The next weeks passes by comfortably. Seth seems to adjust slowly to his new life. He doesn't kneel anymore, or ask if he can eat or watch TV. Both of which Dean and Roman are thankful for. Seth though is still nervous but he doesn't shy from their or the authority's touch. Stephanie, even though he remembers her, makes him extremely nervous. Stephanie smiles and always hugs him when she's leaving and kisses his temple but that's about all. Seth's nightmares though start to come up as they make progress. Seth never explains them but he started waking up screaming 2 days after he came back. Dean found a way quickly that stops that. Seth starts sleeping in between him and Roman. Seth also gained a bit of weight.
Seth still won't talk about what happened to them. He seems though to be regaining some memories from before he was kidnapped. Dean wishes though that Seth would go back to the cocky brat everyone adored.
Dean turns on the radio as he walks through the apartment. Him, roman and Seth hadn't left the apartment since they brought Seth home. He was starting to go stir crazy. He knew that they couldn't leave yet because of the people looking for Seth and that they probably knew that Seth would be with them because of the doctor. Dean though had never stayed in an apartment so long. Dean looks up at as he sees Seth padding quietly into kitchen.
Dean watches and wonders if Roman would go for them all sneaking out and going to a park or something. Hell he would take going shopping at this point. Dean hates shopping with a passion but it was better then staring at the 4 walls. Dean sighs and leans against the counter, watching Seth quietly while he gets some water. Dean finally moves and touches the small of Seth's back, "Seth if Roman agrees, do you want to try going outside?"
Seth looks confused and then chews his lip, something making him upset. Dean reaches out and takes Seth's hand and pulls him to the table, "talk Seth."
Seth whispers, "I haven't.." everything catches in his throat though and he begins to panic, "I.. I.."
Roman walks in and blinks at the scene. Dean holds Seth's hands tightly in his and watches him letting Seth worth through it.
Seth struggles, " I .. the only time I .. went outside.. he gave me away... are you going to?"
Dean blinks and shakes his head, "No never.. your ours Seth. Your stuck with us."
Seth looks at him and chews his lip, "Really?"
Dean nods and Roman speaks softly to him, "Your ours Seth."
Seth wraps his arms around Dean and holds him tightly. Dean nods, "Now we are going to a park.. or somewhere to prove that." Dean states firmly, "you not being allowed outside is not what is happening here."
Roman nods, "I'll talk to Hunter though.. because I want to make sure it's safe right now. Also your therapist Seth should be here in a bit."
Seth nods and then walks over picking up the Cheerios knowing they want him to eat before the therapist comes. Dean likes Seth's therapist she actually specialized in trauma and sexual abuse. Stephanie found her and at first Seth was nervous because it was a female. Then she brought candy, hot chocolate and her dog, or horse since it's a Great Dane, to a session. Seth then settled and started to open up to her and dog. Since then she just brings her dog and comes right now once a day. She also helps Dean and Roman with tips and advice how to deal with things.
Later on in the day, after talking to Hunter and the Therapist, Dean and Roman lead Seth out the car at the Park a good distance from the apartment. Dean pulls the hood up on Roman's hoodie that Seth is wearing to make sure people can't recognize him. Dean then puts on his cap and glasses and Roman pulls on his glasses. Seth looks around at the park and takes Dean's hand tightly. Dean leads them along a path and just happy to be out. They walk the path and then sit on a hill on the bench there.
Seth watches the people coming and going just enjoying the sunlight, the hood coming down for awhile. Dean leans back and looks around, seeing no one taking notice he allows it. Seth looks at them and smiles at them, beaming about being allowed out. He blinks when someone's dog runs over and nuzzles his hand. Seth gently pets it and smiles softly.
They don't notice the person snapping pictures in the woods.
Flash Back
Seth isn't sure how long he has been with his master. All he knows is that the Master keeps showing up and forcing himself on him. He also enjoys beating and whipping him. His back and thighs feel like they're on fire almost all the time. Last time the master was there he locked a device he called a male chastity cover around Seth's Privates. It's plastic tube that's enclosed and locks with a ring behind his balls. Even is Seth wanted to touch himself he couldn't. he's forced to sit down to use the toilet.
Seth had gotten access to the playroom now though since the door to the room where his matress is stays open. Master left the door open since Seth began to obey. Seth being able to explore though scared him more since he could see what the master had in store for him. The guards would come and go. They would wash him normally once a day and feed him. Seth yawns softly and looks around as he walks around the room. At least he could actually walk.
He looks up when the master walks in and smirks at him, "I've had a bad day pet. It's time for you to cheer me up."
Seth swallows softly and backs up, "Master... "
"KNEEL"
Seth kneels quickly and chews his lip. The master walks around him and grabs him by the hair, he pulls him towards the cross. Seth moves and stands in place to be strapped in. Seth gulps in fear as he's strapped in. Fear courses through his veins as the master circles him like a cat stalking a mouse.
Hours later Seth hangs from his restrains blood dripping down his legs. The last part of Seth starts to break from the pain that the master inflicted. A plug is inserted into his anus that has tore him open. There's ragged gashes along his side and back from the whip that the master used. Seth finally broke. He stopped begging to go home. The Master smirked when Seth started taking his punishment silently except for cries of pain. Accepting his brutality. What Seth didn't know was that it took nearly 3 months to break him.
End of Flashback
