DAN'S P.O.V.
I paced back and forth as soon as she left the room. Are we ready for this? The question had been pounding my head ever since she had told me earlier this morning. I had only known about it for under an hour but it had already turned my world upside down and inside out. Phil hadn't heard when Amy had told me so he was busy in his room filming a new video, unaware of the situation that had emerged. It felt like the moment when Amy phoned me to tell me that she had been mugged, not being able to control the situation was driving me mad. I had to know and i had to know now. How bad was she feeling right now? I should have gone in with her, held her hand and told her that i would still love her with all my heart, no matter what our lives throw at us. I stare at the door, watching it shut as she goes in. This was it.
AMY'S P.O.V.
I walked in to the white room, closing the door behind me. When i next open it i will know, i think inside my head. How must Dan be feeling right now? I take a deep breath in and then open the box up and hold the stick out in front of me. I read through the instructions, biting down on my lip and carefully follow the notes.
Two minutes, that was all that stood between me and the truth. I fiddle with my lips as i pick up the stick, checking my phone for the indication that my wait is up. I hold the stick up and look at white space, there is a blue minus sign. Negative. I'm not pregnant, i'm sure how i feel about it, i'm not relieved but i'm not scared anymore.
I walk out and Dan looks up when he sees me, his face is desperate for the answer, his eyes reading my face for any clue. I shake my head and i am surprised to feel tears roll down my cheeks. His face falls and he pulls me in tightly, we stand like this for what seems like hours. Why am i so upset about something that i never had? He strokes the top of my hair and plants a small kiss there, i feel his heart pounding against my face as i rest my head on him. "You do know that it will be ok, don't you?" He finally says, breaking the silence between us. I look up at him and nod, i am taken aback to see his eyes so red. "I love you Dan." I say, i lean up and kiss him slowly on the lips, savoring every moment. "But I love you more." He eventually replies, holding my head in his hands. I let slip a smile and shake my head, "Impossible." I whisper as we go back to just holding each other, grieving as one, for our lost child that never was.