Molly, sweetheart,
Your words never fail to make me feel loved. I am happy you don't feel like you 'put up with me.' I know I can be a pain in the arse most of the time. Which leads me to apologising for not having written in a month. We had an awful fight a couple weeks ago, and though we're still working through it, I feel we are too distanced from one another. What I would do to fix it…there is no limit. I'm so sorry I scared you by not coming home that night. You had thought I went out to relapse because I didn't even bother to contact you. I just walked away.
Darling, I hope you know that I never want to go back down that road again. I actually stayed the night at Mycroft's after the row we had. I'm sorry I didn't call to tell you that I was safe and to say goodnight. We told each other we would never let each other go to sleep upset and that's exactly what happened. I should have told you I loved you. I love you, Molly. I love you so much.
Whatever we fought about originally was forgotten in lieu of my leaving and not contacting you. That is what we're still reeling from. I made a mistake and I know you've forgiven me, but something still doesn't feel right. I will figure it out and I'll make sure to do whatever it takes to make it all better. I promise you. In fact, you and I should take Thursday and Friday off so that we have a four day weekend to reconnect. I believe that is what we need. I want to have conversations for hours and I want to make you smile again. We have not even made love since I came back from my last long distance case. I ache to fill you with my love. You deserve to be showered with it always.
I miss you. Please, Molly, let's find each other again.
With all my love,
William xxx
p.s. I look through those photos often. I love your additions. If it is to be so, I am your bumblebee and you are my honeybee. That will never change. I love you.