Brittany POV
San's such a great dad. I want to go back to work at the studio and what does that silly man do? I'll tell you he quit his job to stay home with the kids. I swear I love him more than the first day I meet him when he saved me from those horrible men. He's so sweet to me that you'd never know that he once was basically a gangbanger.
"Angel come over here." he says motioning for me to join him on the couch.
"San, I have to go to work in an hour." I whisper sitting next to him.
"For what I have in mind we won't need an hour." he smirks kissing me hard.
"San," I warn knowing how carried away we can easily get once we start kissing.
"But Angel, I want you to stay home longer." he says pouting just like our son.
"San baby, I thought we agreed that you'd stay home with the kids and I'd dance." I reason even though we both know that he'll let me do whatever I want.
"I know and I'm not going back on that, but I want you to take more time off." he softly says.
I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss my silly fiancée. Sometimes I wonder how I got so damn lucky to end up with the most caring and thoughtful man in the world.
"I've been away for two months San, if I miss any more time the recital will be choreographed by James."
I feel his arms tighten around my waist and pull me back into his lap.
"Mommy! Daddy!" Abe shouts running in.
He runs straight into my legs.
"What is it little man?" I ask picking him up.
"The twins are up." Abe says smiling as San takes him out of my arms, spinning him around.
"We'll go get them." San says pretending to fly Abe up the stairs.
I know that our daughters are going to be spoiled rotten by San. He already is and they're only a month old. The only thing I feel sorry about is when they start dating no one will get pass San and Abe. At the same time I'm happy though cause I know there's no way they will ever work the jobs I did.
"Angel, Natalia is hungry and I'm sure Diana will be hungry as well once you start feeding Natalia." he says carrying them in.
He looks so natural holding our daughters.
"Come here Nat, my little piglet." I laugh as she opens her mouth and closes it, scrunching her nose when she doesn't latch onto anything.
"Hurry up Angel, don't tease her or she'll start crying again." San says a worried look on his face.
"Stop worrying so much." I softly say smiling as he stares at me when I pull my dress down.
"I can't wait for you to be finished breastfeeding." he moans staring shamelessly at my breasts.
"We still have a while to go." I chuckle as Natalia latches on.
The way San looks at me gives me goosebumps still. I don't think there's ever been a time when I don't see lust in his eyes when looking at me even when he found me six months pregnant with Abe. I'm so grateful for him, I don't think even he knows how much.
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"Britt!" James shouts running up to me and hugging me tightly.
I shove him away knowing full well that San hates when men get too huggy with me. Not that I blame him if any women aside from his mom and Quinn where to hug him I'd have a few choice words for them.
"James how many times do I have to tell you, San will kill you for hugging me." I warn for like the twentieth time.
"No he won't," James giggles.
"James you do know that Santiago is a Lopez, as in the Lopez family." I say trying to make him understand.
"It's not like you're married." he says moving closer to me.
"I'm engaged to him and we have three kids. I'd say we're as close to being married as possible without being married." I tell him pushing him away from me before freezing.
That couldn't be. San said he killed them. I internally panicked when I saw him. Even though he's in a wheelchair and not facing me, I'd recognize Artie anywhere. I have to be wrong. San would never lie to me so if he says Artie's dead then he is. I must just be mistaken that's it.
"Um are you okay?" James asks putting a hand on my shoulder.
"Yeah fine," I say shaking my head.
"Okay well, you have a class to teach." James says motioning to the first studio.
"Thanks James, send San to my office when he stops by." I tell him before walking into the studio.
Once in there I stop back into my element. It's been too long since I last danced free of kids and overbearing fiancée. Don't get me wrong I love how protective he is, but sometimes it's too much.
"Okay, class let's start with the last routine you learned." I say turning on the music.
Dancing is so freeing, I forgot everything that's happened.
"Now I want you all to disregard everything that James has taught you since I've been gone." I tell my class smiling as I reshow them what to do in the beginning.
"Ms. Pierce are you sure you want to do that jump there?" Aly perhaps my best student asks.
"Yes, follow me." I say smiling as I watch them hitting the right moves.
An hour later my last student had left and I'm making my way to my office.
"Hey babe….."
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For the third time in two nights I feel my Angel's foot connect with my groin. Groaning I flip over, pulling her into me.
"It's okay Angel, I'm here." I whisper in her hair.
She whimpers and curls into me even more. Whatever is bothering her she's been holding it in for a while and I want to know what it is. How can I protect her from it if I don't know what it is.
"No….San….I want San." she whimpers pushing me away from her.
"I'm here angel," I say wrapping my arms around her.
"Sanny?" she groggily says rubbing her eyes.
"I've got you Angel." I whisper in her ear, kissing her forehead.
She clings to me as she calms down from her nightmare.
"Angel, what's wrong? You've been having so many nightmares since you went back to work. James isn't hitting on you again is he?" I ask ready to go fuck up his face.
"I can't," she whispers burying her head into my chest.
"If James so much as touched you I'll kill him." I growl wrapping my arms tightly around her.
"It wasn't James," she whispers.
I let out a breath I didn't know I had been holding.
"Then what's making you so upset?" I ask holding her tight to me.
She is about to answer when one of the twins starts to cry.
"Diana's hungry," she whispers kissing me once before getting up.
"Hurry back," I say as she hurries out to calm Diana down before she wakes up Natalia and then they both wake Abe up.
She comes back in cradling Diana as she nurses. It takes away my breath at how gorgeous my soon to be wife is. I love seeing her with our kids, she's so natural at being a mom and I can't image her not being one. I can hardly remember back when I first met her and she was a stripper and porn star. She still has fear in her eyes from whatever woke her earlier.
"Come back to bed." I whisper noticing that Diana has fallen asleep.
"I just have to put her back to bed." she says walking over to the nursery right across the hall.
I lift up the blankets for her to get back in and she crawls up right next to me.
"Angel, please tell me what's wrong?" I plea brushing hair out of her face and locking our fingers together.
"I don't want it to be true and if I say it at loud it will become true." she whispers into my chest pushing my shirt up.
Whenever she gets scared, she needs to feel my skin and I always end up shirtless. Not that I'm complaining cause normally I don't mind when she pulls my shirt off, but when you're at a movie theater or in a mall it's not exactly allowed.
"I can't help you if you don't tell me what happened." I quietly say trying to keep her calm.
"Promise you won't get mad." she timidly says.
"I promise," I whisper kissing her lightly on the lips.
"I thought I saw Artie the other day, my first day back to work. First when I was talking to James and next in my office after a class. Apparently I fainted so I'm not sure, but I'm terrified San. You promised me you handled all that." she cries squeezing me and cuddling even more into me.
It takes all my power not to jump up and run all the way to Puck's condo and beat his head in. He told me he had handled Artie. Fuck I knew I should have put a bullet in his head myself. I can't believe I might have lied to my Angel; I never wanted to lie to her.
"Sanny, please say something." she pleas grabbing onto my shoulder.
She doesn't call me Sanny unless she's really scared.
"I'm going to find out if he's alive or not, okay Angel. I won't let anyone ever hurt you again." I tell her hugging her to my chest.
"Promise me that no matter what happens you'll protect the kids." she says kissing my jaw line.
"Angel no one hurts my family ever and lives to tell about it. If he's alive, he won't be when I'm through with him." I tell her trying to keep calm.
I think she's about to go back to sleep when I feel her hump me. At first I think maybe she's just trying to get comfortable, but then she does it again.
"Angel," I moan not wanting to force her when she needs sleep.
"I need to feel you inside of me." she whines wrapping her arms around my neck. "I want to forget that night." she whispers.
Who am I to deny her the right to make herself forget about that fucking night. It's the one thing I will never be able to forgive myself for not following her that night.
"Oh god Angel," I moan my dick is starting to throb as she removes her shirt and short shorts.
"I need you inside of now." she moans ripping off my boxers.
I don't think I've ever been this turned on before. Brittany's never been overly demanding when it comes to sex. Most of the time she just tells me she's horny and I take the lead from there, but hot damn her being demanding is a told turn on.
"Angel," I moan, my eyes rolling in the back of my head as she works her hand along my throbbing dick.
"Yes?" she innocently asks looking up at me with her big blue eyes.
I'm breathing hard unable to voice what I want so I swat her hand away and gently swipe my finger through her folds seeing how wet she is.
"You're so wet," I whisper in her car.
"All for you San," she says nibbling on my ear.
I feel her pull my hips towards her. She wants me now.
"I love you so much." I whisper before slowly pushing myself into her.
We both moan as I fill her up. Pausing, I wait for her to adjust to me. She taps my shoulder to tell me to tell me to start moving. The first few thrusts I go really slow and try to be gentle.
"Fuck me San, I want you to fuck me." she growls clawing at my back.
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"What the fuck did you do!?" I shout slamming Puck's door open.
I hadn't bothered knocking as it's seven in the morning and I know that he won't be up. Storming in I quickly make my way back towards his room grimacing at how messy and dirty his house is. I can't believe that I once too lived like this. Since I got together with Britt our house is spic and span.
"Puck get your scrawny white ass out here!" I shout throwing his bedroom door open.
"Hum?" Puck groans flopping over exposing the woman in his bed.
Turning around I close my eyes for double protection. I really don't want to see or know who the fuck Puck has naked in his bed. I'm starting to understand more why Brittany dislikes him so much.
"Um….just get your butt into the living room pronto." I order hoping that I don't have to come back in.
Why can't he get his shit together?
"God Santiago, what's up your ass? I finally got Quinn in my bed and you come storming in." he growls obviously frustrated.
"What?"
Did I hear him right? That was fucking Quinn.
"Do you need to clear out your ears or something? Quinn's in my bed and I'm out here for some fucking reason. I have never done this to you since you finally got Brittany." he grumbles glaring at me.
"Fuck man that's Quinn." I shout slapping him on the back before remembering why I'm here.
He has a goofy smile on his face and I'm sure I have the same smile whenever Britt or the kids are mentioned.
"Why didn't you kill him?" I grow, slamming Puck into a wall finally having gotten over the Quinn shock.
"What the fuck?" he gasps.
"You told me you fucking killed Artie." I growl not removing my arm from his throat.
"What?" he asks frowning.
I finally remove my arm and allow him to cough as he tries to catch his breath. My anger has waned a little, but not a lot as I'm still terrified for Britt. When she's scared I make it better.
"Britt thinks she saw Artie at work three days ago." I explain knowing that it's the way he can get what he wants.
"Really? I thought I killed him." he says his frown deepening.
"I don't know either, but she says that she thinks it was him. I need to know if it's possible that he survived?" I ask needing to know if he its true.
"Sure, I just dumped him in a dumpster like I did with Sam." he says pausing to think most likely of what he did with my dad's body. "Your dad is a pile of ashes."
"Fuck," I sigh closing my eyes.
"Hey man if he is we'll take care of him." he says patting my back and giving me a tight lipped smile.