Mum is waiting for me at the station, she pulls me in to a hug and we stand for a while, in the station, like that. Eventually, she pulls away and wipes my hair away from my sodden face. "Tell me all about it." So I do, whilst she drives I tell her the whole story, how Dan was always so busy, how scared I was about the hate I would get, getting fired and seeing Dan with that girl. "I just felt like this was the right thing to do, I couldn't stay there." She nods and holds my hand. "You can stay here for as long as you want to do Amy, it will be nice having you around again. I weakly smile at her as I walk back in to my old house, I wipe away the last few tears from my face. I felt like I was missing something, like someone had ripped a hole in my chest and I had watched them do it.
DAN'S P.O.V.
I stand by the closed door and sink to the floor; I cry and shout her name, hitting the door with my fist. Phil ran up behind me and bent down next to me, he put his arms round my shoulders, "Dan, it's OK. Calm down, I'm here." His words brought me no comfort, I felt so guilty and so empty. I suddenly got up and grabbed my phone, I rang the woman who helped destroy the woman I am in love with. "Hello?" I heard the voice on the other line. "It's Dan." "Oh, hello handsome!" "Take down the video." "What, the one from last night? Why?" "Take it down Bonnie." I hung up, not wanting to spend another minute talking to her. Phil stood in front of me, biting his nails. I opened up my clenched fist and Amy's locket fell out. I shook my head, "She's gone Phil, she's left me." I crumpled to the ground and Phil held me, "You can get her back Dan, you're meant to be together." "No, Phil. I broke her heart, she was serious about leaving. I fucked everything up! She was the one and I threw it all away!" I stood up and kicked the table, rage taking over me. I tore my hands through my hair, distraught. I picked up my phone and called her. "Are you sure that, that's the right thing to do?" Phil warned. It went straight to her voice mail and I left a long message, begging her to come back and let me explain. I threw my phone on the floor and went to my room, her drawers in cupboard were still open and they were empty. I searched through all the drawers, not sure what I was looking for. Underneath my socks I found a small hand written note she had left me ages ago on my computer. I loved it when she did that.
Hey Dan,
Don't forget to water the flowers tonight; I'll be back tomorrow morning. Missing you already baby.
All my love in the world,
Amyxxxx
It was just a silly note but it now meant the world to me, that and her locket were all I had of hers. I held the note to my chest, hopping that she left it for right now, and that she would come back tomorrow.
