I shut the laptop screen down; wanting to delete the scene I had just watched. I jump up from the table, unsure how to react. He was kissing another girl. I keep repeating the scene in my mind, him whispering in her ear, her laugh, his eyes looking at her, her mouth reaching up and kissing him and his mouth kissing her back. The room starts to spin and I grab my keys and get out of the flat, still in my pyjamas. I jog down the steps, needing fresh air. I stand outside the entrance and take long deep breaths, deciding on what the best thing to do. I spend another five minutes just breathing in and out, then I make my way back up the stairs and back to the flat. I see Dan sitting on the sofa, oblivious to my break down. I stand there for a few seconds, before he looks up and sees me. "Hey." He says, looking back to the T.V. I take a step closer to him, "Dan?" "Yes?" I sit down next to him, "Where were you last night?" I ask, even though I already know the answer. "Just at some party." He keeps looking at the T.V. I bite my lip, "Who was there?" "Just a load of You Tubers, look honey, I'm trying to watch this." I stand up and walk quickly to our room. I grab a suitcase from under the bed and chuck a load of my clothes in to it. I zip it up and start shaking, am I actually about to do this?

I walk back out to the living room, "Dan?" I say firmly. He looks up this time and is puzzled by my suitcase. "Where are you going?" He asks, unsure. "I saw the video of last night Dan." I say, and he stares at me like I am holding a gun to his head. He stands up. "I saw you kissing that girl." He doesn't say anything. I tell myself to keep strong and to get through it. "Listen, since I've moved in I haven't been feeling like this is my home, you're busy all the time with YouTube, I lost my job because of some of your fans, I'm scared to go round London in case anyone recognises me and I feel like this is the last straw. How could you do that to me?" He opens his mouth but I keep talking before he can say anything, "You said that you loved Dan, you made me feel like someone cared about me. But clearly I was wrong." "Amy." He finally says. He takes a step towards me, but I back away. "Please, let me explain about last night." He begs, tears rolling down his cheeks. I shake my head and take the suitcase to the front door; Dan follows me, "Amy, Amy. Don't do this to me." "I can't do this anymore Dan; I have to get away for a while. From all of this." I gesture around me, Dan tries to grab my hand but I pull away, "Don't touch me Dan, I need to do this." As I open the door he starts crying out, shaking his head, I've never seen him like this before. I reach inside my pocket and hand him the locket he gave me. I look at him one more time before I walk out and shut the door behind me. I run down the stairs before I can change my mind, and when I reach outside I break down in tears, my heart snapping in two, one piece with me, the other up in the flat. I get out my phone and call my mum. I take a train straight home, I manage to stop crying while I am on the train and just close my eyes and think of nothing.