" Z don't stress. We're suppose to relax and have FUUN." Sasha consoled. " I know but i'm just scared." " Of what!?" They all questioned. I shrugged my shoulders," Everything." " Forget about it, lets have some fun." Sarah grabbed me and we all went into the spa. We went to the reception desk and reserved our treatments; we all went into the locker room and got undressed. We grabbed our robes and exited to the massage tables. We laid down in our spots and our masseurs came and did their job. This is just what i needed; I've been stressed out with the wedding, Ma and my notorious family. Im just thankful that i have my friends and Tony; even though they're crazy, they still keep me sane. " Ok here's the plan," Sasha started," after this, we're going shopping then back to Z's for a 'little' surprise." " Surprise?" I questioned." Yeah a surprise so i cant tell." I rolled my eyes and laid my head back down on the table.

After our massage we did as Sasha planned and went shopping. They did most of the shopping while me and Gina watched in amusement. They literally bought up all the stores; they're bags covered their whole arms. Gina and i helped them store all of the bags in the trunk and we drove back to my house. We took out the bags and went into the house and placed them by the indoor pond. "Is this it?" I huffed from exhaustion. Penelope nodded her head.

Suddenly, i heard loud police sirens," whats going on?...Don't tell me you guys stole some of this stuff!?" The girls laughed hysterically as i stood there shocked at their reactions," GUYS!?" Suddenly i saw three buff men, bare chested with firemen outfits," Excuse me, we got a call saying there was a fire." I looked at them confusingly," U-uh what?" " I don't see any fire but you are definitely burning hot. I think its best if we hose you down."

Unexpectedly, one of the buff men grabbed me by the waist and threw me over his shoulder," Sasha im gonna kill you!" I tried hard not to laugh, but it wasn't working. The man carried me into the lounge room and turned on some stripper-type music. The man sat me down on the couch gently and the girls came behind us celebrating. The girls sat on the couch beside me; one the guys popped some champagne and sprayed it on us, as if he were hosing us down. We were all busting out laughing and just having a great time.

Suddenly, one of the men grabbed me from the couch and wrapped my legs around his waist. The two other guys were dancing with the girls; Sasha and Sarah were throwing their money all over the guys. We all looked like we were having too much fun, until it got cut short. I turned my head towards the lounge door and saw an agitated Tony. My jaw dropped at the way he was glaring at me," TONY!?" I immediately wiggled my way out of the man's grip and rushed over to Tony. He rolled his eyes and made his way up the stair case," Tony wait!" I ran with him up the stairs, we finally got to the top, he went into our room but before i could come in with him he slammed the door behind him," Tony," i banged on the door," Tony open the door!" I reached for the doorknob and opened the door. I quickly went in and closed the door behind me," What is your problem!?" He stood there with a glass of cognac in his hand, he glared at me as if i done something wrong," My problem!? What the fuck is your problem mane!? Bringing these half naked guys in my house mane!?" I glanced at him with sorrowful eyes," I-I didn't know-" suddenly he slammed down his glass on the vanity and grabbed my arms tight. He slammed me against the wall," What the fuck were you thinkin huh!? What if i had brought business people here and they saw that!? They would look at me like a fool!" I stared into his eyes, they were filled with hate and anger," Im sorry Tony." He let go of my arms and turned his back on me," Get them out of here." Without hesitation, i did as i was told, i exited our bedroom and down the stairs. Everyone was standing in front of the lounge room," Um y-you guys have to go." My head was down the whole time, i felt so ashamed of myself for letting them stay here. The strippers exited while the girls grabbed their stuff and went out with them," We'll see you later Z." " Yeah." I slowly walked up the stairs, knowing damn well that Tony did not want to see me. I crept open the door and shut it behind me; i saw Tony fidgeting with his tie trying to take it off. I slowly walked over to him and placed my hands over his and removed them from his tie. I un loosened his tie carefully trying not to tangle it up.

As i was unloosening his tie, every now and then i would glance up at him. He was looking everywhere but my direction, his jaw was clenched and his nostrils flared. I finally unloosened the tie and removed it from his neck; i quickly went behind him and helped him take off his jacket. As i was trying to help him, he ripped his arm from my grip and took it off himself," Go take a shower. You smell like a man." I stood there dumbfounded at his comment, suddenly i grabbed a piece of my shirt and sniffed it. He was right, i do smell like those guys. Like a little girl i did what i was told and hopped into the shower.

I sat there longer than i usually did and kept reenacting what happened earlier in my head. Hysterically, tears were streaming down my face. I turned off the water, dried myself off and put on my silk robe. I brushed my wet hair and pinned it up with a clip. I turned off the bathroom light and paced to the bed. Tony was sitting up on the bed with his eyes closed and jaw still clenched. A tear once again streamed down my face but i quickly wiped it away, i slowly paced to my side of the bed. I crawled onto the bed and over to Tony, i placed a hand on his exposed chest. He didn't react so i steadily placed my head on his shoulder and sat beside him, while i softly caressed his chest. He still didnt budge or acknowledge my actions, he just laid there eyes closed and jaw clenched.

I sat there for awhile until he finally brushed me away, got underneath the covers and went to sleep. I sat there looking at him with guilt and sorrow, until i laid down and curled into fetal position; and fell into a dreamless slumber.

As i was sleeping, i heard faint laughter in the room. I groggily opened my eyes and turned to Tony's side of the bed. He wasn't there so i looked across the room to find him in the jacuzzi tub and Manny standing there. I drowsily stretched my body," Goodmorn-WOAH Z!" Manny greeted in surprise, i looked down at myself, my robe was everywhere but my body. I carelessly shrugged my shoulders and got up from the bed," Well I'm gonna go. See you later Z." "Bye Manny." He waltzed out of the room and shut the door behind him. " i bet you had fun last night." Tony sarcastically blurted out. I rolled my eyes and steadily strutted towards him. As i got near the back of his head, with my foot, i nudged his head. I wanted to kick it right off but I'm too nice to do that. I grinned to myself in victory and triumphant. Paybacks a bitch. Suddenly as i was about to turn around and walk away, Tony grabbed my foot and jerked me towards him,"Aaaaah!" I fell into the warm bath. While i was under water, i accidentally opened my eyes. The soapy water instantly burned my eyes. I quickly came up from the water and gasped for air," Asshole!" I slightly opened my burning eyes and charged at Tony. I was throwing weak punches at his chest repeatedly until he forcefully grabbed my arms. Still holding my arms, he pushed us to the other side of the tub and pinned me down. I tried kicking him but that made him pin me down harder. I struggled trying to remove his grip from my arms," Listen." I tried again to break free," Listen,listen,listen." I tried even more until he grabbed both of arms with one hand, and grabbed my jaw with his other," Listen to me. You started it mane. Not me." He released my jaw so i could get a word in," I wouldn't have to if you'd stop ignoring me!" He let go of my arms and tried going back to his spot but i pulled him back," I said i was sorry. What else do you want me to do." I was on the urge of crying my heart out. I hated making him mad, it made me feel like i wasn't doing my job as a wife. He slowly crept towards me, i backed away from him cause i didn't know what he was gonna do to me.

Suddenly my back hit the edge of the tub, i mentally sighed at myself. Shit. He crept closer and placed his hands on the edge of the tub. Each on either side of my body so i wouldn't escape. Unexpectedly, he brushed his lips across my neck. He kissed all over my neck and worked his way up my jaw. When he got to my lips, he paused and looked me in my eyes. He knew i was craving him that i wanted him as much as he wanted me. He mentally pressed play and hungrily kissed my lips. As we were kissing i steadily wrapped my arms around his neck; he removed his hands from the tub and moved them down underneath the water to my waist. Forcefully, he grabbed my bosom, lifted me up from the water, and wrapped my legs around his waist. He hungrily kissed my neck, then my collar bone and down to my chest. Without hesitation, he stuck himself inside me. I gasped a little bit but i let him continue. As he was thrusting in an out of me, i felt so guilty of what happened yesterday," I-Im sorry." He paid me no attention and buried his face in the crook of my neck," I'm sorry," I gasped for air," Please tell me you forgiving me." He thrusted harder and harder trying to distract me from my own plead. "Please tell me you forgive me...please." All of sudden he stopped and looked at me," I forgive you." I mentally smiled and kissed his beautiful lips. He Held me tight and brought us to the spot where he usually sits and pinned me against it. He continued what he was doing before and let me have it. I gripped him tight as we both climaxed at the same time," I love you." I blurted out. He gazed into my eyes," I love you too." With that he began to kiss me again, but with much more passion. At that moment i knew he loved me with every beat of his cocaine heart.