I stared off into space as Lucy, or Lucifer started talking to Erza and Jellal. I was leaning to one side, my arm next to the blondes legs with the heel of my hand under my chin. Two fingers going up the side of my face to my cheek bone, one finger brushing my lips as they tingled. I had a thoughtful expression on my face, a rare occasion.

I indirectly kissed her...it felt like I had been set on fire but not like my usual flames. It had felt like the first time Igneel had given me the magic. The first time I had caught myself on fire it hurt like hell for about a minute but it was agonizing and what felt like years. Then it felt perfectly normal and the pain was gone.

When I put my lips to the cup a jolt had gone through me. It had shocked me. At first I thought maybe she was my mate. But Igneel had been clear, even in my small childs mind I understood. I could only tell for sure if it was my lips on actual skin. So I knew that wasn't it but then again what was it?

I mean...I knew she smelled good...really good but that was probably just my hormones. I hadn't done anything with anyone in a while, not counting what I did to the newly named Lucifer but the only thing I had got from that was a woman almost as scary as Erza mad at me and a boner I couldn't do anything about. I had thought about it but when Gray walked in and told me Cana got into the wine holder I hadn't had the time.

I slowly smirked at remembering last night. Sure I admit I shouldn't have done that but it was just too tempting for me to resist. Sure Lucifer had a great body, even I could tell that she did; but looks didn't matter nearly as much as personality and heart. She may hate me and she's still Captain of Sabertooth but I could see how great of a heart she had when she saved Happy, nearly dying herself to save someone who was technically her enemy.

I shifted in my seat. Lucifer doesn't act like a member of Sabertooth, let alone the Captain. I know she's killed plenty of people in her reign as Captain and a pirate in general. I myself have killed a few, more that I can count on my hands but it always haunted me afterward. I had only started actually killing after Lisanna died. The first few were right after, maybe the next day I killed three. Something in me snapped while we were in a town and I blew up, rage, hurt, sadness. Everything. It was like I was a demon and my true form came out. Sometimes I really thought I was a demon, the people I killed probably had lives, people that missed them. No I'm not a demon. I'm a dragon slayer and Gramps wouldn't have given me title of Captain if he didn't believe in me. Who was I to challenge him?

Alright self...back to thoughts of what I was thinking about…..uhm...oh yeah! Hehe last night. Lucifer had a great personality, great fighting spirit and a nice smile. I wasn't much for looks but I liked her face. I didn't understand why she would hide it like she does.

A smirk appeared on my face again. I killed two birds with one stone, I shouldn't have touched her without her permission but I found out she was attracted to me. And if it wasn't me then it was thrill. Who knew the prestigious little Lucifer liked it dirty? She likes excitement and to be honest I feel like she's been deprived. Poor Sting probably can't get it up. I chuckled to myself at the thought. I can't help but to imagine her sprawled underneath me. I want to see Sting's face when he realizes I've taken her from him. But...I can't take her from him. She's not my mate. No. Lisanna was my mate...well I made her my mate in my mind. And she cheated on me… I shook my head, looking down slightly and muttering a curse word under my breath as I saw evidence of my thoughts.

I looked up when I heard a squeal, seeing Lucy and Gray wrestling. My eyes widened as I saw Lucy or Lucifer flip Gray, straddle his hips and put her hand on his throat, leaning down and smirking as he stilled underneath her hold. Lucky bastard. I thought grumpily.

"Hey why are they-" Lucifer's scream cut me off and I turned my head just in time to see Gray buck her off, sending her flying.

Straight.

Onto.

My.

Lap.

I jumped as she landed, my eyes went even wider as she grumbled, trying to push herself up, her ass was on the arm of the chair, her legs kicking in the air as she tried to get up leaving her chest and arms on my lap with her head next to the other arm. Okay she can't see the problem I'm having down there.

"Hey just-" I froze, choking as my breath hitching as her hand went onto my bulge while she tried to pick herself up. She froze herself and I watched in partial horror as her eyes seemed to narrow and her lips went into a straight line. I gasped as she squeezed lightly, my hands flying to her sides to try and stop her. She did it again, as if not knowing what it was before realization hit her like a ton of bricks. She slowly turned towards me and when our eyes met my face slowly turned red in unison with hers.

A second later she was off of my lap and I was out of the chair, both of us on different sides of the ship. I was facing the water, my hand covering my mouth as I tried to calm my breathing.

Did that really just...oh Mavis…

I shuddered and glanced over my shoulder at Lucifer, my face still red. She glanced over her own shoulder and our eyes met again. I whipped my face around, steam coming from my ears. I tried to focus on the cold air, Gray's face, Gramps face to calm myself down. Nothing worked. I hadn't done anything sexual for myself in seven months, not even given myself a relief and after everything my body was on strike.

I needed to take care of this.

"Hey Natsu!" I glanced over and saw Happy flying towards me. I panicked.

"I FORGOT TO TAKE MY MEDICINE DON'T COME IN FOR A WHILE." I yelled quickly, sprinting up the stairs and into my room quickly. I lit the lanterns around the room and pulled the curtains before throwing myself on my bed. I reached into my pants, sucking in a breath and closing my eyes as I gripped myself, tilting my head back.

I ran my fist over myself quickly, my thumb occasionally brushing over my slit as I let out soft moans. I did this for a couple of minutes, panting slightly. I was so close just one more~

My eyes snapped open and my head whipped up, my heart jumping into my throat as I saw Lucifer straddling just below where my hand was, sitting on my thighs. Her waist coat wasn't on her, her hair falling around her shoulders, slightly messed up from the wind with her head tilted to the side slightly in a seemingly innocent look. She blinked her eyes at me and the light in the room made the mask glimmer, bringing out her big brown eyes. Fear racked through me. Shit shit shit.

"What are you doing Salamander?" She asked, her voice a bit higher than usual, her tone innocent. I snapped back into it.

"Lu-Lucy! I mean Lu-Lucifer what are you- I was just- I didn't mean-" I ranted, my heart beating fast as I tried to sit up. She put a hand on my shoulder, pushing me back with surprising strength. My eyes widened even more as she looked at me, her hand slowly trailing down my waist coat. Her hand ran over my chest, almost as if she was curious as she felt the firm packed muscles before she ran her hand up and up to my scarf.

I had never felt so...helpless like this...it was different. Not the scary helpless but something...different. I wanted to ask her what she thought she was doing, wanted to ask why she was playing dumb or why she was doing this.

I wanted to grab her hand and push her off or flip her over and have my way with her. I swallowed hard because while I wanted to do something, I could do nothing but watch.

Her hand hooked under my waist coat from the top and dragged her finger down; opening it up. I suddenly found my words.

"Lucifer what are you-" I started to say, grabbing her wrist but she cut my off, slapping my hand away hard and giving me a look.

"Don't touch me." She snapped and I blinked, slowly putting my hands behind my head and staring hard at her. My body shuddered slightly as she let both of her hands run over my chest and stomach. She found nothing but hard packed, well toned and chiseled chest and abs.

"Now Salamander...what were you doing?" She asked again, her sweet innocent voice back. I bit my lip, taking a deep breath as her hand ran over one of my nipples.

"I wasn't-" I started to say but cut myself off with a gasp and shiver as her fingers clamped down on the bud.

"Shit what...what was that for?!" I demanded, trying to catch my breath.

"Don't lie Salamander. Tell me what you were doing." She said, her fingers releasing me only to trace over it gently with one finger. I didn't answer, not being able to say it. She tilted her head to the other side and brought her other hand down; placing it on my bulge that was still covered. My breath hitched as she ran her thumb over it before pressing her palm against it. I let out a low involuntary moan.

"It looked like you were doing something like this." She said slowly as if she had no idea what I was doing. Fine if she's gonna play that way I'll play right back.

"Mmf...k-kinda...but different." I said through my breaths. She raised her eyebrows. Mavis she was beautiful.

"Different...how…?" She inquired and I licked my lips.

"You've gotta move your hand...up and down over it." I said and she slowly nodded. What the hell was she doing? Can I complain though?

"Oohhh...like this?" She asked, pressing down a bit firmer before moving her hand up and down over me through my pants. I tilted my head back, groaning softly and bucking my hips into her hand.

"Unng, yeah like that." I groaned out.

"Oh I see." I heard her reply. I shivered, not replying as she continued, her hand speeding up over me while her other hand went up and down my chest, teasing my nipples which was surprisingly amazing. I felt her pause for a moment before she gripped me through the pants that I dammed to hell for being between her hand and I. Her hand flew over me quickly and I arched my back, gasping for air as I bucked my hips hard against her hand, only groaning a bit louder when I felt her nails run down my chest, most likely leaving angry red scratches but it felt so good.

"Oh Mavis- fuck shit ugh I'm so close." I groaned. I opened my eyes, peeking at the woman on top of me as she leaned down, her teeth grazing the shell of my ear.

"Are you close Salamander?" Her "innocence" gone as sex dripped from her voice. I felt her thumb tease my slit.

"Yes oh Gods please." I whimpered under her, bucking my hips pleadingly. Yes. Yes yes yes here it comes~ NO.

I cried out as she removed herself from me right before I let myself go. I looked at her in confusion and desperation as she grabbed my scarf, tightening it around my neck and pulling me up, putting our faces close as if to kiss me.

"The next time you ever lay a hand on me without permission I'll make sure to cut off that cock of yours and laugh as cum and blood pour from you." She said with deadly venom. My mouth hung open in shock as she got off of me, put her waist coat on and tilted her head back, laughing.

Hurt and anger ran through me. How could she do that? That was messed up on so many~ Realization hit me. That's what I made her feel like...helpless and desperate…

She gave me one last look of satisfaction before turning and waltzing out. I stared after her for a long moment, my mouth still hung open before I slowly closed it, flopping on my bed. I couldn't even finish myself off as guilt washed over me just like it had the night before.

What was this girl doing to me and how was she doing it!?

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