a couple and work together."

"Fine. We are done. Easy."

"No, we have to be adults."

"Can we do some very adult things?" Ashley winked and I blushed.

"I still love that I can do that to you." Ashley kissed my check and went into hair and makeup. She was wearing low riding ripped jeans and a black lacey shirt. Her hair was wavy and it hung slightly below her shoulders.

"God, I love you." I said to no one in particular.

"I wish it could have been that way." Aiden appeared from behind me.

I gave him a said smile. "What are you doing here?" I asked, curiously.

"Not here to shank you," he teased, "I actually came here to talk really quick."

"Sure." I said leading him outside away from crowded areas.

"I owe you an apology." I started, he nodded.

"What I did to you, was unfair. I love you and always will but pretending to be in love with you for so long was cruel."

"Spencer," he cupped my cheek, "I will always love you. I'm glad you and Ashley are together. It gives me a chance to see how amazing you two are. You love each other more than I could ever give to you. I just want to forgive, forget, and maybe at one point be friends with you two. At one point of my life, I had both of you. Hating you, is not worth the pain." He finished, he cupped my face and kissed my forehead. I smiled at him and he was gone.

I smiled to myself. Everything was going to be okay. I walked inside and went backstage as Madison's show was beginning.

"As my first guest, I would like to invite to the stage a close friend of mine, Miss Ashley Davies."

The crowd applaused as my girlfriend walked across it and hugged Madison. It was weird to know they had slept together. I wasn't jealous, I was just curious. How could Madison not fall in love with her like I did?

"Stop lying to them Madison, we hate each other." Ashley said sitting down.

Oh yea, that's why. My girlfriend is a complete and total bitch.

"Well there go all my views, let's just pack this up and put it away!" Madison dramatically said. I felt Ashley's smirk and smile that tried not to creep on her face.

"Where do we start?" Madison asked before throwing her cards in the air.

"How's Spencer?" She asked and leaned forward. I felt my face turn red.

"Spencer? Fantastic! You two wouldn't shut up about me last night. I heard her all night talking to you over the phone." Ashley said giving Madison a taste of her own medicine.

"Here she is live! Ashley Davies, rock sensation. Did you wake up on the wrong side of the bed this morning?" Madison dangled herself out there, Ashley don't take the bait.

"Well… maybe if…" the room went silent.

"No I want to see her now!" I jumped as a very angry brunette screamed backstage. Madison winced and Ashley smiled. What's going on…

"I don't give a damn if there is a live show, I deserve some god damned answers!" I soon recognized the voice. Please dear god no. Kyla bursted on stage.

"And after the break we will be back!" Madison plastered a smile on her face after seeing the other Davies girl. The camera men looked at me and Ashley mouthed keep rolling then winked. I looked at her and her face read it all. 'I know something you don't know.' She stuck her tongue out at me and I did the same.

"Kyla what the hell?" Madison said and Kyla wouldn't back down.

"I deserve answers Madison."

Ashley just glared at the security and pointed for them to leave.

"Can we talk about this… in a more private place?" Madison reached out and Kyla backed away.

"So I can be your dirty little secret? How about no!"

"Kyla you are not a dirty little secret."

"Then why are you not talking to me?"

Ashley looked at me and as if I was stupid. She held up her hands and started to finger her hands together.

"What?" I mouthed.

She moved her mouth and I couldn't read it.

"Ashley?" Madison called and Ashley looked over.

"Can you take over for like eight minutes?"

"You're kidding." Ashley and I said at the same time.

"I love you." Madison said while taking Kyla off stage.

"We are rolling in 5!"

Ashley threw her hands in the air and I looked at her and mouthed improv. She smirked, Ashley please don't.

"Welcome back! Sorry Madison had to go to the little girls room and decided to let me take over. So welcome to the stage my beautiful girlfriend Spencer!" She said smiling at me. The crowd went wild and I shook my head no.

"She can be shy sometimes, maybe with some more encouragement…" Ashley began and I nearly ran to shut her up. I walk on and the lights were bright and I slowly but surely sat down next to her.

"Hey baby, thanks for coming." She smiled and I shook my head.

"So since I know everything about you because I am the best girlfriend of the world.." Ashley began.

"Oh please, I had to dress you this morning. You would be nothing without me." I spat back. Did I just say that on television.

"Yes people, Spencer Carlin is feisty." I rolled my eyes.

"Okay you three in the front interrogate us." She motioned for them to come on stage. They turned the chairs opposite ways. We were going to play the girlfriend game. I had one girl next to me named Lucy. Ashley's girl was named Carly. And the one asking questions, was named Cassie. They flew out from Idaho to see Ashley.

"It begins!" Cassie shouted. The audience roared.

"What is Ashley's favorite food?" I felt a smile fight itself as I whispered in to the ear of Lucy.

Lucy giggled and then repeated me "Lobster?" She said looking at me funny.

Ashley jumped from her seat and rushed me. I started laughing and she kissed me¸ the chair started to lean back and my hands met her face. She released me and sat back down.

"Is that correct?" Cassie asked Ashley.

Ashley nodded and I was awarded a point. Score.

"Next, what is Spencer's flaw?"

"I get a hard one!" Ashley threw her hands up.

I giggled.

"She's clumpsy." Carly said laughing.

"I am not." I stood up.

"You dropped coffee on me!" Ashley argued.

"You fell down the stairs like five times!"

"You were hot! How could I not fall for you."

"You are so corny." I laughed and pushed my girlfriend back.

"BUT I LOVE YOU!" everyone got quiet as our attention was brought back by a certain brunettes voice.

"Oh.. They're fucking." I said to Ashley, she glared at me.

I covered my mouth. I normally didn't cuss in public let alone on national tv.

"I love you too, Kyla. I didn't expect this!" Madison yelled back.

"Go backstage!" I said to the production room. Ashley looked at me.

"What? I need ratings."

The screen from above Ashley and I began to play to the audience.

Kyla was sitting and Madison was sitting below her.

"Look, I didn't know this was going to happen Ky. I didn't know I was even a lesbian." Madison said covering her face.

"I mean you slept with Ashley.. wasn't that enough evidence." Kyla snapped.

Everyone had eyes on Ashley, who just slapped her head.

"Yeah but that was different." Madison argued.

"How? She turns all the straight ones. I mean come on, Spencer living proof. She was engaged to Aiden then just went gaga over her. How did you not know?"

"I didn't want to. I didn't want to like women. I wasn't ashamed. I don't think it's gross. Yes, it is who I am but I didn't want to just like a girl because I liked girls. I wanted to like the one."

The crowd awed. Madison was so cute sometimes when she wasn't a raging bitch.

"So why didn't you just tell me. I understand with Glen… and you didn't want to be with me in secret. But once you guys were done you didn't even.."

Madison cut her off by kissing her passionately. Everyone clapped and cheered. I found myself whistling to the cute pair on the screen.

"Kyla, you were never a rebound and I never wanted you to feel like that."

"Hey guys we are still rolling." Ashley appeared on screen and winked. That little sinker pointed to the camera and Madison started laughing.

"Treat my sister right eh?" Madison and Ashley hugged.

"Nothing better than lesbian drama." I found myself shaking my head.

"Hey Spencer." I felt arms around me.

"Yes Ashley?" I asked to the beautiful girl behind me.

"I have to show you something."

"What?"

"Close your eyes."