IMPORTANT!
A/N: Ok, so... here is where it gets even darker guys, don't be too upset... JK, be upset, that is kinda the point.
Just remember that the very first episode Wendy overdoses while she is pregnant with Abel, that's pretty fucking dark if you ask me, but nevertheless...
Also, remember that this, sadly, not the first time our main character has experienced this type of thing, so her reactions might be a little different than average.
WARNING: THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS GRAPHIC VIOLENCE IN A SEXUAL MANNER
Disclaimer: I don't own the Sons of Anarchy, Kurt Sutter does.
Chapter 6
"Ay!" Everyone looks at Clay as he walks in about two hours later. "Luann wants to see us." He tells and points at Louella. "You watch that fucker. Make sure he doesn't wanna be adventurous. Prospect is gonna be busy running an errand for me." She rolls her eyes and nods.
"Yeah." Cages remembers something and picks her head up. "Hey, can one of you drop Zac off at the house, Ritta should be there any minute?"
Tig nods with a smile. "Anything for you doll face."
"Thanks Tiggy." She kisses him and Happy growls again. She rolls her eyes. Stupid man.
"For Christ's sake!" Cages growls and stomps over to him. He glowers at her, her stomach clenching delightfully in response. She rolls her eyes and grabs his face. His dark eyes widen for second, and she bathes in the feel of his stubble against her hands before she slams her lips against his for only three seconds.
His lips are chapped and feel unbelievably wonderful against hers. He growls and she feel it through his chest and lips, bringing him closer before pulling away, reluctantly. Happy stares at her with desire so strong, she thinks about saying fuck it all and pulling him into his dorm. No Louella Mae! You know how many croweaters he's had back there! You will make him come to you!
"Go." She whispers, nipping his lips teasingly, loving his growls. "And give Luann my love." She tells the rest, the members smirking at her.
"Sure thing, darlin'." Jax tells her, smirking. He quickly kisses her temple, side stepping an aggravated Happy.
"We will finish this when I get back." He rasps and she chuckles.
"Careful babe. I don't take demands well. And we won't be finishing anything if you even think about fucking any of my mom's girls. I get kind of... possesive." She whispers against him, stepping away and he groans low.
"Watch it ginger." He rasps, squeezing her hips and she bites her lip in response.
"Eat me Lowman." She smiles back, remembering that night.
He smirks darkly. "With pleasure, Cages. I'll be back soon."
Cages blushes, the sight of her turning pink causes Happy to tighten deliciously in his jeans. He grits his teeth and walks out of the club house, just wanting to get this task done so he can have that ginger psycho bitch underneath him and screaming in pleasure as he pounds into her. He wants nothing more than to have scratches up and down his back, just as he will leave bruises and bites all over her, so everyone will know who she belongs to.
When she walked in with that piece of shit, he almost came in his pants. The thought and mental image of her doing whatever she did in order to get the fucking rapist for his club, was enough to get him hard. Then the way she looked when she walked in. Blood on her hands, pants, shoes and arms. Her beautiful feiry hair down and messier than normal, a sexy ass hell black tank top on, tight against her tiny waist and her amazing tits. Her pretty face flushed and her blue eyes dark from her torture session. It was almost a walking wet dream for him.
Oh he can't wait until they get back from whatever hell Luann needs.
Cages sighs and checks on the clown in storage closest. Peacefully unconscious. She sniggers, knowing that his life will not be all that peaceful once Elliot gets here. She frowns when she realizes something. I hope he has the balls to do it. If not, I will gladly. I hope Clay doesn't decide to use this against him, or we'll have problems. Her beast stirs at the idea and she shakes the thoughts away.
Going over to the stereo sitting behind the bar, she puts it on and turns on the radio. Some Alice in Chains comes on and she smiles, swaying to the music for a minute before grabbing some of the garbage left from the boys in the club house. She turns it up, singing along to it while picking up some trash over the couch. The cameras above the bar catch her view and she barely glances at them for a second before her eyes widen and her breathe catches.
Her beast comes alive almost immediately, but she only screams in fear as she is grabbed from behind. "Get the fuck off me!" She screams.
"Hello, Ella. I've missed you. How's our son?" His voice cracks in her ear and she throws her head back in fury, feeling satisfaction as it connects with his and he releases his hold on her.
She grabs for her gun, but he smiles a terrifying smile, showing her the missing weapon. "I was always good at this, Ella. You remember our fun." He smiles darkly and walks towards her. She screams in fury, grabbing a pool cue and smashing it against him. Cages grins as he hollers in pain.
He looks different than when she "killed" him. His brown hair is longer, but his eyes, his eyes ares still a terrifying green. Eyes that haunted her for four years, until last year.
"Fucking cunt!" He screams and grabs her by her hair. She screams in pain when some of the hair comes out, feeling her head burn. She punches him in the face and claws her hands down his face and chest. He screams again as her nails dig into his eyes.
Cages claws him until he lets her go, then she swings the broken cue at him once more. He laughs darkly as it misses him and points her 9 mm at her. "Shoot me, Nate. I would rather die than be with you again." She tells, her beast breaking down the cages and coming to the surface, furious.
"I'll take that challenge baby." His eyes turn wild as he pulls the trigger and she lunges, not caring that he shot her in the leg. She stabs him in the stomach with the cue but he back hands her so hard, she flies and breaks the coffee table. Cages quickly stands up and smashes a glass against his head and he roars, punching her in the stomach.
She screams back and smashes her head against his again, dizzying the two of them until he steps back, swaying. Louella goes for her gun in his hand, but he back hands her once more until she is on the ground, dizzy.
Do not let this happen again, Louella Mae Delaney. You have a son to fight for. You have your father. Your mother. Your club. So get off your ass and FIGHT!
She screams in fury, standing up and tackling him. She reaches for a chair and swings it over his body. Nate yells in pain and she takes the gun off the ground after he drop it. Cages immediately points and pulls the trigger, but he swipes her feet from underneath her and she lands on her back, the air going out of her body, leaving her helpless for ten seconds.
Those ten seconds are all it takes.
He grabs her hair again and she screams and cries out in agony as he punches her in the face repeatedly. Cages feels around the floor for something to hit him with, but he wraps his hands around her neck and she can't breathe. KICK HIM! GET HIM OFF YOU! Louella kicks out at the large man and he laughs darkly at her attempts.
"Get off!" She yells, garbled.
Cages bites his arms and he yells. She shoves her fingers into his eyes and he screams. "Fucking bitch!" Nate smashes his head against her and she is immediately dizzy. He rips off her tank top and she screams as he rips off her bra.
"NO! NO! GET OFF ME!" She roars, tears streaming down her face, her face hurting beyond anything she's every felt. Her leg is starting to burn. She cries because she knows that there is nothing she can do. She is going to be raped. She going to be killed. He is going to kill her and all she can do is lie there.
I refuse to believe that.
She takes the gun out of his hand and pulls the trigger, shooting him in the stomach. He grunts and falls on top of her. Cages checks for more bullets and groans. None.
Fuck.
Before she can hit him with the butt of the gun, her head is smashes against the floor and she sees nothing for a few seconds, but feels her jeans being ripped off. She screams.
"SOMEBODY HELP ME! GET OFF ME! RAPE! FIRE! FIRE!" She yells, but he keeps hitting her.
"Shut the fuck up, Ella!" He screams in her ears. She sobs when she hears his belt hit the ground and feels him at her entrance.
"No! Please, please Nate. Don't!" He smiles at her and before she can blink, he's inside her and she is screaming again.
******SOA********
Jax laughs at Opie as he parks his bike. "It's 'ight. I didin't know she would go that far with the fucking carnies though, bro. She is one tough bitch." He tells, walking towards the club house and the guys laugh.
"Aye, brotha." Chibs agrees and they all laugh once more until they see the inside of the club house.
"What the fuck?" Juice whispers.
The pole cues are all broken and so are three chairs. The couch is messed up and flipped. There is no coffee table where one once stood. The pole table is broken and the balls are everywhere. There is glass all over the floor as well as blood. Music plays loudly by the bar and he quickly steps over the mess to turn it off.
"Where's Louella?" He hear's Gemma ask and his blood freezes when a whimper sounds from the other sound of the flipped couch.
"CAGES!" He screams, his brothers yelling for her and he sprints over to the couch.
Tears fill his eyes when he flips it over and takes in her beaten body and naked state. "Oh my god." Gemma whispers.
There are several bruises on her body. Her chest, stomach, legs, neck, arms. Her leg has a bullet wound. Her face is almost unrecognizable from the cuts, bruises, and swelling. Her hands are bleeding, some of her finger nails ripped, obviously when she tried to fight. The worst part is the blood. A puddle of blood is underneath her, coming from her crotch and Jax has to fight the urge to throw up.
How could this have happened?! FUCK!
"Cages." He whispers, tears trailing down his face, and he reaches out for her.
She screams, flinching and a sob racks through his body, his heart beating quickly and his stomach tightening.
"Call an ambulance!" He cries back at one of his brothers, but they're all standing there, staring as she bleeds and cries, blood pooling underneath her, all knowing what happened.
"Get me a blanket!" Gemma tells, and they snap out of their trance.
Tig grabs a wool blanket and walks towards her, but she screams once more, the scream setting into Jax's soul and causing him to sob harder. This is his sister, his sister. How could have let this happened? How could he let this happen to his sister?
"Louella Mae." His mom looks at the younger woman with tears in her eyes and Cages looks at her, fear in her eyes. To see anything other than anger is completely heart breaking. She allows Gemma to wrap her in the blanket as the ambulance comes and she holds her as the young woman sobs in pain and agony. Jax doing the same.
All of a sudden she is screaming out, "WHERE IS ZAC?! IS HE OKAY?! WHERE IS MY SON?!"
"He's with Ritta, Lou." Clay says softly and she shakes as she nods.
"I just want to see my son." She cries and Jax can barely stand to see her in so much pain. Nate will pay for this. He will pay for this with his life. With his soul.
"Move aside." A paramedic states and they all move. Jax sighs in relief that it's a woman and watches as she slowly kneels down in front of his sister.
"Miss, we need you to lie down and let me put you on the guree, alright? You can't walk right now, so I'm gonna make sure you'll be okay. You're safe now, okay honey?"
She cries harder and Jax has to look away.
They put her in the ambulance and the paramedic walks over to them. "You saved her life by calling when you did. She is in too much shock to realize how much blood she's lost."
They all nod, numb. The lady smiles sadly at them and gets in the ambulance.
"I need to call Luann." Gemma murmurs and walks away, cell in hand. He wipes his face and walks back into the club house, hearing Unser's car come in, his head pounding harshly against his skull and his heart thrumming faster than he's is used to.
"Look through the camera feed. We need to know what happened." Clay demands in an angry tone and Jax swallows.
"Clay-"
"Son, I don't want to watch it either, but we have to know what happened." Juice nods and set up the computer.
Not even two minutes later, the past two hours are right in front of him. First Louella is cleaning and barely registers that Nate is right behind her before the struggle happens. And struggle it is. Jax is proud of the way she stood up for herself, she almost, she almost got out of it. But she didn't. Having to watch Nate rape her while she screams causes his stomach to churn and he throws up in the sink.
"Jesus Christ." Unser whispers and pulls out his phone, calling Hale most likely.
"This happened to her right after we left. He was waiting for her. He was right outside. And we let him walk in." Piney mutters, expressing all of Jax's thoughts and tears stream down the older mans' face.
"I need to go to the hospital. I can't let her do this alone. You guys handle this shit with Oswald. I can't tonight. Not right after that. Not after seeing like that. She needs me." He tells and wipes his mouth.
Clay nods. "We'll be there right after." He promises and Jax can't help be laugh bitterly.
"Isn't that what we promised her? We told we would be right back. We could've-" He bites back more tears and shakes his head, walking away.
He needs to see that this ends with Nate's head on stick.
******SOA********
"Louella Mae." Tara puts on her doctor face as she walks into the room. Her emotions almost betraying her expression. Her oldest friend's face is beaten beyond recognition and she has massive brusing around her body, and this is only the beginning.
"Tara." The younger woman cries and tears come to the dark haired woman's eyes.
"Oh, Lou." She sighs shakily and shakes her head. "I am going to be as gentle as I can and look over you, alright? Let me know where everything hurts." She says softly and the red head nods.
"OK." She whispers and Tara puts on her gloves.
She cleans the cuts on her face and in her head from what looks like her hair being pulled. Louella doesn't wince once and that alone causes Tara pain. She cleans up around her arms and torso, being very careful around her breasts, not wanting to cause Louella to panic. "I need to clean out your bullet wound."
"It was a through and through." She mutters and Tara smiles at the attitude coming off of the woman.
"Good to know, Cages." Louella raises an eyebrow and lifts up her leg. Tara swallows back vomit as she cleans out the wound and grabs some special tools for vaginal inspection.
"I'm sorry to say this, Louella. But I need you to spread your legs. I need to check the damage to you genitals, you're bleeding quite a bit-"
"That's because he fucked me with a broken pole cue, Tara." She states and Tara blinks back tears.
"I need to make sure you're not gonna hemorrhage Cages." Tara tells her and Cages nods, slowing spreading her legs.
"I need you to try and relax for me, okay. I know it's very difficult, with everything literally just happening, but it will hurt less if you are relaxed." Louella takes deep breaths and relaxes her lower muscles just as Tara inspects.
"You are going to need some stitches and antibiotics, for both your genitals and your gun shot wound. Thank god there are no splinters, so you should be fine there." Louella nods with a small smile.
"How you doin' Tare?" She whipsers and that causes tears to go down the doctors face.
"You shouldn't be asking me that. You were the one just raped!" She wipes her face.
"I know. But I need this shit off my mind. So humor me. How's Abel? How's Jax?"
Tara smiles. "Abel is doing wonderful. Jax on the other hand..."
"Is kind of a pussy. I get it." The both share a laugh.
"Is that why you came back? For him?" Cages asks and Tara sighs.
"That is a lot of the reason. That type of love, Cages. It never goes away. Not for me at least. I don't think I'll be able to stop loving him as long as I live." She says softly and Cages grins, her face hurting.
"He feels the same, you know. He was devastated when you left. Not trying to make you feel bad, just sayin'. You are not alone, feelin' that way and all. He's just kind of confused right now. With Abel, Wendy, the club. You, me. His mother."
They both laugh. "Let's not talk about Jax and his mother, shall we?" Tara asks and Cages chuckles and nods.
"Clean me up and stitch me up doc. Than give me some shit to sleep. Cause I won't be able to on my own."
"How is she?" Gemma and Jax ask, but before Tara can answer, a pair of heels comes marching down the hallway.
"Where is she?! Where is my baby girl?!" Luann screams, tears and sobs prevalent.
Gemma has to grit her teeth and slam her eyes shut as her stomach drops. She thought this was over five years ago. It should have been. Luann already had to endure this then, and do it just once is enough to break a parent, and this is the second time Louella has been through this horriffic shit.
"Luann-" Gemma starts, reaching out for her blonde friend, but the other woman just shakes her head.
"I need to see her! I need to make sure she's..." She trails off with a sob, knowing that Louella will be far from OK for a while.
"OK, I'll take you to see her. She's awake, and talking right now. I would like to tell all of you that this is a very serious matter and almost anything can cause Louella to panic and become hysterical. We don't want her putting any stress on her wounds, it'll make them worse. Just try and comfort her." Tara advises and they all nod. Jax grabs her arm and they share a sad smile, their eyes full of longing.
"Thanks, doc." Tara nods and walks towards the door leading into Cages' room.
"Cages, your family wants to see you, is that alright?" She murmurs and they all look at one another when she responds.
"As long as Zac isn't there, yeah. I don't want him to see me like this."
"Oh baby." Luann cries as they walk in. Jax holds back more tears, seeing his sister sitting up, her face beaten up and swollen, but a grin on her face. He smiles back at her and walks closer slowly, worried for her reaction.
"Come 'ere." She commands holding out his arms and Jax smiles a teary smile at her. How can she be so strong? He wraps his arms around her, sniffing deeply, her scent causing his stomach to relax just slightly.
"I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. He will pay for this, babe. He won't live long enough to see this happen again. I am so sorry, Louella." He cries into her shoulder and she shushes him, rubbing fingers through his hair.
"Don't I know it. I was not expecting this, but hey. Shit happens." She shrugs.
"Do not say that Louella Mae! This type of shit does not just happen!" Her mother chastises her and Lou rolls her blue eyes.
"Yeah, yeah. I get that. How's Tristan?" Cages asks Gemma and the dark haired woman purses her lips.
"Probably not feeling too great, but I know for a fact that you know we're here for you and not that little girl. So stop changin' the subject."
Cages grins. "Love you too Gem." The older woman kisses her head, thanking god that her little girl will be just fine.
"What happened, baby?" Luann asks, sitting on the foot of her hospital bed and everyone tenses, especially Cages.
"You know what happened mom." Cages states, sounding tired and Jax has to clench his teeth. Because, yeah, he saw and heard what happened, and he would rather not have to go through listening one more time.
"Louella, why didn't you tell me he was back?" The blonde woman cries, holding her daughters hand and Cages pauses her stroking of his head.
"I didn't want you to freak out and tell dad, ma. He doesn't need this shit."
"What he needs is to know that one day you're not gonna get raped and killed! Both of us have a right to know you're in danger." Jax flinches, and holds onto her hand tighter as she stiffens.
"I know ma. I'm sorry." Cages looks away. "I know you wanna know what happened, so I'll tell ya."
"Cages-" He whispers, kissing her hand.
"You sure you wanna do that baby?" Gemma asks and he feels her nod.
Cages takes a deep breath, swallowing back tears and bile she nods once more. "I was cleaning when he walked up behind me. I saw him in the camera and knew that I had to kill him then, it might have been the only chance I would get. We fought for a little while and he mentioned Zac and I couldn't stand it. I just lost it and attacked him, but he had my gun and shot me. After that, it all happened so fast." She shakes her head, tears streaming down her face. Images of him on top of her, ripping into her, causes her to grit her teeth. "We kept fighting before he slammed my head into the ground and everything went black for a couple seconds. Then he ripped off my clothes-"
Luann sobs, standing up. She starts pacing and Jax cries softly into her. Gemma grips the bed rail, tears going down her cheeks. Cages takes another shakey breath and continues. "I screamed for help. Pleaded with him to not do it, but he just smiled and-" She breaks off, swallowing more bile. "It hurt so bad that I kept screaming, but he just kept going until I was sure I was gonna pass out. He went until he-" She bites her hand and shakes her head, sobbing and Jax has to rub circles into her hand, calming himself, and trying to the same for his red headed sister. "He went until he came." She bites out. "Then, when I was about to pass out, he grabbed one of the broken pool cues and started-"
Luann releases a sound of pure agony and falls onto her knees, sobbing uncontrollably. "NO!" She screams, holding her head. "My poor baby! NO!" Cages flinches at the sound and swallows her tears.
"Then he told me I could never truly get rid of him and he left." She finishes and Gemma has to sit on the ground, holding her hysterical friend. Tara bites her lip, tears streaming down her face.
"We will find him, Cages." Jax promises her and she tightens her grip on his hand. "If it's the last thing I do. I will find this fucker and I will put him through so much misery he will regret the day he was born and ever looked at you."
The only sounds coming from the room being the screams of agony from a blonde mother as her daughter tries to help her while trying not to break even more into nothing.